In the Beginning: Our Angels Within

In the beginning we had no physical matter to ground us to the planet Earth because Earth itself did not exist. But we existed as spiritual energy, which in itself was part of the whole of the energy of Creation. We remain forever a part of the whole of Creation and we remain forever energy. Our physical matter is an assumed state for our spirit and it is a constantly changing state that we choose to enter and to leave in our spiritual quest for energy expansion. It is our energy expansion that supports change within the Universal system of energy, which is known as God. God, Yahweh, Buddha, Allah, The One, and others are only physical names that are used as a label or identifier within a culture or sect.

Names allow the culture or sect to speak to the same energy force if the intention and image forms a trinity of energy with the identifying name. Names are important because it not only directs the energy of the mind but it selects out the energy of the mind. When the mind energy is not being sent within a positive energy field of equality it does not affect the Creative energy but stays within the cosmic shield of the individual mind. 

When we began our path of human evolution as spirit beings we had already lived within the spiritual hierarchies and gathered within our own energy fields the positive, ethical energy of our spirit. When we chose to come to Earth it was our intention to learn to use our spiritual values equally in our physical experience as energy as we do in our spirit experience as energy. Our sojourn into the physical is essential to our growth because we are a trinity of spirit, soul, and physical energy, which must be developed equally within our spirit values.

Therefore, the primary soul lesson of our multiple physical experiences is equality and our primary physical lesson is the unconditional love of self that we learn through our soul lesson of equality. The lesson for our spirit is the balancing of our positive, ethical energy in total equality throughout the trinity of our spirit, soul, and physical energy. When our spirit is balanced in total equality as a trinity of energy we again merge with the Creative energy to expand the Creator or God.

As we pass through the multiple experiences of our physical lives we are attempting to grow as a soul into the understanding of our spiritual values of equality to balance our soul and our physical being with our spirit energy. As physical beings we have been living in the shadow of our mind, which blocks out the light from our spirit. As we have been growing within the embryonic part of our soul mind, which we have named our intellect, we have been learning to expand our awareness of what we don’t want in our spirit energy. The vision of our life from our intellect is equivalent to driving a car on a dark and rainy night. With our compromised visibility the images along our path appear to have a different form and character than they do in the brilliant sunlight.

Traveling through the spiritual hierarchies as new spirits we learned our Ethical Values of spirit in the same identical manner that we are now learning our Ethical Values as physical beings. Our first Ethical Value of spirit energy is unconditional love. We encountered this value during the time we were in spirit form as “seeds” of the creator living on the planet Mercury and we became “students” of the Archangels. It was important for us to gather together and experience the Ethical Values of our spirit before we became human. Without the experience of unconditional love within our spirit we would have been captured within other spiritual kingdoms during our evolution.

The Archangels that inhabited Mercury at that time were earlier seeds of the Creator that were created with understanding of their Ethical Values and were equal and balanced in their energy. As more generations of an expanded Creator were sent into spirit energy there was more to be learned before the physical part of us could be equally balanced with the spirit energy within us.

It was the spirit energy of these early Archangels that came to Earth as the “Christ” energy to provide guidance for humans on their path of evolution. Each of us have the Christ or Creator energy within us but it is this spirit energy of the Creator within ourself that we are learning to recognize and to use equally in our daily living. As we learn to balance our energies equally we will be evolving or expanding into the spirit energy of the Creator. As we become Christ like we will reach the equality of our physical, soul, and spirit energy that we are seeking as beings of integrated trilocular energy. It is our goal as evolving spirits to live within our Christ Consciousness as physical beings and become a repetition of the Christ Consciousness upon Earth.

Our goal of evolving into the constantly expanding “God” energy motivated us as infant spirits to begin our journey through the spiritual hierarchies, living and learning each lesson of our Ethical spirit. Once we learned our lesson of unconditional love under the tutelage of the Archangels on Mercury, we moved on to the planet that is called Moon and we began our apprenticeship with the angels to learn compassion toward all beings. As spirits we had to unconditionally love ourself before we could learn compassion for other spirits in their various forms of evolution.

(I will write more on this subject in an upcoming book on Spiritual Hierarchies.)

The Physical Consciousness and the Golden Rule

The 'Golden Rule' to follow in examining and changing the physical consciousness, the belief system of self, and the physical sensing response of self, is to do the thing that makes you feel good about yourself. All changes should make man better than before, happier than before, more accepting than before, and more loving than before.

These feelings will mold your ego into a loving ally that will continue its protective role. The difference that you will become aware of will be in the method of protection. You will no longer feel fear, hate, anger, and guilt toward yourself or others. You will look for the love within yourself and others. You will find the good, the supportive, the happiness, and the joy within yourself and your fellow man.

Your perception of the world and the Universe will change. You will see things more clearly than you have ever seen them before. You will hear the meaning in words that you never heard before. You will will develop a consciousness of the feeling tone within the air and within objects. You will feel the energy of people and, indeed, you will be able to 'see' this as well as 'feel' it, if this is your choice.

You will become aware of the consciousness streams that exist within the Universe. You can magnetize this energy to your physical consciousness when you need additional strength. You will smell, taste, and touch in a new and glorious way as you tune into the consciousness of the energy around you.

With the loss of the restrictive power of the ego, you will experience the power of the freedom to BE. Freedom is power. Freedom is of the spirit and soul of man. It is the true power of man. When the spirit and soul of man has the power of freedom from the ego, it has the power of creation. Releasing the ego power of the physical consciousness develops the power of creation from the heart, spirit, and soul of man.

You will find yourself in a state of deep peace and power. This power will allow you to heal the energy of others. This will not be an overt healing experience but a smoothing out of the soul energy for those that you are close to in physical proximity. You will 'feel' yourself reflecting love.

You will develop an acceptance of the Universe and its love. You will create constructively because of your new awareness of the power within. You will love as you have never known love before. This love will come from the physical heart, spirit, and soul of the self.

(Bridges of Consciousness, 195)

Universal Coaching and the Creations of our Consciousness

"When catastrophes occur upon Earth, they are created by the default consciousness of man with the unconscious and the subconscious perspective of cleansing. This is a way of cleansing that is productive and destructive at the same time. Here too, the opposites are experienced for man. The action is understood by the soul and spirit of man, not the conscious ego/intellect of man.


When man creates imbalance within himself or within the Earth by using his ego/intellect, the subconscious and unconscious self will create an event to balance the ego/intellect creation.


At the present moment on Earth there are many energy forces that have been created by the ego/intellect of man that will need to be balanced. The creation of the physical body is the ego/intellect creation that has already triggered the subconscious and unconscious energy to begin the balance.


This balance is being created by an increase in disease, physical traumas to self and others, war, and local disasters. If the energy cannot be balanced by the energies within man, it will be balanced by the forces of energy within the Earth. 


The cleansing that is occurring, as more and more of man begins to live from the world of the spiritual, may create enough energy within the Earth to balance the accumulation of negative energy. This is the motivation within the Spirit world to offer explanations to man to help him understand the creations of his consciousness.


Some of man will not believe our explanations. These are undeveloped souls that have not created a sufficient soul memory energy and spirit energy to balance the ego energy of the physical world. It will be the more highly evolved soul on Earth that will immediately understand and join in our teaching of the masses.


The Spirit world itself has nothing to gain from our participation in the world of Earth. We can observe devolution as easily as we can observe evolution. We are simply coaches that are viewing your drama, or you game from the sidelines.  Heavenly Spirits are Universal coaches. The Universe includes Earth. All good coaches want their team to win. And all good coaches have a tendency to want to physically participate in the playoff games. Heavenly Spirits are no different.


Everything that is being brought to you from the Spirit world is already known to man. It has been written, spoken, and proclaimed upon your Earth many times throughout the ages of your time. We offer it again because it must be given in every possible way to reach as many souls as it can possibly reach. 


The worlds that will trigger the soul memory of some will leave other souls captured within their physical consciousness. Therefore, the message will be stated in different ways, through different Earth souls, from different realms of the Earth, and from the Universe. 


All messages have the same intention of triggering consciousness awareness. Each messenger will be focusing toward a specific group of Earth souls. The focus for this Heavenly Spirit as a spirit messenger is to the group of advanced souls that came to this embodiment to teach and to spread this Universal message. There are millions of these advanced souls that need to be triggered to wakefulness. Each soul is a teacher, a healer, or a priest within. 


These souls have chosen to be involved in the cleansing of the Earth which will be for man the 'second coming of Christ.' The second coming of Christ for man will be an acceptance, an acknowledgement, a conscious awareness of the Godself within each of us, and a responsibility and a commitment to the world of the spiritual on Earth."

Looking at Life

I sit at my desk writing and looking out over the trees from my windows. Every time that I sit in my office and I have the opportunity to communicate with Nature, I am challenged to stay on purpose and write. I get overwhelmed with the energy of going out to play in the dirt. I love this piece of property with its rows of majestic trees, beautiful green grass, and sweeping lawn. It is my favorite home since I was a child living in Illinois. The beauty of this land is the peace and joy of the wildlife, flowers, trees, and water. I find a lot of peace when I work with flowers and growing bushes, that present me with flowers every now and then. We are all a part of Nature, and the sooner we come to this very accurate definition of ourselves, the sooner we will realize the gift to our body when we eat organic foods, drink pure water, and have trees and bushes around us to purify the air that we breathe.

Because I spend so much time writing, I can become very tired of the entire process. Right now I am working on two books about NDP, which I am planning on using for my classes that I am starting soon. NDP is Neural Depolarization, which is a therapy that I taught myself as a small child who was constantly living in intense pain from rheumatic fever that I have had since infancy. I told my parents that I was going to become a nurse when I was two years old and very sick with rheumatic fever. Since it was my absolute intention to become an R.N., I also had to learn how to heal myself. My rheumatic fever was intense when I was a child, and of course the drug industry in the 1930s was very different than it is today. I healed my rheumatic fever with healthy foods, fresh air, and hard work, and I did become an RN, which I expanded on as time passed and my children became adults.

One of the primary therapies that I used to heal my rheumatic fever was Neural Depolarization, pure fresh water from our natural well, and fresh organic foods. I had an older sister, Jane, that I was very close to in age and we lived our lives by roaming all over the acres of pastures and woods on our Illinois farm. We missed nothing. We sometimes even dared to visit the rattlesnake dens that joined our farm, which of course was strictly forbidden. We also had a Cahokian Mound on our farm, which my father set aside an revered. For many years my father collected artifacts and we stored them in an unused cabinet. We never locked our house even when we planned to be gone sometimes for a month or more at a time. My parents always said that if someone needed something badly enough to steal it, they needed it more than we did, and they would go forward without any complaints.

As I aged I began to realize that my NDP and my intense physical activity was improving my joint and body pain. When I realized that no one could stop my joint pain, I made up my mind to walk and play as much as I could as part of my own therapy to help myself heal. I did realize that exercise was beneficial for my pain and although inactivity hurt less, it did less to make my pain subside. Sometimes the differences were subtle but over all my body felt better with exercise, therefore I was relentless with myself. I would always remember that running, jumping and swimming were good for me, when I felt like I could not even move, let alone get out of bed and go to school. But I went to school every day and we walked just a little over four miles through the country in the morning and evening and the weather did not allow us to stay at home.

Love and the Ethical Values

Love is a small and simple word as it is written, with four little letters from our ancient alphabet, but love is the most intense, amplified, and energetic word in the dictionary, when we live our love. How do we live our love within and without of ourselves? How do we love other people, life, learning, growth, change, and on and on into infinity? I have been teaching you to love by teaching you many other concepts of life, that we live through the energy of love. The more we understand ourselves, other people, life, and the Universe, the more comfortable we will feel in living our life. As we learn to live our love, we change the energy of who we are and we will feel the love from other people as they interact with us. Once we learn the Ethical Values, we learn how love fits into the physical, energetic, and emotional patterns of our life, our relationships, and our learning. Love is not something that we can "act out" in our life and "feel" as our truth if we have not yet learned love.

Learning is the most important general concept of love, because when we learn and change our behavior from the negative energy to the positive energy of love, we begin to see ourselves differently and we live our lives differently, because we can at last understand how love fits into our image of self, our image of other people, of life, of relationships, which helps us learn very quickly that "love" is an energetic and magnetic word that is telling us how to live, how to grow, and how to change. When we learn the energy of love, we no longer have to lie, cheat, and steal as a way of life, because we know how to create our own personal reality by living our love. If we cannot understand love, we must ask ourselves "why?" If we do not understand love, then we are not living love, and when we cannot live our love, we cannot be a Spiritual Being. Love is an internal emotion of our Spirit Consciousness. If we are not living through our Spirit Consciousness, then we will be living through our fear consciousness, which gives us permission within our own thinking mind to lie, cheat, and steal as our normal way of life. Lying, cheating, and stealing are normal behaviors for us when we are not consciously living our love. Love is the energy "entirety" of our Ethical Values that we live each and every moment of our lives when we have advanced into living our Ethical Values. There is no substitute for love. If we find ourselves living in an exaggerated state of energy, we can easily be living in a warped mind that has come to believe itself to be more than it is, which is not and cannot reflect our love or our truth. We must live our love, our truth, and our equality to become a Spiritual Being. Our love, truth, and equality are the primary Spiritual Values of us as human beings. If we are not living our love, truth, and equality, then we are not yet living our Spiritual Virtues as a human being, which means that we have not learned the Ethical Values that are essential to our growth as an energy form.


Love is the very basis of the energy of our Ethical Values. If we do not understand the energy of love, know how to live our love, know how to share our love, then we will lie, cheat, and steal as our external image of love. As I have been teaching you the Ethical Values, we have focused on love as a primary Ethical Value. Therefore this makes it easy to see that in all of the years that I have been teaching you, I have been teaching you to love yourselves, love other people, love life, love learning, love change, love your growth, and to love all human beings.

Changing our Definition of Disease, its Cause, and its Cure

In all aspects of our lives, chemicals have been creating a perpetual state of internal and external imbalance. The physical cause of all diseases is a chemical imbalance. It is normal for our left brain thinking to make us victims of external organisms. If our internal chemicals were not out of balance, we would remain the highest living organism on earth and not feel threatened by other organisms. The reality of our physical life is so overwhelmed with chemical contaminants that we cannot escape from unwanted chemical exposure. The air that we breathe, the foods that we eat, and the water that we drink are all polluted with unhealthy chemicals to create an imbalance within our body. We have created disease because of our external, negative, fearful thinking. Because we have not understood our creation, we have innocently sabotaged who we are and our art of creation with chemicals that destroy our balance. Now we can change if we can unlearn our addictive beliefs.

Our scientific attachment to external cause, detection, and treatment continues to focus our intellect, money, and time on various issues such as blame, judgment, and fear which expands disease dramatically. Disease occurs because our veil or cosmic shell acts as a shield around our intellect, which resists our soul and spirit consciousness misdirects our thinking. Attempting to cure diseases by adding another toxic chemical to our body is distorted thinking. More chemicals create more imbalance and our body collapses into pools of decaying matter internally as disease or externally as expressions of anger and violence that expand the diseases of society.

Both the internal and external expressions of disease play a role in capturing our attention and directing our thoughts to our thinking, responsibility, attitudes, lifestyle, and behavior. Our mature soul is determined to get our attention and it is very clever at bringing us back to our emotional self through events of our family, community, society, nation, and the world. Our mature soul allows us to experience what we don't want, to prove to us that we can change and grow. When we become totally disgusted with the outcomes that show us that healing is not happening, we begin to realize that we must change our approach, which can only be done by changing our thinking, emotions, and feelings.

Our healing is dependent upon the beliefs, behaviors, and emotions that create healing of our diseases. Our society, as a whole, focuses upon the fear of disease which escalates the creation of disease. As individuals and as a society we have developed a disease consciousness instead of a health consciousness. We believe we are destined to be sick, not healthy. Our disease consciousness creates fear, dependency, and worship of doctors, medicine, and testing. At this time we have lost our freedom of life and we have become a slave to our fears as the only emotional stimulus that we allow ourselves to experience. An understanding of ourselves and the power that is contained within us must be reached before people will be willing to change their definition of disease, its cause, and its cure.

The Spiritual Review Imperative - What Healing Truly Means

It is important to understand what healing truly means. We have been taught that healing our physical body keeps us alive when we are sick. Healing is better defined as the healing of a dual soul lesson. We can fix a physical body or confused mind and stay very unhealthy as a dual soul. When the dual soul understands some image of itself that it was ignorant of existing as part of its physical reality and heals the dual soul lesson, we have the potential of expanding our spirit consciousness. Death itself can be a true healing for the dual soul, especially if the dual soul awakens to itself in the death process by learning the lessons of the entire lifetime.

Death is always a form of evolution for the dual soul and spirit consciousness, because the dual soul is putting motion and change a major physical transformation, which gives the dual soul a review imperative before it can design a new physical life. Once the dual soul and spirit are in the invisible state of pure consciousness, the spirit will have an intimate influence on the dual soul. Our freedom of consciousness is the spiritual review imperative: once we leave the visible physical matter and become invisible as a spirit consciousness, we have no limitations. Our dual soul will deny and resist motion and change while it is living in physical matter and addicted to our religious fear beliefs. Once the spirit consciousness is free, during the three days of its review imperative, it can go anywhere and visit anyone. This is our moment in time when we fully recognize ourselves as a dual soul and spirit consciousness that is captured in fear beliefs as physical beings.

The dual soul review does not begin after death occurs, but it begins at the time that the dual soul chooses death as the next step in its journey. Death creates the true review imperative that lasts for three physical days. Learning the Ethical Values of personal responsibility, integrity, commitment, communication, compassion, cooperation, truth, equality, love, are all major healing lessons for our dual soul. All knowledge that explains the truth, love, and equality of our dual soul heals the ignorance of our dual soul that has kept us captured for so many billions of years in our box of superstitions, myths, and religious fear beliefs. When our dual male and female soul feels the influence of our opening thinking mind, loving emotions, and spirit senses functioning as a true spirit consciousness, which is its original source, it will become passionate about its continued growth as its motion and change as a shifting consciousness, which is the ultimate sense of healing for our dual soul male mind and female emotions.

ODD = an Obsessive Distaste for Discipline

When we have problems with the organization and discipline of our daily life, we are suffering from ODD. ODD is an Obsessive Distaste for Discipline, which is the basis of the "I-know-it-all" belief. Organization and discipline are an essential part of the pattern of our dual soul, which are reflected into the pattern of our physical life. When we have an obsessive distaste for discipline, we will become our own worst energy and create absolute chaos in our physical world as we refuse to learn and change. As we stop honoring ourself, we will have an obsession distaste for the discipline of behaving in a manner that is conducive to our physical health and our emotional and mental happiness. We will be judgmental of other people, eat too much, and participate in destructive physical behaviors and addictions that abuse our primary, secondary, and our enteric nervous systems. We will also have an obsessive distaste for the discipline of our own creation, for all levels of authority, and for living in a happy and healthy way, which will allow us to be totally focused on control or on disease and the lack of personal responsibility for our own health and happiness. We will act out our dependencies, victimization, resistance, and feel internally that someone else has to accept the responsibility for saving us. Our denial and resistance to any change will be extreme, as we hear what we want to hear and do what we want to do to support our "I-know-it-all" belief.

Obsessive distaste for discipline is not just an externally focused lesson. It is also an internally focused lesson for our male thinking mind that is affecting every aspect of our society today, especially in the male-dominated fields of government, science, money, law, corporations, religion, education and every aspect of our male-dominated society. The physical behaviors that we live are the science of life for our dual soul that gives us an opportunity to learn from living our fear of discipline, organization, form, and structure. We also have an obsessive distaste for our loving emotions, which many men still think only women possess, hence the male belief is unequal to the male. Our loving emotions are the basic foundation of our motivational energy for our physical activities. Physical activities become the physical experiences that are the "science of life" for our dual soul. Of course, the discipline of our equal design cannot be understood by the male mind when it perceives and interprets the physical female as unequal to the physical male, not only in the emotional sense of being weak but in the female's ability to use the thinking mind because that too is judged as "weak." As we reflect our inequality into our judgement of others, we show ourselves the obsessive distaste for the internal discipline of our internal dual soul and spirit consciousness that we are living physical beings.

Memories are not a Mental Illness!

Our spirit consciousness contains multiple forms of memory that are coded into the chemicals that give us the ability to think, speak, have loving emotions, have fear emotions, live our sensory response, and have multiple cellular responses. These memories are frequently concealed by our fear response. The lack of awareness of who we are interferes with our memory access, and when we access memory without the knowledge of our spirit consciousness we misinterpret the memory that we hear and we judge it in relationship to our fear beliefs. The fear beliefs that we have been taught keep our intellectual mind focused on the external concepts of who we think we are, which controls our perception and interpretation of the physical experiences of life. This is our path when we become the element of disease in any aspect of our whole being.

Our religious belief that we live only one physical life keeps us from understanding our internal memories as they begin to surface within our conscious mind, loving emotions, senses, and physical cellular structure. Our past life memories are embedded within our spirit and dual soul consciousness as an integrated function of our nervous system. Memories are not a mental illness, they are the opening of our dual soul and spirit into a higher level of internal consciousness. When medicine does not understand us as an eternal dual soul and spirit consciousness, our consciousness memories are diagnosed as mental illness. This has become our "bomb" of ignorance exploding on the human population. Before we can successfully heal ourselves in any way, we must first understand our dual soul internal chemical organization, design, form, and structure of our thinking mind and the freedom that we have designed into our loving emotions, the absolute sensory being that is the eternal gift of our spirit consciousness, and how the dual soul and spirit consciousness functions within multiple physical bodies to give us eternal life. In effect, life is the primary lesson of our dual soul and spirit consciousness that is in the act of evolving itself through the physical experiences of life.

The way that we perceive, conceive, and interpret creates the physical experiences that we live as the "science of life" for our dual soul growth. Through living the physical experiences of each physical life, we expand our dual soul and our dual soul expands our spirit consciousness through the eternal "science of life" that we consistently live as physical beings. When we study our own history, we can see how we have changed our concepts of life and when we change our concepts of what life is, we change the way that we perceive and interpret our physical experience. When we changed our concept of eternal life to the concept that we live only one external life, we felt very vulnerable to death. Our vulnerability to the external belief of death and only one life pulled us relentlessly into our need to be saved as a fear belief.

Our cellular structure must be credible to sense acutely

We can recognize our inspirations and get what we want in life if we are willing to seek the knowledge that our soul evolution requires. When we listen to the silence, we will become conscious of our internal language of inspiration. We can silence the ego trivia language by concentrating on our breathing. Spend quiet time with your internal self several times throughout the day. Breathe deeply, walk silently, think only positive thoughts, and invite your internal mature soul consciousness to communicate with you. Ask questions of your internal self and have faith in the language that you receive. Listen to the words, tone, fiber, and emotion of the spirit language. Eat and drink as close to Nature as possible to support your cellular structure. Your cellular structure must be credible before you can sense acutely from your three levels of senses and become conscious of the language of your spirit.

Life and Living

Life is created by the sperm of the male fertilizing the ovum of the female, which begins the growth of the fetus in the womb. Nine months later this fetus will be grown to the size of maturity where it can live outside of the womb, take its own nourishment, and begin its physical growth into a physical human being. The life process is not always perfect but it is being guided totally by the nervous system as both physical design cells, energy cells, and growth cells of the human design. Essentially we are energy beings. Our new life as a physical body is created by the energy design within the mother's ovum and the father's sperm. These new cells are designed to grow into different parts of the human design until that design is complete and can live on their own energy fields.

Energy is the secret of life and all acts of living. Matter would always be "only matter" until it is inspired by the Ethical Values to join the concept of life and living as energy beings. As any life begins to and continues to evolve in our consciousness, we expand our thinking and being into a higher form of energy, which we reflect externally into a form of life. A form of life can and will develop from our open-minded thinking and doing. It may be that we change our own internal and external behaviors to coincide with the energy form that we have been thinking about.  We always change ourselves and our life through our thinking and defining process, which expands the internal energy of us. We have the capability to create what we want in our life, therefore we should never allow another person to "think us down." When we think another person down, we are using our own thinking process to interfere with another person's creative process. If we are going to use our thinking mind to interfere with the person's chosen direction in life, we must only use that level of interference if it has the power to improve and expand the energy of the other person.

By using the sperm and the ovum, we create new life through the dual energy of the mother and father. This new life as cells joining together, begin the immediate process of growth and birth, into a new infant which enters into our life as a new baby. All of the life patterns are included in the male and female energy cells that are joining together to create new life. That new life is us, it is our children and our grandchildren. We are energy beings, and energy never dies. Once we can see the evolution of life in another infant being on Earth, we can more fully appreciate our own eternal life as our growth and change. Never forget that memory is never lost in our evolution from one life to another, which makes it very important that we face life with happiness and joy as we live our ancient energy in a new form. Einstein determined that energy never dies, but it does change form!

Life and Love

As I have lived my life I have observed the people around me such as my family and friends as the people that I know, and the people that I don’t know. Every human being is at all times living the energy they have grown into, which they reflect as their Physical Energy and/or Emotional Energy. Sometimes people have not grown into their Spiritual Energy and remain stuck in their Physical Energy, which they live for everyone to see. I have been teaching Spiritual Philosophy as my entire focus of life since 1984. I have written multiple books addressing the different aspects of Spiritual Philosophy, how we live Spiritual Philosophy, and I consistently teach Spiritual Philosophy classes. I have also created the best Spiritual Healing Technique that I know of any where upon our Earth, which I have named Neural Depolarization. Neural Depolarization has the ability to heal every disease that I know about, and through the twenty-some years that I have been performing Neural Depolarization (NDP) on people with "incurable diseases" I have seen Neural Depolarization (NDP) successfully heal everything when the person is open to participate in their own healing.

As an RN that has spent over 40 years of my life actively involved in hospital care, medical research, teaching, raising a family, and (much more!) living, I am appalled at the lack of knowledge about our nervous system, which is the absolute source of our life and our love. Medicine has disgracefully ignored the truth of our Nervous System simply because they do not see the "energy" of our nervous system as the true source of life, because of their religious beliefs and their belief in only one physical life.. Even if we have the concept of energy as being our true source of life, we do not understand "energy" well enough to share it with other people. There is a gigantic gaping hole in the medical information about the practicalities of life in relationship to our nervous system and health. Once we fill this gaping hole, we can be healthier people and no longer have some of the devastating diseases that people are living with and dying from today.

Our challenge as human beings is to learn the truth of ourselves as energy beings that support our physical design. This becomes a "leap" for our mind only because we have not been taught this concept and we remain skeptical of everything that we have never known before. It is our energy self that experiences "eternal life." The sooner we see ourselves as energy and matter the sooner we will open our thinking mind to learning about ourselves as energy beings that live eternally. I have always been capable of seeing the energy of an individual in addition to the physical matter. The sooner we grasp this dual concept of ourselves, the sooner we will learn the beauty of healing our Spirit Consciousness and allowing it to become balanced with our physical self that helps us to prevent disease and live longer physical lives. The pattern of human life as both male and female shows us the pattern of our duality as energy and matter.

I love this "energy topic" about our own human design and function, and I sincerely hope that some of my readers love this topic as well as I do. When we begin to revere our energy as well as our physical matter, we will live longer lives and design our next life consciously before we die. Life and death is the continual story of how our energy works within us to capture our attention to learn more about "who we are." Once we begin to understand ourselves as energy beings living in matter, we will begin to understand Einstein’s theory of energy and matter in relationship to us as human beings.

Capitulate

Mental Space
Conceptual blending
Cognitive grammar
Decision Theory

Neuroscience
Neural Modeling
Philosophy
Cognitive Science
Moral Philosophy
Ethical Values

All theories are behaviors of our thinking mind
that come and go from one brain cell to the next brain cell,
as we attempt to establish the truth of our swirling energy
that makes us the energy pattern that we live
as human beings discovering self.

Out of the darkness comes the light
of inspiration, laughter, growth, and change
nurturing us, as energy beings
growing in the darkness
to the light
of thinking and knowledge
that wraps around our mind,
blending all thought into
our specific concept of physical reality
that supports us in our human
growth and change of our mind and heart
lifting up the body of man
to walk and stand on the two legs
of life and change within the pattern
of our Ethical Values that guide us
in our journey of life as human beings.

The Freedom of Choosing our Own Journey

Knowing our precise journey in life is not as important as realizing that we have the freedom of choosing our journey. We have no obligation to follow someone else's soul journey.  In fact, we can never truly follow the journey of another soul because the experience  of the soul always creates a uniqueness to the individual journey of the soul. We must make the best possible choice we can make in following the journey of positive consciousness energy in every moment of every day. If we wait to figure out how someone else has chosen to handle a similar situation, we have missed an opportunity of choice and of growth. (The Journey Home, p. 230)

Changing our Consciousness

As I sat down to write today the subject matter that popped into my thinking mind was how we think. Sometimes I have to cap my thoughts because I have so much information that pours in all at once that I can be overwhelmed and challenged to get all of my thoughts on paper. Our thoughts are meant to be encouraging us to think about who we are, where we have been, where we want to go, how can we get there from here, and most of all we must always remember to think of ourselves and other people with the purity of love. We are born as a Dual Soul for the purpose of learning. If we do not consciously attempt to learn every day of our life, we should. Nothing is better for the human brain than to think new thoughts and seed more new thoughts.

Our one life belief is always a challenge for our brain. If we truly believe that we live only one life, there would be no purpose to life. Each life that we live is precisely given to us as an energy form as a means of learning. We should never think that some mistake was made when we were born in human form. The creator is smarter than we are and does not make mistakes. We have many lessons to learn in each life. Sometimes as I teach that our life is ours to learn, grow, and change ourselves, every day of our human life, I hear people answer me as though life "was done to them" not "created by them." If any mistakes were made, the "mistake" was the intention of our own Spirit Consciousness that is attempting to teach us something that we may not want to learn as a Dual Soul.

We are always born "perfect" for the lessons that we need to learn as a Dual Soul Consciousness. When we think that something is wrong with who we are, we must think further into our own conscious awareness to obliterate the thought of imperfection and focus our thinking mind on the internal love that fills the vessel of our heart. We are always born perfect for the lessons that we need to learn as a Dual Soul Consciousness. Seeing the perfection of who we are gives us the impetus to learn, grow, and change as a human being that is living their changing circumstances of life. Sometimes we have to remind ourselves that "this too will pass" and love what and who we are now at this precise moment of life. All circumstances can be changed as we learn and grow within ourselves. We are always ahead of the game when we appreciate who we are, what we can learn, and we keep our mind and heart open to learning. Changing how we think helps us to see the true perfection of what we are leanring and growing within ourselves as human beings.

Very few people understand that we are an expanding Spirit Consciousness that is always focused on learning the perfect lesson for the Dual Soul Consciousness, which is always our Joy of Health. In 1989 I wrote a book which I titled Joy of Health, and now it is out in its 2nd Edition. Health to me as an R.N. is essential if we want to live Joy in our lives. Health comes first from how we think, which controls what we eat, drink, and breathe. When we are chemically healthy inside of our human body, we are happier, and more satisfied with life than we will ever be as sick, unhappy, and dissatisfied human beings.

Why Do I Teach Spiritual Philosophy?

Sometimes people ask me why I teach Spiritual Philosophy? I don’t think that most of us ever feel passionate about anything because of only one concept that is in our thinking mind, but I have always felt passionate about living Spiritual Philosophy. My Mother was very religious and followed the Baptist beliefs, my father was not religious, but he had an inner peace that I found fascinating and when we were alone he would tell me stories about his life in France after being wounded. As a soldier that could not be sent back to the United States in his condition with slow ships, he lived at the hospital for longer than most people did.. He was an avid reader and he taught me to read before I started school.

As a child I was born sick and remained frequently sick until I was about 17 years old. There were no antibiotics when I was young and living with rheumatic fever. In my attempt to heal myself, I pushed my self with the daily labors of farm chores and when I lived this self-imposed work ethic, I found that the more I worked the healthier I felt and the healthier I actually became. As a child I spent many Sundays with my father, talking for hours because going to Church was not my favorite thing. He told me about what he had learned in France about Spiritual Philosophy, which totally intrigued me. I never heard him tell these stories to anyone else in our family or friends.

When I chose a Nursing School to attend, I chose a Catholic school because in my reading I had learned that Catholic Schools focus on good educations. That was enough for me because I wanted a "good education." As I listened to the Mass and the School Chaplain, I began to realize that Catholic Religion had always been a good support system for higher education. I became good friends with the Priest and spent many hours talking with him, which was my first introduction to Georgetown University and its teachings in Washington, DC. As my life continued and I was nearing graduation I made arrangements to move to Washington, DC to accept a research position in tuberculosis at DC General Hospital.

My decision to go into Medical Research and into Nursing Administration was the best decision of my life, and that dual exposure has constantly guided me in my thinking and into fantastic research programs and nursing positions throughout my nursing career. I have spent many years of my life studying and living Nursing Supervision, which always gave me the opportunity to research each hospital and how it functioned. My focus on research has taught me more about myself than I could ever have learned any where else. Every job that I have had has added to the internal knowledge of myself as a human being as well as the internal workings of hospitals and health care. My intense relationship to hospitals prompted me to write my first book, The Joy of Health in 1989, which we have just reissued.

I have not as yet seen the perfect hospital because we are continuing to look at disease as "our need to be saved," instead of accepting illness as a challenge to save ourselves as we eat, drink, and breathe.

What is a Philosopher?

As I listen to the news and to people talk about their life, I constantly realize the knowledge people have been missing by not being taught Philosophy from their early life.  In my introduction to The Journey Home, my eighth book, I wrote about what it means to be a philosopher:


I am a metaphysical philosopher who lives and breathes with an understanding of who we are, why we are here, ad how everything in life relates to everything on earth and within the universe. A philosopher is literally a lover of wisdom. From a soul and spirit perspective, our purpose as humans is to seek the wisdom and love of our Divine Nature, which means that each of us is a natural philosopher. Metaphysics is the first division of philosophy because it was our first concept of philosophy as we devoted our search within the invisible world to help us remember the soul and spirit within ourselves. Our original search was to understand the invisible soul and spirit within us as the fractal pattern from which we created the design of our physical body. Internally we knew that we had created ourselves from an invisible trinity of consciousness energy. As we spent time on earth the consciousness of our soul and spirit began to fade, which inspired us to seek the knowledge to understand why.

A philosopher seeks the wisdom to understand creation as one unit of consciousness that works together in harmony such as man, nature, earth, and the universe. The metaphysical philosopher seeks the wisdom of the "one" creation of the invisible soul and spirit integrated into the visible matter of our body, nature, earth, and the universe. When we study the scientific disciplines with the perception of "one universal creation" versus "one physical life," our conclusions are different. We can see the duality of opposites, the fractal pattern of life, evolution, harmony, beauty, truth, equality, and we can see the love, balance, and integrity with which we were created.

I have been living and growing in my Spirituality since I was a small child. I had rheumatic fever from about six months until much later in life. I was born with memory of who I was, where I wanted to go, and where I had already been in my life.  For instance as soon as I could talk I told my parents that I was going to be a nurse. I was questioned about my choice because I was very ill with rheumatic fever and my parents were skeptical that I would ever be well enough to become a nurse. I was born on a farm with horses, cows, pigs, chickens and the normal work that had to be done to keep the farm productive and growing. As I grew, I worked because there was always work to be done. I milked many cows, morning and evening, and did numerous other chores. I look at life today and I do not see children working as we worked or playing as we played, which is of course the perfect changes that we see in our march of time. But we had a loving and productive childhood as we played, read books, swam in the creek, jumped off the cliffs into the creeks using the sturdy grapevines that scared my mother, and we consciously and intensely explored our life and our surroundings.

To me my life was the perfect learning experience.  I knew that it was my intention to go to school and become an R.N., which I did. As I went into nursing school, I was very happy that I had learned to milk cows, because I had the strongest hands and arms in the class.  When you have 2-300 + pound patients, it always helps if you have some muscle and some hand and arm strength.  I truly appreciated my working childhood when I saw fellow students that could not lift, turn, or support the weight of patients. My strength is an asset to me even today as I work with clients.

Today I use a technique that I have named Neural Depolarization on my clients. NDP is a fantastic procedure that I use to heal many conditions and many diseases including cancer, that no one else can heal. It is simple and easy on my clients, but it also leaves them feeling very different and improved in a short length of time. NDP is an energy therapy and I use it on all diseases and conditions with great success. The reason that I know how beautifully NDP works is because I healed my own body of rheumatic fever using NDP when I was a child. I wanted to go to nursing school as a child and I knew that I could not get in nursing school if I was sick. Therefore I knew that I had to heal myself because my parents had taken me to many Doctors and no one could even begin to stop my pain. None of this exposure to pain stopped me in my intentions, therefore I knew as a child that I had to heal myself if I wanted to accomplish my true goals in life. The medications that we have today can heal Rheumatic Fever but Penicillin came out after I was in Nursing School for three years.

Today I use NDP very successfully to heal many conditions that are considered to be impossible to heal.  When I see patients return to their normal "energy" patterns and begin to live happy and healthy lives, I love NDP even more, and I always wish that someone had known NDP when I was a child and in severe pain.  NDP not only stops pain but I have healed multiple "incurable" diseases in the past 30 years, giving people a new lease on life.  NDP is an energy therapy, which means that it is perfect for energy diseases.  I love healing children that are facing life with a mental or emotional handicap if someone can't help them.  It is my intention to teach one more class of NDP students before I retire, and that class will begin soon. Stay tuned for the exact time and place which I will put on my web site.