Life in North Carolina

All Relationships are Soul Lessons

Relationships are essential to our life for these lessons and the joy they bring to our Earth experience. Living is joy and happiness. Many Souls must learn to bring this joy and happiness up from their core Soul to enjoy an incarnation. This is one of the lessons of the Dual Soul. The joy and happiness in the living is the true reason for living.

No two relationships are the same. This applies to the individual relationships each of us experience and the individual experiences of different people with us. We all live with an energy field. Our energy fields are created from all of our past lives. No two people experience the identical experiences in each lifetime. Relationships are determined basically by the perception of both individuals, and the interaction of those two Souls from their awareness of Soul memories. Soul memories and inner awareness do not at the present time on Earth usually operate form a conscious basis. The perception of a relationship may differ with the individuals involved. The relationship that is perceived with the unity of awareness is the relationship that allows for the most significant growth.

Enlightened Souls will enjoy this awareness, but it is not essential to a casual relationship. Awareness is essential to a meaningful, growth-oriented relationship. Even without awareness, we will often find ourselves with an immediate like or dislike for individuals that we meet. This emotional reaction is the immediate result of Soul memories or Soul awareness that is operating on a subconscious level. Good relationships contribute to good health and joy. They should be cherished and nourished, just as we would cherish any material possession in our world. A good relationship is far more valuable to our world than any material possession could ever be.

A Soul does not grow without the contact of other Souls. The drama of life would not be much of a drama without the interactions that relationships provide. There are many levels of relationships. There are those we never know even as friends but with whom we have casual contact. There are those we make eye contact with for a brief moment without words or interactions. There are business contacts. There are those whom we call friends that we spend our play time with. There are those we are attracted to as lovers. There are family members. There are those whom we see as kindred Souls that we will marry.

Souls can sometimes recognize each other on a Soul level and want to be near or apart on a conscious level. This happens in all of life, whether or not the consciousness is there. Those with whom we are playing dramas are Souls that we are aware of loving, and with whom we have chosen to play this particular drama. There is always agreement in relationships on a Soul level. So when we feel inclined to blame the other person for a happening, don't. Always look internally to see what lesson we have designed for ourselves.

The close relationships of family are a good example of our planned experience. Nothing happens by accident. The lessons that we have chosen to learn can be learned best through the relationships that we have planned for our Earth experience. We do not form lasting relationships with everyone that we meet, because they are not coded into our life design for this incarnation. This does not mean that the Soul is unfamiliar to us. Souls frequently incarnate together in cultures and groups as well as in families.

The Soul that we pass on the street, and make casual eye contact with, may leave us with a lasing appreciation of our own worth. This small part was also coded into our drama, and many times it may be a more significant lesson than a relationship that we see as a constant struggle.The reason it is more significant is that for one instant in our space of time we felt joy, love, and appreciation. We may spend our lifetime in some relationships and not have that sense. That tiny flash of true Spiritual recognition and joy can change our entire perception and awareness level of what we are all about and what our life is all about. These Souls are frequently guides who have materialized for that moment of physical encouragement, which they know we desperately need. Accept that joy and hold it within you.  (The Joy of Health)

What are the roots of common disease?

When I was living in Annapolis, MD, I saw many clients that had cancer.  I still see many clients that have cancer as I live in North Carolina.  Why do some people get cancer and other people escape the ravages of cancer?  How can we help ourselves and each other to “save ourselves” by living a healthier life? Our ability to get cancer is dramatically enhanced by the foods that we eat, the liquids that we drink, and the air that we breathe.  Therefore it is not just the foods that we must change, but we must change what we drink, how we think,  how we live, and the “toxins” that we spray and use in our homes. 

Some people truly believe that “we are protected by the government, big business, and the medical community.”  This is not true.  Doctors die of cancer in the same way that other people die of cancer and so do the people that manufacture drugs.  Business people, farmers, all human beings, die every day from cancer.  The cancer frequency makes us look at ourselves and ask “why?”  Why are we creating cancer?  Why are we dying from cancer?  The answer to these questions is “the chemicals that we are putting on our soil, that we are ingesting, breathing, and rubbing on our skin” are the very real ways that we get cancer.

Newspaper headlines read, "A Decade Later, Gene Map Yields Few New Cures: Despite Early Promise, Diseases' Roots Prove Hard to Find." What are the roots of common disease?  What is the common denominator in everyone’s life?  We all eat, drink, and breathe, therefore each of us live with the “risk” of disease and especially cancer, no matter how hard we may try to prevent cancer by restricting the chemicals in our foods and in our physical lives.  There is a secret to keeping ourselves healthy and happy.  Learning to stay young and healthy, which is what I teach, should be our goal.  My first book, The Joy of Health, was written in 1989 and it is now going through its second printing.  The Joy of Health is the first of my eight books total and it is the focus of my classes this year, which I offer here in Pittsboro (NC), at the Community House.  We must all learn what it means to live the “Joy of Health,” and to stay happy and healthy in our own physical lives by the way that we think, breathe, eat, and drink.  We are increasingly toxic to our own human energy, body, and brain.  It is time that we begin to understand our own personal energy and the energy of other people.

The WHO predicts 21 million annual cases of cancer by 2030.  Cancer is a dreadful disease, but it can be prevented, and often healed completely once we intimately understand what is causing our cancer and heal those specific aspects of our life that are supporting cancer. My intention is to work intensely with people to really understand how to live the Ethical Values as the behaviors of our thinking mind, which actively creates the joy of health and prevents disease. Getting the Ethical Values to feel like our normal behavior is how we shift our conscious focus in life from a physical focus of survival as a one-life being to eternal life as an energy being.   Our behavior, speech, and lifestyle always reflect the level of energy that we are living, therefore we must change the way that we think, the emotions that we live, the senses that we live on a daily basis, and our own physical belief systems.  The more intensely that we can understand energy, the easier it is to consciously work with our energy fields to help protect our physical life.  Just because we have not been taught about energy, does not mean that we cannot learn “energy” and help ourselves strengthen our consciousness reality to get more out of our physical life and our relationships.

Changing our lifestyle and our thinking into a healthy program of healing can add many years to anyone’s life, but we have a personal responsibility to be consistent with our changes and growth.  We have to do the work to reap the benefits.  Once we understand our health, we can live the fun and excitement of our physical life, as we bask in our health, joy, and optimism.

The Difference Between our Actual and Potential Brain Development

The most important internal physical approach to expanding our intellectual knowledge is an adequate and healthy blood supply to our brain provided by our oxygen, water, and nutrition, to insure the credibility of the chemicals that are internally operating the electromagnetic energy of our brain as well as our entire body. These same chemicals affect the sensory stimulation that we use to trigger our seven physical senses on all three dimensions of our consciousness, which expands our aware consciousness of the everyday life that we are living.

Our soul has designed relationships into our life to act as the fiber of our physical experience. Without relationships we would not trigger our aware consciousness into its different levels of expansion nearly as efficiently. We also use our environment of family and friends to trigger our growth. As we act out the behavior of our precise level of consciousness, we receive feedback from our family and friends by their acceptance of our behaviors or their challenge of us because of our behavior.

It is always important not to reward bad behavior or the ego consciousness of the soul thinks it has reached its destination of perfection and will try to control the behavior of everyone else in its life to match its own perception of perfection. Positive feedback for negative behavior has been common in the journey of untruth, and fear from the beginning of our soul descent. Every facet of our physical lives in our immature soul journey has supported the inappropriate behavior of religion, family, science, medicine, politicians, education, and society.

Our brain is known to have one hundred trillion brain cells with only five to ten percent considered to be developed and used. Those brain cells that we have developed have only a limited number of messenger cells acting as neurotransmitters that connect them. The difference between our actual and potential brain development is immense. Because we focus our consciousness in a linear direction we don't grasp the reality that our consciousness must function in a clockwise motion, forming a complete cycle. Our immature soul mind functions counterclockwise as chaos, with a linear focus to the ego. It is the scientific intention to identify the precise point for each function of our body within our brain. This is impossible because that creates limitations upon our brain and ignores our mind and emotional consciousness. The only factor that limits our consciousness is our beliefs. Every brain cell has the absolute potential of every cell.

Our brain is like an endless beach of sand where we sit fearfully aware and intensely focused upon a single grain of sand as our reality. In focusing upon the single grain we worry about our survival. If we knew the drama that we have lived as a soul we would laugh, and laugh, and laugh at ourselves. Our fear limits us and it is one of the most ridiculous concepts that we have created because it denies the joyfulness, beauty, magnificence, and wisdom of our soul.

The Joy of Health is our Journey Home.

Spiritual Ecstasy

Most of us as humans have heard the theory of Spiritual Ecstasy. Spiritual Ecstasy has accomplished wonders for the human race because our Spiritual Ecstasy has given us hope by triggering our emotional love. There is also a Scholarly Ecstasy which is our intense desire to understand ourselves in relationship to Earth, Nature, the Universe, and to all humans that live on Earth, and there is a religious Ecstasy that occurs when we “think” that we are communicating with the God that we believe to be our Savior. We also experience a physical human Ecstasy when we have a dramatic sexual experience. As human beings we do not walk around all day in our entire life thinking that we are living in a form of Ecstasy, but in fact when we can feel happiness in our life and in our living, we are living a level of Ecstasy within our emotional self.

Human beings have had to learn the fine art of “being emotional” which shows us our growth and expansion as we expand our thinking mind into our loving emotions. As we expand our thinking mind into our emotional self, we have created the capability within our thinking mind of knowing thyself. Knowing thyself is another means of expressing our Spiritual Ecstasy as we consciously integrate our thinking mind into our loving emotions. Spiritual Ecstasy does not come from an outside source, but it occurs as an internal function when we feel the happiness and joy of our collective mind and emotional growth. Our Spirit self is the most complete part of our human design and it is the energy design of us that we use to recreate a new physical body with each of our patterns of life and our human deaths.

As we become attuned to our internal energy, we can feel the dramatic changes that occur within our human body as we experience the growth of our internal energy. The very first change that we make in our energy field is within our thinking mind. This helps us to understand the wisdom of thinking and studying. When we study we grow our thinking mind, loving emotions, and our Spirit Senses, which is the growth and change that we are responsible for within our Spirit Consciousness. As we grow and change, we become increasingly happier with who we are and we begin to treat ourselves with the love that we require. If we find that we are not happy with ourselves, we must do the internal work of examining ourselves and our behaviors to discover what is creating our internal imbalance. We never lose our balance because of other people. We lose our energy balance because we allow other people and our own internal mind to create a dramatic level of imbalance within itself through our internal energy drain.

Our own “jealousy” towards other people is probably our most ferocious energy that affects our state of thinking and emotions as it drains us. We should never look at another person and covet their energy. Each of us have our own energy fields or we would not be living human beings. Because we each have our own energy, we can never make ourselves something that we are not designed to become. Our growth and our change depends upon changing our thinking and behaviors. If we never change our thinking and behaviors, we will never change ourselves, and this is a very evident energy that anyone can witness. As we refuse to honor ourselves, we will consistently dishonor other people. Understanding ourselves is the primary purpose of studying Spiritual Philosophy. When we understand ourselves as Spiritual Energy, we will have the internal power to live in Ecstasy in every aspect of our physical lives. We will never need to “copy” another person, because we will have expanded the person that we are.

Knowing thyself is the beginning of our Spiritual Ecstasy as an energy that we can and should use to conduct our life, including our relationships. Spiritual Ecstasy allows us to live our physical life through an absolute understanding of happiness and joy because we are an eternal Spirit Energy. Our physical life is some what like playing a card game. We might think that we have a hand of aces up our sleeve, but the energy that gives life to our physical body may be playing with a different hand. Sometimes it can be imperative to our Spirit Energy to change our physical focus and begin a new focus. Life is always about the Dual Soul lessons that we are learning, which we must learn in relationship to our physical reality. No one else can ever live our lessons for us. Lessons are always pertaining to the activity of our physical life and what we are learning. The more that we feel in “tune” with our Dual Soul lessons, the more comfortable we will be with our physical life. When we do not know ourselves we will challenge ourselves with opportunities to grow and change as physical lessons.



To show everyone how interesting life really is, while I was sitting at my computer writing about our Spiritual transition as the Ecstasy of our Spiritual self, my granddaughter called me. She and her boyfriend have just bought a new home which they have recently moved into, and which she is very conscious of sharing with the previous owner who recently died. As energy beings we live eternally, but sometimes the transition from one life to the next life is not always easy or fast, because most people are not taught that we are energy and when we die we begin a new life in a new body in a new place. When we live with an awareness that we are energy and that we live multiple physical lives, we will not be afraid of leaving one life to enter a new life. If we live with a fear of death, we cannot live in the Spiritual Ecstasy that we deserve to live in at our time of death and rebirth. This helps us to understand why our fear of death must be changed, so that we can complete our transition and move forward into our new life.

What is fear and how do we live it?

Fear is a very negative emotion that many people live with for endless lifetimes. One thing about learning our lessons is that we must grow and change in our physical lives to support the gradual expansion of our Dual Soul Mind and Emotions. The growth of our mind also supports the sensory growth of our Spirit Consciousness. We are energy beings that live a continual life in the physical world. We die as physical beings but in most cases we begin a new life in utero within three physical days. As energy beings we do not die, but we move with the speed of light, which means that we can cover a dramatic amount of space in three of our physical days. For us to return to life as a new conception in three days, means that as energy we have completed the energy work that we must accomplish to make a new physical life feasible at this time. When we spend our physical life living in our fear of death and our belief in living only one life, it is because we do not understand ourselves as energy beings and we do not understand our relationship to Earth as our Universal Home.

Many of our fear beliefs have their roots in the evolution of us as physical beings as we have been trying to understand “who we are.”. But as physical beings we also live with a very strong energy component that is the very basis of who we are. We have not been taught about our “energy component.” Einstein has proven that energy never dies, but it does change form. Once we understand that we are energy and we understand the properties of energy, we have the information within us that helps us to see that we live more than one life; in fact, we live eternal life. When we change our focus from physical matter into energy, we re-create physical matter as our new home as an energy field. Once we understand our eternal life we will be capable of releasing all of our fears.

Our fears have all developed as we have evolved as a thinking mind. We had to start at the beginning to create our human life or we would never have grown enough to understand ourselves. Years ago every human being studied Philosophy as a normal part of their education. In our present time, very few people study the ancient Philosophers who have passed this information down to us, and sometimes even those who do study ancient philosophy do not have the memory to interpret it correctly. But this is because we believe that we live only one life. Does it make any sense within your thinking mind to believe that a design of energy and matter that is as dramatic as ours is would be limited to only one life in its attempt to grow and change? If we accept that we are energy beings, then we already should have learned that “energy never dies, but it does change form,” which has been proven in recent times by Albert Einstein. To me it does not seem that we need to think equally to Einstein to understand the meaning of life.

As a RN I have been present at more deaths than I can count. I have lived with an understanding of myself as energy all of my life, therefore I have been conscious of the energy of other people in both life and death for my entire life. As I went into Nursing and I watched endless people die, I also have had the privilege of communicating with many energies as they leave their physical bodies and that have told me about their plans for their new life. Energetically most people are very excited about death and rebirth, which doesn’t mean that we have the right to make this very intimate Spiritual decision. At our core energy we are all Spirit Consciousness that is destined to live in multiple physical lives that we choose as a way to learn and change.

Our Spirit energy is eternal. Our physical body is finite. Our learning as a Dual Soul and Spirit is accumulative as energy, which expands our overall growth and change as a Spirit Consciousness. Love is the energy foundation of our Dual Soul and Spirit Consciousness. In our physical reality we are learning how to “love” as a means of helping us to move into the Dual Soul and Spirit Consciousness, which we must live as a human being. This helps us to understand the true purpose of evolution and growth. We are learning to “Know Thyself” by learning to grow beyond fear into our loving emotions. As each human being expands their understanding of life and love, we are preparing ourselves to understand who we are, our purpose here on Earth as human beings, and the learning that is essential to our change and growth as the essence of our Energy as a Spirit Consciousness.

As we live in fear, we are resisting our energy of Spirit Consciousness as our eternal energy, which allows us to expand our negative energy rather than our positive energy. Once we learn the truth of ourselves, we can make a dramatic change in how we think, the love that we use, and in the way that we grow and change as a human being from one life to the next life. Fear keeps us from seeing the beauty of our own energy and what it is attempting to teach us with our lessons of life and living.

What Is Love? - No One Else Can Be Original For Us!

This morning I awakened with this question bouncing back and forth within my mind. Love is an emotion, which makes it a very powerful form of energy. We can live our physical life without any hint of loving emotions being present in our interactions with other people. But when we love ourselves, we will think about our life as fun. Every aspect of our continuous interaction will be enjoyable and exciting. We will learn to love other people in the same energy that we love ourselves. This brings us to the question of how much we love ourselves? If we do not love ourselves, we will continuously be sabotaging our own personal happiness. To love other people, we must start with self-love, which we can then reflect into our behaviors and into our multiple relationships. When we ask ourselves what it means to love ourselves, we begin to realize too frequently, that we do not love ourselves and we do not nurture ourselves in the loving manner that we should.

When we begin to look at loving ourselves, we must look at how we live the Ethical Values in our physical, emotional, and intellectual lives. The most significant way that we can determine how we live our love is to look internally to see how we continuously live the Ethical Values as we live our physical lives and especially our interactions with other people. Do we love ourselves? Do we take care of ourselves without living a lie in our relationships with other people? Loving ourselves and loving other people are not contradictory statements. When we see love as physical sex, we can become very confused about our love for other people, because we have been led to believe that “sex is love.” Nothing could be further from the truth. Sex can be a means of expressing our love, but we can also have sex without even a hint of love from either person being present. Our first image of love is found in the interaction that we have with our family members.

Love is an emotion of our Dual Soul, which means that love is built into the human design as part of the intelligent design of our Dual Soul. If we use only our intellect and we ignore our love, we usually do so because we have not yet evolved into our loving emotions as a Dual Soul. When we have not yet evolved into the loving emotions of our Dual Soul, we will usually have a belief that “sex is love.” Our loving emotions are an integrated part of our Dual Soul energy. When we begin our journey into our Dual Soul love we must get out of the image that our thinking mind is all that matters. Our thinking mind and our loving emotions share equal space in our brain energy. Have we been taught that our thinking mind and loving emotions are both energy fields that we must integrate equally within our own human energy? No, we have not been taught this concept that we should be equal in our thinking mind and loving emotions as energy, but we should have learned this vital concept.

We have lived with the “sex is love” belief to make sure that we continue with our evolution. Love is an emotion. Sex is a physical act. This means that love and sex can never be synonymous, but we have a personal responsibility to learn how to use our sexuality and our loving emotions simultaneously and equally. As a human species we are continuing to work with this lesson of our Dual Soul, because we do not always accept that sex and love are issues that we are attempting to learn as human beings. The only way that we can learn this lesson is to understand our human design. We do not need to go out on a sexual safari and experiment with our loving emotions to understand the depth of love that we are living. But we must begin to look at how we feel about our family members, our friends, and our acquaintances that we know and interact with.

We must all learn to love ourselves before we can truly participate lovingly in the sexual act with another person. Loving ourselves is not a sexual behavior, but it is a very loving behavior, where we take care of ourselves as though we are a trillion dollar investment that has come out of our own internal pocket. When we understand the investment that each of us has in ourselves, we never attempt to live behavior that is harmful to us. We cherish ourselves and our eternal human lives. We “do no harm” to ourselves or to other people. We live the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness and we love who we are. Love is a very special emotion that is built into our human design of Spirit Consciousness, which includes our thinking mind, loving emotions, Spirit Senses, and our physical body. If we are not living our loving emotions, it may be because we have not known that we are energy as our loving emotions, and it is this energy of our loving emotions that supports our eternal life.

When we begin to truly understand our human design as energy, we begin to love ourselves. When we love ourselves we will release all of our dishonest behaviors that allow us to take advantage of other people, and we will appreciate the beauty and wisdom of “who we are,” as an evolving energy field that is living its eternal lives through the internal energy of our loving emotions as part of our Spirit Consciousness. We are a very special design as human beings, because we are designed with the ability to grow through understanding self. If we are afraid of understanding ourselves, we will avoid commitments throughout our physical lives by copying other people, with the internal concept that what has worked for another person will also work for us. Everything that we see, hear, touch, or feel, we will feel certain that it will not be “good” for us until we can “copy” it from someone else. This is the “tried and true” method of life.

Our “fear of failure” will keep us from being original with any of our creations, which will in turn expand our “need” to copy another person as we smother ourselves in fear. We want to copy another person because then we can truly believe that what was good for the other person will also be good for us, which will be used to lift us up in the sands of time. Copying is a “coward's” way of facing life. Originality is more than we can cope with, because people will know that “we are not as smart” as the people that we might want to be compared to. Fear is a terrifying energy when we find it snapping at our mind and we do not want to reveal ourselves. We cannot and will not ever live these fear emotions if we love our self. Therefore when we act out our fears in our physical life, we may not consciously be aware of our fears, but other people can easily see and recognize our fear energy, which many people will respond to through avoidance and copying.

Living the strength of our own internal convictions is how we learn to “love” ourselves and be original in our thinking and doing. No one else can be “original” for us.

We Are Capable of Many Endless Levels of Love

Once we recognize that our love is a very important emotion, we begin to realize that the family structure has a very real and true purpose by exposing us to the opportunity to love in our family relationships without a sense of rejection, which is totally unrelated to sexual love. As we learn the concept of emotional love in our family relationships, we begin to see that we are capable of many endless levels of love, which have no relationship to sex. We love our family, our life, our country, our freedom and if we are fortunate we will find a romantic love interest to live as we grow and change as a human being. True love is based in love, truth, and equality, which many people are challenged to live as a collective energy, but if we cannot live truth and equality, we cannot live our love. Once this is understood we can begin very dramatic internal changes that will change our entire life. Because our love is eternally connected to truth and equality as the basis of love, we cannot separate love from our truth and equality, and it is this factor that allows us to love ourselves, our family, our friends, and most people that we know because we accept others as equal to ourselves and as true friends, which opens our heart to love. True friends always live the truth of their love and equality in their relationship.

This helps us to see that we live an emotionally handicapped life if we do not learn how to live our love and truth towards ourselves, and towards our family, which sets the stage in our emotional, mental, and sensory energy to allow us to grow into productive and happy human beings. In our world today we live as an intense number of emotionally handicapped human beings. The more we live without love, the more intense our fear becomes and the more warped our emotions become. Once we understand the design of our internal emotional structure of learning love, we can open our thinking mind to allow acknowledgment of our loving emotions. Love is not synonymous with sex. Love is an emotion and sex is a physical act. Many times sex is used to replace the emotions of love, which will never stand the test of time.

We can see how we are reaping the results of not being able to emotionally love ourselves and other people simply by looking at the mental agony and the divorce rate in our world today. Love, as an emotion, is our most important lesson of this stage of our human development and growth, which will do wonders to stop all forms of war, between individuals, the market place, the world, and within the mind of each and every human being. Love is the core issue in learning The Joy of Health. Health is not just the physical health of our cells, it is also the health of our mental and emotional energy as well as our sensory self, which are dramatically affected by what we eat, drink, and breathe as well as the thoughts that we constantly entertain within our thinking mind.

We can never separate these three energy focuses and be living in health. If we are not living in the balanced energy of health throughout our human physical body, we cannot be happy and productive as human beings, because we will be living in “self-judgment” as our self-abuse, which dramatically changes the “truth” of our Dual Soul Energy. When we live in self-judgment, we sincerely believe that everyone else is judging us, which sinks us deeper and deeper into our fear, anger, resentment, and self-judgment. Judgment is the epitome of fear that is out of control and it is the antithesis of health. Changing how we think about us is the only cure to our negative emotional self. Change is our personal responsibility.

Truth - Never Live Behaviors that we Are Afraid to Own as Our Personal Creation

We create most of the situations in our physical life that make us sick and we can also create the situations that can make us well. Once we accept total responsibility for who we are, we can become conscious of the negative and positive energies that affect our health and our happiness. Truth is a very important Ethical Value and when we find ourselves lying and sneaking around to hide our true image from our family and friends, we need to stop and ask ourselves who we think that we are fooling. We are literally attempting to hide our loving self from our fearful self. When we are lying or sneaking around with our negative behaviors we are living from our fearful self. Of course this type of behavior is a joke as we never see the truth of ourselves when we are afraid to be totally open and up-front about our thinking mind and our physical behaviors. The secret is never to live behaviors that we are ashamed to “own” as our own personal creation.

When we do choose to live behaviors that we are afraid to own, we are living a lie within our own Soul mind and emotions and our Spirit Consciousness. We will be more dramatically affected by our internal lie than anyone else that knows us because we are harboring the negative energy within our own thinking mind, loving emotions, Spirit Senses, and our physical body at the same time that we are denying our lie. As we live these conflicting energies, we are pulling our thinking mind in opposite directions, which is teaching confusion to our internal mind as it vacillates back and forth between its love and fear, while at the same time knowing that it is not living love and truth.

Living a dual role in our physical lives always has a strong tendency to divide our Soul Mind and this division keeps us from knowing who we are. This gyration many times interferes with our thinking mind knowing who it is and it can lead us into dual roles and dual beliefs in our physical life. A man or woman who attempts to live the same degree of love with two or more women/men can create such an internal chemical confusion that cancer may occur, or some other disease, as a way of leaving this life to create a new life that is more focused. Another interesting energy field is someone that is intensely jealous of someone else and they belabor it into a breakdown of their own cellular structure. If this person has other negative beliefs to support this negative belief of jealousy, such as anger, fear, lying, or self-centeredness, then the disease potential rises accordingly.

Being happy and at peace with one’s self is essential if we want to be healthy and live a long life. We do not have to please other people, but we must be at peace with ourselves on an internal basis to keep ourselves healthy. If we are living a life of lying, fear, or anger, we will not and cannot be at peace internally with ourselves, which becomes our method of creating disease, both emotional and physical. Jealousy is a very negative, conflicting, and restrictive emotion that is frequent in our present-day society. Every time that I see someone that is living jealousy as well as inequality, fear, anger and various and sundry other fear emotions, I can only have sympathy for them in their present state of mind focus. They know not what they do to their own energy focus, which can easily make them sick unto death, as well as focusing their negative emotional energy into other people around them, which can make other people sick.

If we cannot live our love, truth, and equality it is time for us to look at ourselves and define our internal thinking and emotional problems. Do we feel that we are better than other people? Do we feel less capable than other people? Do we feel like we must copy other people as our method of attempting to be equal with other people? Copying does not create equality. But it does show that we cannot use our own personal mind to express our personal thoughts, emotions, and senses. When we find ourselves copying another person it is time for us to do some intense inner explorations to help ourselves discover why we cannot think and grow within our own personal energy. Either focus tells us something serious about ourselves, which is very important for us to know and understand.

Many times people who have been studying Spiritual Philosophy will feel they are superior to other people. This does not mean that such a person is at all superior to another person, but it does mean that the ego is yelling loud and clear, which helps us to understand that their learning has been sadly limited. These individuals will talk a good story, they will copy mine or other people’s material in an attempt to create the image they want to create of themselves, they will talk to other people from the energy of their ego, they will consciously choose to attempt to influence other people in seeing them in a “Spiritual” or “teaching” image.

All in all people have egos which can and will get out of control, if they think about themselves in a different image, such as teaching Spiritual Philosophy. We have to learn Spiritual Philosophy from the humility of a Philosopher’s mind. The ego is in no way a part of a true Philosopher’s thinking mind. This is why philosophy cannot be copied. No one else can copy the wisdom of an internal and eternal energy of the mind. But when anyone attempts to copy something that has been written by a philosophical mind, the information does not translate with the proper energy field, which allows all copying to fall flat on another person’s ears.

This old saying goes back to the very early years of our human development and it explains our behavior, thinking, and emotions very easily if we open our thinking mind to the patterns. These are patterns of the Ethical Values that we are attempting to learn as a human species. These are a major part of the behavioral patterns that clearly show us that we have not yet evolved our Dual Soul into living our love, truth, and perfection as the first level of our loving emotional energy as a thinking mind. Once we realize that we are stuck in fear we must stop and ask ourselves “why?” Are we afraid to change? When we are “stuck in fear” it controls our thinking mind, loving emotions, our Spirit Senses, and our physical behaviors. Usually we are stuck in fear because we have not yet learned the truth, love, and equality of ourselves as part of our design as a Spirit Energy, therefore we cannot think beyond our fear. Love, truth, and equality are a major part of the entire group of Ethical Values that we are attempting to learn as a human species.

As we begin to live the Ethical Values, we begin to change. If we do not know what the Ethical Values are, chances are we will not know how to change, even though we may have an internal feeling that we need to change. Because of our need to grow into the Ethical Values, we begin our change by learning to live our love first (family interaction), our truth second (which is how we build our family and our other relationships in life), and it is through our living our love and our truth as we learn our family and our friend interaction that we learn to create equality as our third level of growth. If we never learn our love, truth, and equality, we will never be able to live these emotions in our adult life, which means we will live without true friends, because we cannot be a true friend. Being a true friend will assure us of a wealth of true friends.

Health is our truth

Health is our truth. When I was a child, I never heard the word cancer. I’m sure there must have been some someplace but I knew of none in the farm community in which I lived while I was growing up as a child. We grew our own “organic” foods, our own nut trees, our own berry bushes, fruit trees, we had our own chickens, pigs, cows, and horses, and we breathed plenty of fresh air as we worked and played. As I look back at my life, I can truly see how perfectly ideal and healthy it was. I guess I never thought about it much as a child because I was very happy and excited about life as I was growing up on our familiar land, reading copiously, and being loved by my large and extended family. I always had my goal of being a “Nurse” that I was consciously working towards, so in my mind I knew where I was going, how to get there, and why I wanted to go there.

I lived in a house of love, truth, and equality which was very exciting to me, because these were our ground rules in our interaction and behavior. Even in my very early childhood I recognized that the love within our family was creating a happy and balanced life for all of us. Because I had severe rheumatic fever as a very young child and into my sixteenth year, I learned that the more I exercised the less pain I had, so I literally pushed myself into movement to keep stride with my older sister as we worked on the farm. I remember being told that I should not be forcing myself to do farm chores because of my “sick” heart, which is normal with severe rheumatic fever, but I could not sit in a chair unless I could literally not move my body out of the chair. The more I worked, the better I felt except for the “flare-ups,” which created their own crises in my life and made me sit in the chair longer than I wanted, but I learned to read early in my life which helped me to pass the time when my pain was severe. I always refused to focus on the pain, therefore physical activity and reading became my way of coping with pain.

My father brought me a new box of books every Friday from our local library and if I was physically inactive, I was very intellectually active as I devoured every book. When I was just eleven or twelve I remember reading “Gone With the Wind” three times before I would give it up to go back to the library. All of my reading made me a very fast reader even before I became a teenager and my love of reading serves me to this day in my life. Today I can write just about as fast as I could read as a child, which has been an absolute gift in my life, although I must admit that I have probably slowed down a few degrees in my present time of life. Because I knew by the time I was two years old that it was my intention to be a nurse, I had a reading style that did not include fairy tales or romances and that style has stayed with me until this moment in my life.

When I was in my early teens I began to think about the nursing school that I wanted to attend. Every nursing school of my day seemed to be run by some religious organization. I was not religious and I could never imagine myself as being religious because I had already fallen in love with philosophy. Religion did not bother me, but I did find it curious at the time, when I became conscious of the intense hold that religion had on people’s minds. Later I began to see how it all worked when I truly realized that nursing schools provided much of the labor in hospitals and that religion has always wanted to “care for the sick and disabled.”. Many hospitals were at that time connected to some religious organization and as I became entrenched in learning to be a registered nurse I began to see the reason that all of these relationships had evolved. I still find wisdom in the relationship even though many nursing schools are no longer organized in this manner. I do treasure the education that I had at the hands of the Daughters of Charity, because it was very intellectual, organized, and supportive which all student nurses need to feel as they experience this dramatic change in their lives.

After I graduated from nursing school, I moved to Washington, D.C. and within a year I moved to Arlington, VA. and commuted the few miles. I have always been interested in research. I thought that if we were intending to find new drugs, new ways to do old things, and to help heal the sick, we needed to think outside of the box, therefore in all of my days in nursing this was and is my primary goal, how can we do “it” better and allow everyone to live a healthy life? To this day as I write this I continue to live with this goal, which is why I now look at disease with a focus on prevention. We are energy beings first and we are matter second. I can easily heal most energy diseases, simply because I understand energy and I can heal many other diseases simply because of my knowledge and relationship with our nervous system and the way that disease works in our body.

We have not been taught how to use our energy wisely, how to stay healthy, or how to expand our energy into healing energy. It is our “energy” that we make “sick” that gives us disease. We do not have to be sick as human beings once we can truly understand that as humans we are both energy and matter as a living human being. As a young nurse and after I left DC General Hospital, I went to work in Washington, D.C. for Wallace Yater, M.D. who I dearly loved and who unknowingly to him helped me to see the absolute truth of energy in healing. I watched Wallace Yater heal people by his very presence, which many people did not understand, but they did not understand how other people revered his energy. We must learn how to live in harmony with our energy and the energy of Nature to keep ourselves well as energy beings. Years ago when we were living more fully in Nature, we didn’t know much about ourselves and therefore many people did not maintain their health and their happiness in the same way that we must do today, because they were ignorant of the energy relationship between themselves and their surrounding energy, and the air, foods, and water that gave us our energy.

As our supporting energies reached out to develop interactive energy, we have learned and we have grown. Once we understand that we are energy beings, we will clearly understand that our energy diseases can be healed in the same way that cancer can be healed, which is totally an energy disease. The secret to our energy and matter is learning to live in harmony and balance. Once we can fully grasp that we are energy and we are matter, we begin to realize that both our energy and our matter are controlled by our thinking mind. Today as our cities build up around us and we are constantly exposed to pollution, it becomes more and more important that we learn the truth of love and health, because we are totally responsible for our own health and happiness. No one else walks in our shoes.

Truth and Our Dual Soul

Truth is a very important Ethical Value that affects our personal ability to live any and all of the other Ethical Values in our daily lives. If we do not live truth in our physical lives, we are basically living from our fear energy, which interferes with our growth and change, and it becomes a vicious cycle that leads us into all forms of lying, stealing, and cheating, particularly in the health of our physical body and energy mind. When we look at the Ethical Values, we can easily see that love, truth, and equality are the three major ethical values and as such are the first three ethical values that we must learn to live. If we are living our love, then living our truth and equality becomes an easy and simple way of living our life to help us expand our thinking mind into our loving emotional energy. If we are not living our love, we cannot be living our truth or our equality as a way of life, which essentially means that we are living fear as our energy of life.

Once we are living the trinity of love, truth, and equality our life can and will take on a different energy, which means we will begin to live a different energy in each and every aspect of our daily physical life. If we are not living our love, then we simply cannot learn the lessons of truth and equality without a dramatic change in our energy patterns. These three ethical values are closely related to each other and therefore dependent one upon the other, which always acts to reflect the energy that we are living into our physical life. This helps us to understand why love has been the most revered emotion of the human species, and it also shows us the reality that to understand our internal energy as a human species we must truly live our love, which is not sex. If we truly lived our love there would be no copying, cheating, stealing, or war at any level of our physical reality for us to worry about. Any negative behaviors or negative emotions are a form of internal war within us, which we will then reflect into every aspect of our human reality.

If we do not live our truth at all times, we do not have a consciousness of our Spirit Energy, which is the motivating force for our conscious thinking mind and loving emotions at all times in our physical life. This helps us to understand that when we do not live our love, truth, and equality, we are not creating the level of our physical life that we might think that we are creating. In effect, we are the last people to identify ourselves as being dishonest, fearful, and unequal, because seeing the truth of ourselves when we are not living our love, truth, and equality is literally next to impossible, because we are lying to ourselves as we live our fear, untruth, and inequality. This is why it is so important for us to “know thyself” before we attempt to learn Spiritual Philosophy, which means that we must be living our love and our truth as the first two of the Ethical Values and we must be internally inspired to change how we think, act, and feel in relationship to truth, if we have the intention of being a Spiritual Being living a Spiritual Life. We must live the Ethical Values to be Spiritual Human Beings.

As we look at the world today, most people would instantly say that they are living truth. There is a big difference between the truth within our thinking mind and the truth of our human behavior that is being reflected from our Dual Soul growth. As human beings we are designed from a pure Nature, which means that our air, foods, and water are designed to be pure, and it is us that contaminates them to make ourselves sick. Do you breathe only fresh air, eat only organic foods, and drink only pure spring water or well water? If you do none of these exercises, you are risking your health and your life, because you are designed as a human product of a pure Earth and we are not living the truth of our human design. Nature is our eternal truth as a human being. Cancer and other diseases are the decay of our human cellular body and its normal cellular function. Once we understand that our air, foods, and water are frequently the source of our internal diseases, we can begin to understand that we are not “force fed” and that we have the freedom of choice about how we live, what we think, what we do, and the health of our human body.

The Gift of Healing, Health, and our Ethical Values

I have spent most of my life as an RN with the exception of the first 18 years, when I was studying at my own pace and at different levels.  I have always studied the human body but I have also studied the human mind, emotions, and senses.  These are the most important parts of us as human beings because they are the source of our energy, and they make up a large portion of our energy fields that allow us to live in and use our physical body.  One of the gifts that I have been given is seeing and speaking to the energy of our human body.  I do believe that my "gift of energy" came from my intense illness with rheumatic fever as an infant and young child, and that continued as part of my life after my illness subsided after the age of 16.  Being conscious of energy is really not a big deal, but it has helped me dramatically in my physical life and it is this internal energy that has given me the gift of healing.  It is from this internal energy that I am guided to write my books and to teach my classes.  Being in touch with our own internal energy is something that each and every one of us will eventually grow into.  Many people are in touch with different levels of energy.  We are physical beings, which means that we live from our physical energy first.  We are also sensory beings, which supports us with our physical energy.  Internally we are a Dual Soul and Spirit Energy that functions and expands from the multiple senses that are designed as a function of our human body.  Living with a consciousness of our energy foundation is a wonderful situation, which helps me to do things at times that other people cannot do.  It is this gift of energy that lives within our human body that has allowed me to help other people heal their "energy" that is out of balance.  As a nurse, I was taught many things, but I was not taught energy healing in nursing school.  We focused strictly on the physical reality, which is also essential.  Many people today are dying of many diseases that are truly "sinful" from the standpoint of medicine, and it is their lack of understanding energy.  During my years in nursing school, I was shocked by this, but during my earlier years of disease I was more shocked.  Today as I work with patients doing energy healing, I am more than pleased to see how quickly people heal and get on with their lives.  Healing to me is a primary Ethical Value and it always feels very good to see a person live when they have been told that they are facing death in a matter of months.  More later.   Kathy 

Living our destructive energy.

Fear is our most intense destructive energy.  When we think about fear we may think that our fear exists only about our eternal life and not the internal life that we are living.  The average human being today lives with some element of fear whether or not they recognize that fear.  Most of all, we have a fear of disease and death. Our fear of relationships is a very dramatic fear, which we do not usually fully recognize or accept.  Many people have a fear of being alone.  If we have a fear of relationships and a fear of being alone existing within our thinking mind at the same time, we will find ourselves mired in confusion which can be the basis of depression, psychosis, paranoia, and many eating disorders.

It is very important that we know who we are.  Very few of us understand ourselves as energy beings that live multiple physical lives as we gradually learn our eternal lessons of life.  This is why each and everyone of us should stop and silently ask ourselves, "who am I?"  We are never the true image of another person, whether that person is our spouse, a parent, a friend, or simply someone that we admire such as a "movie star."  Even movie stars have their mental and emotional challenges in life, just exactly as all humans do as they grow and change through their multiple physical lives.

Our most intense problem is that we do not recognize or accept ourselves as an eternal energy being that is living in different physical lives as a means of growth and change.  Once scientists get over their "one life belief" we will be capable of tracking our multiple lives to scientifically know who we were in a past life.  If we choose not to track our lives through science, we can remember our past lives and look very carefully at each and every one of them to see what we have learned and what we have to learn in our new lives.  If we are not afraid to think about ourselves as eternal beings, we will recognize how our lessons jump up in front of our face to show us who we are in each and every life that we live.  In addition to our physical energy, we have a Dual Soul and Spirit Energy that will frequently remind us of what we must learn and why we must learn it.  Our energy never dies but it does change its energetic and physical form. But if we see ourselves as strictly physical beings that live only one physical life to experience death, then we cannot become conscious of what we are learning every day that we live as a human being.

As a nurse that has worked for 50 years of my life, I clearly understand that we are energy people as well as physical people.  As a nurse that has been involved in codes and death in my job, I have seen the Spirit Energy of many people rise above their dead body and move like a rocket energy as the Soul and Spirit leaves for a new home in a new body.  Many times these energies have talked to me, telling me their goals in their new physical lives.  This is why I have such a strong belief in eternal life.  As energy beings we live eternal lives in which we create a new physical body for each new life.  We are energy beings first, that must always in every life support our energy with the water, air, and foods of Nature.  If we do not support our human physical body with Nature's air, foods, and water we cannot support our evolving mind, emotions, and senses with their evolving energy, which is the core reason of all disease in the human body. 

Our Spirit Energy puts on a new "outfit of garments" as a new body and goes forth to begin a new level of learning at our time of death.  This is the definition of us as eternal human beings.  When we are living with a belief in living only one life, we are living a destructive energy that takes the support of our past life energy away from us in our evolving energy, which means that we must start all over again in our next lifetime, including learning the power of healthy eating, breathing Nature's pure air, and drinking pure water.  This is the secret of health as our energy source.   

Once we begin to accept ourselves as energy beings, which is how we live our physical lives, we begin to feel differently about who we are, the multiple lives that we must live to grow and change into Spiritual Beings while living on Earth, and we see the beauty of our human design.  Our disease potential as human beings has become overwhelming and the sooner that we learn the truth of ourselves as energy beings first, the longer we will choose to live as physical beings and consciously support our Dual Soul growth.  Our Nervous System is the essence of our eternal design as an energy being and once we understand our Nervous System we will be capable of healing all diseases.  I have always understood the energy of us and our Nervous System, which is why I can heal diseases that the medical profession cannot heal.  We are at all times energy beings living in physical matter, which is an important issue for us to understand, if we want to be healthy and live a long physical life.

Our Journey to Love

All of my life I have talked to people who have and are living with the belief that "sex is love."  Sex is a physical act and love is an emotion, which makes them two separate energy fields.  It is always wonderfual if our sex elicits our love, but many times it does not, therefore many people live their entire lives without "feeling" the emotions of love, which means they might search for love in all of the wrong places.  Generally speaking we can live with an absolute unawareness of the emotions of love.  Love is an eternal design of our human energy as an accummulation of the energies of our thinking mind, loving emotions, and Spirit Senses, which makes up our one true energy design as the structure of our Dual Soul Energy and Spirit Consciousness Energy as our Spirit Energy.

Love as one of the structures of our Dual Soul Energy is always a part of our human design, but it must be learned as an emotion by our thinking mind before we can live the energy of love in our everyday life.  When we are born without the conscious awareness of our energy of love, we will have an intense focus on physical sex as the soul seeks to learn the emotions that are part of our human design of love.  Once we can accept that sex is not the true emotion of love, we begin to slowly open our thinking mind to an understanding of our loving emotions as an equal partner in our Dual Soul Energy as the thinking mind and loving emotions, which expands our eternal feelings of love.

Our thinking mind and loving emotions must and do exist without the necessity of "physical sex."  Physical sex adds to the sharing of our physical lives, but it is primarily designed as a method of procreation of new life for adults.  Once we can understand that sex is only one method of expanding our loving emotions, we begin to look at the rest of our physical lives to see how we add to the design of our loving emotions.  Education has added greatly to expanding this internal balance.  We can be highly emotional and productive people and have no sex as part of our physical lives.  It is fairly common to channel our physical energies into thinking rather than sex, which is probably the easiest way to understand ourselves.  Sex is our design of procreation as a physical method of sustaining our eternal life, which should be abstained from as an activity in our youth, because to parent children we must live our personal responsibility, which we will not yet have grown into as a mind and emotions. 

Thinking is our internal design of understanding self, Nature, and the Universe as we sustain our eternal life through our external sexual design.  When we have the belief that one is better than the other, or that sex and thinking are not related, we are truly living the confusion of our thinking mind and our "one life" belief.  The human body is balanced as an organ energy, and it is balanced as thinking and emotions.  It is our lack of internal balance that enhances our crime factor as human beings.  Once we learn to understand the emotions of love, we can move forward with understanding ourselves, the world that we live in, and the eternal energy of time that we have created for ourselves.  As we live our physical lives and we interact in our multiple relationships, we grow as a Dual Soul and we expand ourselves into our Spirit Consciousness as a human mind. 

Our Dual Soul is designed as a thinking mind and loving emotions, which helps us understand the pattern of our internal evolution.  This helps us to understand how we grow as we live the energy of our physical, emotional, and intellectual lives.  If we compare ourselves to science and how we create our ability to understand anything in science, we can see that we grow individually just as any field of knowledge grows within its scientific experiments.  If we refuse to grow and change, then we are limiting our future "fields of energy" that makes us human. 

We have been designed with specific "fields of Soul and Spirit Energy" to enhance and to guide our physical, emotional, intellectual, and sensory growth.  These fields of eternal energy were named the Ethical Values thousands of years ago as man began to look at himself and attempt to understand "who he was" in relationship to Nature, Earth, and the Universe.  When we can only see ourselves as physical beings, we do not recognize the true beauty of our physical human energy design that is consciously and unconsciously living and growing within its own eternal energy design.  We are always living as thinking energy beings first, emotional beings second, sensory beings third, and physical beings fourth.  As energy beings we never die, but we do change the energy form of our physical design as we learn and grow.  The understanding of ourselves is always governed by how we use our thinking mind in either an external or internal concept of self, life, and growth.

Our Soul and Spirit energies are eternal, our physical body is finite as matter, but it is eternal as a memory of our Soul and Spirit Energy design.

Keeping everyone honest (My "war stories")

I call my early years in Nursing my "war stories" period because nothing was easy, but today I feel like writing one of my old war stories just to show how evolution truly works in the work place.  Many years ago I went to work in our local hospital as the Evening Nursing Supervisor covering the entire hospital. One night we were overcrowded and I was looking for a space to put an extra bed.  Our ER was bursting at the seams and it was apparent that we were going to need a few beds someplace even if we did not know where we were going to find these beds.  I walked into a three-bed ward with the brilliant idea of turning the ward from a three-bed to a five-bed ward for the night.  The room was large enough so I was pretty sure it would work.  I walked into the ward and started poking around to see how I could rearrange things. In the far corner of the room was an old screen door.  I had a flashlight in my pocket so I whipped it out and began to examine the door.  My intention was to unlock the door and to make sure there was a clear path if the door needed to be used as a fire door.  Of course in that hospital I always knew that I had to be responsible for surprises and smart enough to find a cure pretty quickly.  The door was no exception.  Undoubtly that door had not been opened in twenty-thirty years, even if it was a "fire escape door."  It was rusted so intensely that the rust had pretty much soddered the lock together permanently, which meant we had to saw a few things apart to open the door.

I called the night watchman to come help me and to bring his tools.  We worked for at least an hour before we could undo the weathering effects on that lock and break the rust free to open the door.  A couple of hours later we had rearranged the room, moved in two new beds and night stands, and the two new patients arrived from the ER.  This was the beginning of my clean-up campaign for that hospital which lasted for several more years.  Sometimes when I look back at the health care conditions that existed in those days I am totally appalled, and most of all, the more I searched the more I found, which did not make me the fair-haired child of the moment in a hospital that liked its status quo.  That was the beginning of surprises for the entire hospital because I was determined to see it cleaned up, safe, and functional no matter how many cages I had to rattle.  Shortly before this incident, there was a hospital fire in Ohio, I think it was, and many people died.  I wasn't ready for a repeat performance of that horror, so I began to survey the entire building and I was making my plans.  It was easy to see that some people were making lots of money and not much if any money was going towards upkeep and fire prevention. Most of my nurses were in favor of my "getting involved in change," but others were worried about their jobs and did not want to "rock" the boat.  So I always knew that I would accept total responsibility for everything that I did, which I did, and mostly I worked alone in my silent investigation with a camera and cultures.

The Reality: Body, Mind and Spirit

Discovering who we are has been the challenge of our life that we have been working with from the very beginning of our creation. We are getting closer now to understanding ourselves from a scientific basis than we have ever been before. Unfortunately along the path of science we began to separate and externalize our concept of reality. As we followed this separate and external course of thought we began to drop out of our memory many important perceptions of ourself that are vital to our growth. Now as we face the transition of our mind and emotions it is important for us to get in touch with that part of our memory that has been lost.

Internally we feel the need to find that part of ourself that we are missing. Internally we are being motivated by our soul and inspired by our spirit to fill the void (the something-is-missing syndrome. Our last 65 years have been devoted to our lesson of equality for our soul. Equality is both an internal and an external issue that we work with consistently, whether or not we recognize what we are doing. During these past 65 years change has been the name of the game for us as human beings, for society, for our beliefs, and for our behavior.

For a number of years, especially during the past 20 years,the new age movement (metaphor for personal growth) has been sweeping the country. I frequently hear people talk about body, mind and spirit but in the next sentence they will define for me an external perception of their understanding. People struggle over the concept of consciousness, spirit, and soul without being able to identify what they mean. Today I want to show you what our body, mind and spirit is, how we have created it, how we use it, and the changes that we are making in this transition period.

We are spiritual beings of energy and we are trying to learn how to be human. Human is an acronym for Higher Universal Mana or spirit consciousness. We are the seeds of the Creator (God) that are learning to grow and expand into a mature spirit consciousness. We are infant spirit beings growing into mature spirit beings and we are using our physical body to live our physical experiences and learn the lessons we need. We have been taught that we are humans learning to be spirit. Knowing that we have within us the energy of spirit, the wisdom of our soul, and the ability to change our physical lives gives us back our sense of responsibility for living and being.

We are always the energy of our spirit that we filter down into invisible energy as our soul, and visible energy as our physical body. We use our physical body as a tool for our soul which is a reflection of our spirit energy that is focused internally and externally into our mentality and emotions. In our physical nature we use our external mentality and emotions. In our divine nature we use our internal mentality and emotions. Our physical nature is our negative componenthhwich grounds us to Earth. Our divine nature is our positive component, which reflects our spirit consciousness.

We Are Energy Beings First

Once we begin to understand that we are energy beings first, and physical beings second, we will be more conscious of our air, foods, and water which are designed to support the energy of our human body with the chemicals it needs.  If we did not have "energy" we would not be alive.  Therefore when we support our energy with the chemicals that it needs to stay healthy, we are supporting our Spirit, Soul, and human body in health and happiness.  Our body is a marvelous design and it will take our "beating" for many years before it collapses.  We must begin to look at our body as a chemical energy design.  As a chemical energy design our body needs the chemicals that are found in the air, foods, and water to support its human chemical design.  It is important to keep our energy design healthy because we need to live a healthy and productive life, and when we die we need for our human design to be intact so that we can come back into a new life in a healthy state.

Many people do not believe that we live more than one life, but as "energy beings" we live eternal lives.  Energy never dies but it does change form (Albert Einstein).  We can and should believe this finding of Einstein's because he is the first scientist that I know of that has proven that we live eternal life as an energy being.  Bruce Lipton is also in the process of showing us the beauty and eternity of our chemical cellular self as human beings.  We must at this time in our lives look very seriously at the "one life belief" syndrome that we have and seem to cherish.  We basically live eternal lives as an energy being and we create new physical matter with the help of new parents that gives us an opportunity to continue with our growth process as a Soul and Spirit Energy.   When we learn to look at our body with a new energy concept, we will cherish every life that we have lived, which will increase our past life memory and allow us to live the eternal truth of who we are, which will allow us to shed our fears of life and living.

I have lived many lives before I began living this one and I vividly remember many of my past lives as a Nurse that relate to the life that I am living now, and I remember many lives when I was not a nurse.  My memory came with me at my time of birth (captured in the energy cells of my consciousness) and I spent my childhood and since vividly engrossed in comparing my past life memories with my current observations.  I have been teaching Spiritual Philosophy since 1984, and I have always known that I am teaching from past life memory.  Spiritual Philosophy is our secret to health, happiness, and a long life of living our Ethical Values.   As I have been teaching through these years, I have many memories that come up from my past lives as a Philosopher.  These lives feed my memory of Philosophy, which is a joy to feel, and to live as an ancient memory.  Philosophy makes more sense to me every day that I live and grow.  As I watch television I can easily see that we as a human species could benefit immensely from learning and living Spiritual Philosophy, which could help us with our understanding of life and truth.

As an RN I spent many years in hospitals and in HLA and DNA Research.  To me this research clearly showed that we live more than one life.  The Scientists that I was working with could not acknowledge this phenomena when I challenged them with the concept, but they also did not say that I was wrong.  I always faced the "we don't know" syndrome, which was perfectly normal.  Now I feel like Bruce Lipton is getting closer to the reality of proving that we do live more than one physical life as human beings.  It makes sense because how could we ever grow and learn everything that we do learn in one short physical life time?  The energy of our body is a reflection of our chemical design as a Spirit Consciousness.

I teach Spiritual Philosophy from my ancient memory, which I enjoy immensely.  Nothing else has ever made sense to me in this lifetime except relating us to our ancient memory, which is the true source of health within us as energy beings.  As I teach this ancient Philosophy, I begin to see precisely how we have been designed as energy beings and how all of the Universal Energy works together to create Earth, other planets, and our Universe.  Energy can answer all of the unanswered questions about who we are once we can understand the ancient philosophy that we have always struggled with.  As humans we are getting closer and closer to opening our thinking mind to our ancient memories, which is what Spiritual Philosophy is all about.

Read my books and join us in my classes to learn a new version of yourself as an energy being.

Kathy

Health Care is a Personal Responsibility

As I listen to the news and I hear all of the information about health care, I shake in my shoes.  Our health care is a very personal thing that we must do and consciously plan for ourselves.  When we think about Doctors and Insurance as our saviors in life, we are destroying our own motivation to live as a functional human being.  Who in the world would ever want to make another person responsible for their health care?  Physicians are about "disease care" not health care.  We are in charge of our health and it is about time that each and every human being accepts that personal responsibility.  Each and everyone of us thinks, eats, drink, and breathes as we choose, which means we are totally responsible for our "health care." 

Our diseases are dramatically linked  to the state of our thinking which controls our eating, drinking, and breathing.  Many years ago we didn't have all of the commercial products that we have today, which are what is giving us diseases.  We lived an "organic life" close to Nature until 1948, and we usually died of old age.  In 1948 the government taught the farmers how to put chemicals on our land to grow crops.  Now cancer is raging through our society and it has no sympathy for age.  We continue to eat, drink, and breathe as we did and must to live, but we are not getting the same quality of air, food, and water that we need to keep our body healthy. Our land has become polluted and we must pay more attention to our eating, drinking, and breathing to stay healthy.  This is our major problem with living a healthy and happy life into the triple digits -  we do not realize that we are being poisoned by what we eat, drink, and breathe.

No one can change our thinking but us.  When we realize that we must be very conscious now of everything that we put in our mouth, what we breathe, what we drink, and that we are capable of restoring our health and healing ourselves, we will enjoy our life more.  I have been called many names because I eat only organic foods and I drink only imported spring water in glass bottles.  (My house uses well water, not city water, so I also use and monitor the well water which so far remains very good.) I use no sprays in my car, bathrooms, or in other places in my home.  I open my windows and doors on a daily basis and let the fresh air blow through my house.  If you are living in a place where there is no fresh air, it may be time to consider moving.  Our health is always our personal responsibility.  We cannot depend upon anyone else to "save" us.  Health Care Reform is not going to save us, and in reality Health Care cannot be reformed unless we as a "people" change our dependent personal behaviors.  Health is our personal responsibility and it does not and cannot be an action of the medical community, which is focused on disease and therefore most doctors know very little about health.  We can prevent disease and live beautifully into a healthy and happy old age, by taking care of our own body, mind, and Spirit Energy.  Knowing ourselves as an eternal Spirit Consciousness is essential to accepting that we live as Eternal Energy Beings. 

What is a healthy life???????

What is a healthy life????  If each and every human alive would ask themselves this question, perhaps they would find behaviors, thoughts, and beliefs in their own life that could be changed.  I have worked with patients my entire life as an RN and some of the things that I have seen are funny, some are very sad, and most of the behaviors that I have seen reflect into my mind the "lack of knowledge" about who we are as a human being.   We all live the life of "being a patient" as well as caring for patients and today as I watch people, I know that most people do not understand that we must eat pure organically grown food, drink pure water, and breathe fresh air to keep our internal cells happy and healthy.  Today we live in a nation that is fixated with "health" care.  This word "health" is within itself is a misnomer.  We are a nation that is fixated with "disease" care.  We can change ourselves and live as healthy human beings.  Nothing that is being done through legislation and through the President's intervention is about "health."  Everything is about disease care in our Society and we are "breaking the bank" with our disease system.

When we are willing to look at how we create disease and heal that disease situation, the "health care" will take care of itself.  I have had a life-long fascination with a man, "John Newport Langley."   Dr. Langley was a researcher of the nervous system back in the 1800's.  Our health care system should begin to look at Dr. Langley's work and realize that our diseases can probably be prevented and cured if we could keep our nervous system open and flowing smoothly.  This approach can heal cancer and every other "energy" disease that I can find.  Many years ago when I was a child and very ill with rheumatic fever, I created a therapy called "Neural Depolarization" which I have since used to heal every form of disease that I have ever seen.  This is an energy therapy and since most people do not accept that we are energy, it is normal that they do not see that all diseases are basically diseases of the nervous system which are created as we contaminate ourself with our air, water, and foods.  But when we want to be healed, we can change and try something new, eat, drink, and breathe in a healthy manner.  Sometimes it makes me very sad to see people die when they do not need to die and to suffer with pain when they do not need to have pain.  We can change and we can be healthy and happy human beings.

Health and consciousness is what I teach. Our nerves are the source of our energy as consciousness. We do create our own energy fields by how we think and how we live. My next class is March 27-28, the 2nd class of 2010 focused on The Joy of Health.

Energy/Human Energy

Sometimes I realize that people may not understand that we are energy beings and as energy beings we are eternal.  Our energy never dies, despite the fact that our human physical body dies.  This means that we have been creating new lives for ourselves since the beginning of life on Earth (and before) by using the energy of our original design.  Our human energy is phenomenal, and when we do not realize that we are energy beings first and physical beings second, we can be terribly self-abusive with negative and inappropriate behavior. When we destroy our human design with chemicals, we can bring this destruction back into our next life.  I learned that I was energy first as a very sick child.  It has been a valuable lesson for me and it is what motivated me to become an RN with an intense interest in research.  I spent many years of my life involved in research and in the beginning of my life that was research in tuberculosis.  We discovered the cure for tuberculosis which is still being used today. This cure was and is Isonazid, which is a "pill" that is marketed under other names by drug companies today.  Later I was involved in HLA and DNA research as well as research in Kidney Transplantation, which were all connected.  These were National and International Research programs that to me revealed a lot more than they probably did to other people that were involved in the programs, simply because I have always looked at life from a different perspective.

One of my intense drives to be a nurse was motivated by my seeing different energy fields around the bodies of different people, even as a very young child.  I have now learned that our energy is dramatically affected by our mind, emotions, and the chemical condition of our physical body, and at the time of death the energy of our Soul and Spirit is very visible as it leaves the body but hangs around outside of the dying body.  Once I understood how energy was reflected into and from our cells by multiple sources including our chemical and physical reality, I wanted to be involved in the RNA and DNA research to get one more image of how the energy supports us, so I became involved in the DNA research through an NIH program at NMRI.  I joined a research team which was defining the DNA (the chemical pattern of us) and how it worked to support or destroy organ transplantation, and I loved it because I could very clearly see the chemical patterns that give us "eternal life" as well as the chemical pattern of our current physical life.  I now understand that our creation of human life was a tremendous piece of "work" even as a chemical design of energy, which most of us don't really think about or appreciate, or we would eat only from the Organic foods of Nature, from which we were designed.

Once we can understand the chemical patterns of who we are, we can support our health in keeping our chemical patterns as pure as possible, and it gives us another concept of energy, especially our own internal energy that is always being created by what we eat, drink, and breathe.  Because I work with sick people, and many of these people have cancer or neurological disorders, I know how and what I am doing to release an energy "clogged" nervous system.  I have and I was born with a visual capacity that many people do not have.  This ability to see internally as well as externally has given me an appreciation for the human body that is beautiful and rewarding, and it has given me the gift of knowing and seeing energy.  My vision also helps me appreciate energy in other people and what it means to us in our health as human beings.  When people do not eat, drink, and breathe right, they do not have the same level of energy that they should have to keep themselves healthy and happy in their physical reality.  We get our energy from the chemicals that are found in the foods that we eat, the water that we drink, and the air that we breathe.

Energy is a misunderstood "concept" in our physical reality.  Our energy is produced by us and what we put in our mouth.  Our chemical design is what provides us with the energy of our physical life, which is why we must eat, drink, and breathe to live a healthy life. That will be my topic for tomorrow.  Goodbye. Kathy O.