The Beginning of Change and Growth

Living our truth is the essence of us as human beings who want to grow, change, and prosper in our physical lives. Love, truth, and equality are the structure of our physical body, thinking mind, and human emotional design, and we cannot live truth without constructing our mind into an equal thinking and emotional design that functions smoothly in the adaptability of our human life. Asking ourselves who we are and who we want to be is the beginning of change and growth. But the secret of this exercise is being truthful with ourself and the challenges that we have not faced as we have lived this life. Everyone has some challenges, even if we have denied them and stuffed them into the recesses of our brain. Our lessons are very apparent to other people as a general rule, but we can look at ourselves throughout an entire lifetime and not be capable of seeing and identifying the lessons we do not know and may be trying to learn.

How do we access the soul consciousness, the inner self from within the physical world?

If man can open his mind to the understanding of the infinite, he will cease to know fear. Releasing fear allows the eternality of love to enter. It allows acceptance of the infinite, inner self and the enfinite, higher self.

Acknowledging the inner self brings a peaceful calmness that will prevail at all costs within your life. Peace and calm will prevail because you will accept the perfection of the consciousness energy of man on a Universal level. Acknowledging the higher self will allow joy to overshadow all other emotions. When you are faced with sadness within the physical world, you will know and understand the peace and joy of the soul and spirit consciousness in evolution.

How does man access the soul consciousness, the inner self from within the physical world? This is not the “quick fix” process that man loves. It must be approached with enthusiasm, joy, and diligent effort. You must become an inner explorer who is willing to look at SELF objectively and without judgment. 

First, man must have the will and intent to be open which will allow him to look at himself objectively and without judgment.  He must understand that he is more than a physical being. He must acknowledge that he has an outer being, an inner being and a higher being that is the total composite of self.

Second, man must release his belief system. This is a valuable goal that may need to be worked on as Karma for many lifetimes before it is totally successful. Releasing all beliefs allow man to stay open to the energies within SELF and around SELF. If man can release the concept of a belief system, he will not replace one belief system with another in his attempt to be open. We should always sense the information that feels true to us and examine it. If it truth from a higher level, it will be understood on a soul level. The soul understanding will become a conscious understanding, if the soul is open to hearing, feeling, and seeing.  Do not allow all information that the physical mind is exposed to, to become a belief of the conscious mind. Truth will become an understanding of the soul consciousness and will not have the restrictive properties of a physical belief. Soul understanding becomes a sense. Man will not be able to always verbalize a soul understanding. A belief is always able to be verbalized.

The external mind is the witness and can recite the witnessing as a physical reality. The internal mind is the sense of knowing. It is the knower. The inner mind is the subconscious mind, the psychic. The higher mind is the master, the integrator of all understanding. The higher mind is the unconscious mind.

The third step is to develop an inner silence. It is through the inner silence that man enters the inner mind. This inner silence allows new images, new awareness, new understandings, and a new consciousness to develop and begin its integration with the physical self. 

The Human Design of Spirit Consciousness, Part 2

We rebirth our externally focused mind as we shift into the internally focused mind that is open to integration with our female loving emotions. Our dual soul is symbolized by two circles resting next to each other. As the male mind begins its internal integration with the female loving emotions we begin to create the infinity symbol, which is the truth of our infinity as a spirit consciousness that lives eternally through its Human Design. Once we understand this symbol, we understand that death is not an end to life, but it is a new beginning of life in a new physical design. Because of our eternal life, we live many lives in both our male and female focus of the physical design, which allows our our dual soul to live the lessons from both perceptions and interpretations of life. This dual sexual images also are reflecting to us our dual soul image of the male mind and female loving emotions. We are reflective human beings by our dual soul design because until we can understand both of our reflections, we will not be able to understand our dual soul and our dual soul female loving emotions and their pattern of integration. Our sexual patterns of procreation are always showing us the importance of integrating our dual soul male mind and dual soul female loving emotions.

Our Trinity of Consciousness is the chemical design of the fractal pattern of us that is eternally related to nature, Earth, and the Universe and that we reflect into the form and structure of our physical matter as a Human Design. Because we are not consciously using our Trinity of Consciousness in the dual soul pattern of our thinking male mind, we learn to conform and to repeat what we believe to be relevant to us as human beings. This means that we have not even begun to live the unlimited potential of our thinking mind in a balanced and loving ontology of life. In fact we literally deny our personal responsibility for any and all of our physical actions, because we do not recognize that we reflect our male thinking mind into our physical behavior as a part of our Human Design, which we have the power to mutate with external chemicals that are not a part of our chemical design. Our thinking mind, loving emotions, and spirit senses are controlled by the chemicals that we routinely breathe, drink, and eat. If we are taking street drugs or pharmaceutical drugs, we are changing the true balance of our chemical pattern of spirit consciousness. Our chemical intake then reacts within our male mind, female loving emotions, and spirit senses, to interfere with the conscious awareness of our Human Design as Spirit Beings.

The Human Design of Spirit Consciousness

For some eons of time we have all been worshiping an external God. Many people today are referring to the external image of God as Spirit. Other people are struggling to understand what Consciousness is.  A common thread in the human search to understand “God” or “Spirit” or “Consciousness” is our externally focused mind that separates one concept from another than understanding the unity of all energy. Essentially God is not separate from Spirit or from Consciousness and our Spirit Consciousness is not separate from our physical body.  The secret of all humans, nature, earth, and the universe is that we are one as a chemical design. Our function is different. But our chemical design is 99.9% identical. Since science understands this concept from defining the chemical pattern of our DNA, it is important that we begin to look at the integration and unity that we are designed to share with all living matter upon earth.

Our Human Design is a chemical design first and foremost. Our chemical design is a fractal pattern of the Universe, Earth, and nature. The chemical design of us follows a beautiful pattern as a dual soul, that is created as a male mind and female loving emotions, and our infinite spirit senses that are enfolded into the physical matter of our human body. It is the trinity of our male mind, female loving emotions, and female spirit senses that create the human design of our spirit consciousness. Our spirit consciousness completes itself in its human design by enfolding its chemical patterns into the human design of our physical body. This means that as we live, we live as a quadrivium of our spirit chemical design with our male mind thinking and our thoughts being acted out by our physical design.

Our Spirit Consciousness is always a trinity of the male mind, female loving emotions, and the infinite spirit senses. Our spirit senses are the internal cellular form of the Spirit Consciousness in communication with the dual soul of our male mind that has separated itself from the female loving emotions and its conscious awareness of the spirit senses. This is why we have believed that we only have five physical senses. But our human design that has been designed through the chemical patterns of our spirit consciousness is complete in its design with the one exception of the male mind. Our physical lives have all been focused upon the expansion of our dual soul  male mind. When the male mind separated itself from the female loving emotions, it began its journey of negativity and fear. When we separate ourselves from the internal dual soul design of our loving emotions, we have no choice except to live our fear until the male mind can expand itself out of its external focus upon fear.

As we awaken our male mind to our female loving emotions, we automatically begin our internal journey into our Spirit Consciousness as the trinity of our male mind, female loving emotions, and spirit senses to gradually learn the fine art of integration and unity. As a human design, we have never been shooting stars. We must live and learn gradually as we allow our male mind to open itself to its unlimited thinking potential. As our male mind gradually opens, it begins its integration with the female loving emotions. As the male mind and female loving emotions become integrated, the dual soul gradually integrates with the spirit senses. This is the pattern of evolution for our dual soul into spirit consciousness. As we expand fully as a trinity of consciousness, we become conscious of ourselves as a Spirit Consciousness living in the chemical cellular design of our human physical matter.

Becoming One: Our Genetic Journey

From the time that we are young we search for a mother, father, or best friend. As we grow older we begin to see ourself as incomplete if we don't have a lover. The male seeks the female and the female seeks the male. The male seeks the male and the female seeks the female. What does it mean when we feel that we "need" a relationship to survive?

For our soul we are simply living the reflection of our genetic journey. It is through the physical experience that we learn, which has the power to change our genetic lessons in the next life. Our perception of genetics as being our family heritage has some validity but it is not the entire explanation. We choose our parents, which means we also choose the genetics that we need to work through our soul lessons. Our lessons are karmic for the soul, which means they are not completely learned. In becoming one with the genes that support us in our physical life, our soul continues with its genetic journey. Our genetic journey reflects into our physical journey.

We attract intimate relationships into our lives by the magnetism of our physical genetic structure. It is the interplay of relationships that continues to support our genetic structure throughout a lifetime as we become one in our mind and emotional consciousness. Our physical genetics, as part of our physical experience, is not separate from our dual soul mind and emotions or our spirit consciousness. We are one energy at all times.

We judge our self-worth by our ability to become one with another person. Our sense of unity in intimate relationships can cast an illusion of happiness over our life when deep down inside we are crying tears of loneliness. Our behavior reflects our level of growth. As our level of growth changes, our genes can jump from one chromosome to another and take on a different role within our genetic system, thus changing the pattern of our life and our behavior.

Understanding the mirror image that we cast into our relationships will help us understand why we attract the type of people into our lives who create chaos instead of unity. The shadow of our image is a magnetic energy that draws others to us in a physical unity that may not reflect the part of our mind and emotions that we truly want to attract. But our karmic soul lessons are using the magnetism of our genes that will fulfill the purpose of our soul lesson. In becoming one with another person we are being given the opportunity to help other souls with the same karmic lesson. It is the unity of like physical genes that reflects the soul connections that we live.

The major issue with our magnetic attraction is that we have been taught to attract others through the sexual attractiveness of our physical body instead of a like mind and emotion. When we focus only upon the sexual attraction we never reach mental and emotional unity, because the attraction is a fleeting sense that has no stability. Yet marriages that produce children always have a genetic purpose for our soul. When we find ourselves in frequent relationships that repeat old dramas, we become conscious of our need to look at ourself. The genes of our mind and emotions are embedded in our beliefs and fears.

Looking at ourself and our sexuality is probably the most challenging mental and emotional task that we will ever face. Old beliefs will jump to the surface of our mind, bringing up guilt, sin, fear, and perhaps even a sense of revulsion. These old beliefs have the power to send us into an emotional  shutdown that paralyzes our thinking. But we must remember that sex has had an "under the sheets" mentality until the last few decades and the genetics of our mind and emotions is holding on tightly to old beliefs. There are still many cultures that physical practice this mentality and are unable to open their minds and hearts to becoming one.

How can we possibly unite our minds when we are still struggling to unite our bodies in harmony and rhythm? Our physical reality is the reflection of our mind and emotions. In observing the separateness of the male and female, religions, sciences, our physical body by the medical profession, the belief in the separateness of our physical being, the belief in the separateness of our soul mind and emotions, and spirit consciousness, we begin to wonder how we will ever become one again. As science embarks upon genetic alterations of humans, animals, and plants we an be separated permanently from the genetic roots of our spirit consciousness and chaos will prevail. In effect, science uses microscopic approach in an attempt to dissect the details of humanity, instead of accepting the macroscopic realization that we are all one.

Healing Self

I am taking some time out of my other writing to blog for a short time. I love writing, which is what I actually do with most of my time. I am just finishing books number 9 and 10, which are both on Neural Depolarization, which is a healing technique that I use with clients and that I have used since I was an infant to heal myself. I call my technique NDP, which is short for Neural Depolarization. As an RN I have never seen a technique that is easier and more thorough than NDP, When I first moved to NC in 2004, I had two patients come to see me that were both told they would die very soon. Both patients had death staring them in the face. One patient had a huge malignant brain tumor and the other patient had a malignant liver tumor. They are both well now and healthy as they live their normal lives. I first saw both of these clients eight years ago on the verge of imminent death.

I am writing this because we have such a high instance of cancer in our world and people are dying from this disease on a daily basis. We do not have to die of cancer, but if we don’t want to die of cancer, we have to learn how to save ourselves with the foods that we eat, the water that we drink, and the air that we breathe. I have not kept track of how many people I have helped to heal themselves of cancer but it is well into the hundreds during my lifetime. To heal you must want to heal, know that you can heal yourself, and apply the rules of healing that I provide, which are a group of changes in eating, drinking, and thinking. and you must have NDP to free your body of the disease. Many men come to me with prostate cancer. This is a devastating disease for a man to endure. But prostate cancer, liver cancer, breast or uterine cancer are all fairly easy to heal especially if I can work with the disease before drugs are used or radiation is used, which adds insult to an already injured organ.

My concept of life is in the living, ----nurturing ourselves with good clean air, organic food, pure water, and good friends. Friends are a very real factor in living a long life. The second factor is happiness. The third factor is always eating as close to a true and pure nature as possible, drink only pure water, love your friends and family as you let them love you. Love in itself is a healing energy. Our healing energies come from the purity of the water that we drink, the air that we breathe, the foods that we eat, and the people that we hang out with during our lifetime. Honest and supportive family and friends are essential to our health and happiness. If we have family or friends that we cannot trust to speak truth to us they can compromise the energy of our entire life.

Lying, cheating, and stealing are all negative energies that we must protect ourselves from being around. These energies are detrimental to our health and happiness, unless we can recognize them and protect ourselves from taking on their energy as our energy. We always have the power to change our friends, but we do not have the power usually to change our family members. Although being a good example to our family and friends can create change within both our family and friends, this can require time and patience which every life is worth. Once we discover the energy of love, we can begin to live our love as our normal personality, which can easily make our life much easier for us. Caring about people and loving people are how we collect love and happiness into our life with great abundance. If we can’t love other people, we will not attract love into our life. The more love that we can feel from other people, the more love we will create to share with other people. We cannot share what we do not have within us and can freely live. Sharing love brings us many gifts of energy from the rest of the world. Love and sharing love are both ways for us to teach other people how to love us in return.

If we live with dishonesty, fear, and untruth, we are setting ourselves up to have a dramatic life. Anyone that spends their life lying, cheating, and stealing cannot be living a Spiritual life. These energy fields of lying, cheating, and stealing are all energies that we must protect ourselves from as we live in the physical world and we interact with other people. If we live our lives through lying, cheating, and stealing, we will disarm any loving energy that is within us and change our internal energy to support our lying, cheating, and stealing thinking and behaviors. Most of us are familiar with these precise levels of energy, either within our own behaviors or within other people’s behavior. We cannot be Spiritual people and live these negative behaviors at the same time. I have known many people who live these behaviors and at the same time they talk about being Spiritual, which of course can’t happen as the energies that they are living are the precise opposite energies to the loving Spirit. This helps us to understand that when we lie, cheat, and steal, we are the precise opposite of Spiritual as lethal human beings.

Lethal human beings can merrily live their lives thinking they are “Spiritual Beings,” but instead of spreading love and happiness around them, they are spreading fear, anger, and hate. The individuals that are involved in this charade are many times unaware of what they are sharing and how it makes other people feel during conversations. We should always evaluate ourselves and become conscious of the truth of our own internal energy. When we are living with fear, we will always take advantage of other people’s kindness. When we are living untruth, we will always take advantage of other people’s need to seek truth. Taking the time to sit down and write about the truth of our own behavior helps us to identify the lies that we are living and helps us to understand what we must change before we can be a Spiritual being.

Lying, cheating, and stealing are all negative behaviors and any time that we are living these behaviors we cannot live as a Spiritual Being, because our energies will be opposite energies to the Ethical loving behaviors. When we mislead ourselves about the truth of our own personal behaviors, it does not make us Spiritual, but it does make us slide downward into the negative part of our mind which prevents any Spiritual Energy being present within us as we live. Our life is always our own creation, even when we steal from other people. Living the energy of our own world is the truth of what we do and who we are. If we want to be loving Spiritual individuals, we must live our Spirituality, which means that we never at any time steal anything, lie about anything, or misrepresent ourselves as something that we are not.

We can only heal ourselves through the loving energy of our Spirit Self. As we live anger, fear, hate, or any other negative energy we are betraying our own loving energy, which will throw us off balance, make us sick, and perhaps lead to our death. We must always live the love, truth, and equality of our Spiritual Design to heal ourselves.

My Concept of Life

My concept of life is in the living, nurturing ourselves with good clean air, organic food, pure water, and good friends. Friends are a very real factor in living a long life. The second factor is happiness. The third factor is always eating as close to a true and pure nature as possible, drink only pure water, love your friends and family as you let them love you. Love in itself is a healing energy. Our other healing energies come from the purity of the water that we drink, the air that we breathe, the foods that we eat, and the people that we hang out with during our lifetime. Honest and supportive family and friends are essential to our health and happiness. If we have family and friends that we cannot trust to speak truth to us they can compromise the energy of our entire life.

Lying, cheating, and stealing are all negative energies that we must protect ourselves from being around. These energies are detrimental to our health and happiness, unless we can recognize them and protect ourselves from taking on their energy as our energy. We always have the power to change our friends, but we do not have the power usually to change our family members. Although being a good example to our family and friends can create change within both our family and friends, this can require time and patience which "life" is worth. Once we discover the energy of love, we can begin to live our love as our normal personality, which can easily make our life much easier for us. Caring about people and loving people are how we collect love and happiness into our life with great abundance. If we can't love other people, we will not attract love into our life. The more love that we can feel from other people, the more love we will create to share with other people. We cannot share what we do not have within us and can live freely. Sharing love brings us many gifts of energy from the rest of the world. Love and sharing love are both ways for us to teach other people how to love us in return.

Neural Depolarization and the Satisfaction of Healing

Hello everyone! I am sorry that I have been distracted from my blog lately because I was in the process of completing two new books on Neural Depolarization which I have been writing for a while. It does feel good to have them complete and to know that people can have the benefit of what I teach to help themselves heal many forms of disease and discomfort.  Our human body is such a delight with all of its many systems working together to make us human beings that are using our internal energy to get well.  I did this form of healing on myself when I was a very young child with Rheumatic Fever.  I healed my Rheumatic Fever, and I have proceeded to become the mother of six wonderful children and to continue living the life that I have designed for myself.

Neural Depolarization is the technique that I used as a child to heal the intense pain of my Rheumatic Fever. I have had a goal to tell this story to help other people learn how to heal themselves. I spent many years having six children, helping them to grow up and create their own lives, and I have worked as an R.N. to fulfill the other goals in my life of helping people. There is a very satisfying feeling within me when I can heal another person and watch them go on with their life and live from their loving heart. I am also trying to teach people the true meaning of their energy field and how to use it. This is a time when we begin to realize that our mind is everything, so we will not even begin to “tell a lie” or to do anything else to suppress our internal energy field, but we can expand how we use our own internal energy and use it to enhance our own life and health.

These two books bring my writing up to ten books, I think.  We can heal ourselves, and knowing how to do this is very important. I have talked about different aspects of healing ourselves in all of my books, and at the present time I also do classes in Neural Depolarization, the technique that I teach to heal our body, mind, and Spirit self.

Learning is Vital to our Growth because How We Think is Who We Are

Happy New Year!  As we begin our countdown for 2012 it is important that we begin this countdown by looking intensely at ourselves. Are we being who we want to be? Being who we want to be is not by any stretch of the imagination attempting to be someone else. Our goal is to expand our own energy into who we want to be. This is an internal exercise of our thinking mind, in conjunction with the rest of our brain and our body. We can never attempt to copy another person and be successful in our own personal growth potential, because each of us are individual people with our past, present, and future already living its human design in the precise pattern of the evolution that we have created for ourselves. If we attempt to copy someone else, we are setting an external energy in motion to abort ourselves.

When we are ignorant enough to "abort" our thinking mind, loving emotions, sensory capability, and our physical body, we are not being loving to our internal "Dual Soul and Spirit energy, and we are showing ourselves what we have not learned about our Eternal Dual Soul and Spirit energy. We learn about our own internal Dual Soul and Spirit by living our physical lives with a consciousness that never fades. It is important for us to look at every lesson that we have lived, see the wisdom of what the lesson has taught us, evaluate the lesson carefully and move it forward by several steps. We create our own reality is not just five words. These five little words are the substance and definition of our physical lives as we live them, learn from them, and consciously expand them into greater and greater levels of consciousness as our Spirit and Soul Energy are expanded and accepted. Always remember, "We are our own creation." How we think, so we are.

In the beginning of my grade school experience, I will always remember the teacher who stood in front of the class every day and greeted us with the phrase, "How we think is who we are and this is why learning is vital to our growth. My teacher's name was Ava Williams. As she taught us to think and to love ourselves I thought that her name, "Ava," meant that she was an angel teaching us how to be Spiritual or Heavenly Beings. My beliefs helped me to remember every word that she said to us, and as a six-year-old, I knew in my heart that she was speaking absolute truth, which meant that I needed to remember everything that she said. Of course her teachings related strictly to what she was supposed to be teaching us, in conjunction with State Law, but my way of thinking certainly did help my brain memorize. And the memory of this experience has always been a vital support within my thinking mind as I have grown and changed and learned to appreciate energy, especially the energy of love which comes from our Spirit Consciousness.