Neural Depolarization and the Satisfaction of Healing

Hello everyone! I am sorry that I have been distracted from my blog lately because I was in the process of completing two new books on Neural Depolarization which I have been writing for a while. It does feel good to have them complete and to know that people can have the benefit of what I teach to help themselves heal many forms of disease and discomfort.  Our human body is such a delight with all of its many systems working together to make us human beings that are using our internal energy to get well.  I did this form of healing on myself when I was a very young child with Rheumatic Fever.  I healed my Rheumatic Fever, and I have proceeded to become the mother of six wonderful children and to continue living the life that I have designed for myself.

Neural Depolarization is the technique that I used as a child to heal the intense pain of my Rheumatic Fever. I have had a goal to tell this story to help other people learn how to heal themselves. I spent many years having six children, helping them to grow up and create their own lives, and I have worked as an R.N. to fulfill the other goals in my life of helping people. There is a very satisfying feeling within me when I can heal another person and watch them go on with their life and live from their loving heart. I am also trying to teach people the true meaning of their energy field and how to use it. This is a time when we begin to realize that our mind is everything, so we will not even begin to “tell a lie” or to do anything else to suppress our internal energy field, but we can expand how we use our own internal energy and use it to enhance our own life and health.

These two books bring my writing up to ten books, I think.  We can heal ourselves, and knowing how to do this is very important. I have talked about different aspects of healing ourselves in all of my books, and at the present time I also do classes in Neural Depolarization, the technique that I teach to heal our body, mind, and Spirit self.

Learning is Vital to our Growth because How We Think is Who We Are

Happy New Year!  As we begin our countdown for 2012 it is important that we begin this countdown by looking intensely at ourselves. Are we being who we want to be? Being who we want to be is not by any stretch of the imagination attempting to be someone else. Our goal is to expand our own energy into who we want to be. This is an internal exercise of our thinking mind, in conjunction with the rest of our brain and our body. We can never attempt to copy another person and be successful in our own personal growth potential, because each of us are individual people with our past, present, and future already living its human design in the precise pattern of the evolution that we have created for ourselves. If we attempt to copy someone else, we are setting an external energy in motion to abort ourselves.

When we are ignorant enough to "abort" our thinking mind, loving emotions, sensory capability, and our physical body, we are not being loving to our internal "Dual Soul and Spirit energy, and we are showing ourselves what we have not learned about our Eternal Dual Soul and Spirit energy. We learn about our own internal Dual Soul and Spirit by living our physical lives with a consciousness that never fades. It is important for us to look at every lesson that we have lived, see the wisdom of what the lesson has taught us, evaluate the lesson carefully and move it forward by several steps. We create our own reality is not just five words. These five little words are the substance and definition of our physical lives as we live them, learn from them, and consciously expand them into greater and greater levels of consciousness as our Spirit and Soul Energy are expanded and accepted. Always remember, "We are our own creation." How we think, so we are.

In the beginning of my grade school experience, I will always remember the teacher who stood in front of the class every day and greeted us with the phrase, "How we think is who we are and this is why learning is vital to our growth. My teacher's name was Ava Williams. As she taught us to think and to love ourselves I thought that her name, "Ava," meant that she was an angel teaching us how to be Spiritual or Heavenly Beings. My beliefs helped me to remember every word that she said to us, and as a six-year-old, I knew in my heart that she was speaking absolute truth, which meant that I needed to remember everything that she said. Of course her teachings related strictly to what she was supposed to be teaching us, in conjunction with State Law, but my way of thinking certainly did help my brain memorize. And the memory of this experience has always been a vital support within my thinking mind as I have grown and changed and learned to appreciate energy, especially the energy of love which comes from our Spirit Consciousness.

The Joy of Life and the Utopia of Our Solar System

Life is our Joy! Health is our Joy! Truth is our Joy! Whenever I think about the human species and the multiple levels of human energy that is prevalent in our physical reality as a human society, I have to wonder how long it is going to take "mankind and womankind" to awaken to living the Ethical Values as our Joy of Life. The Ethical Values dictate to us as human beings that we never lie, cheat, and steal if we want to be living our Spiritual Design. Anytime that anyone lives any energy that is not coming from the Ethical Values, we cast negative energy into the energy reality of Earth, which causes multiple fluctuations in the way that Earth itself functions. As each person lives their negative energy, we overpower the positive energy that all human beings should be living. When we look at the energies of lying, cheating, and stealing that many people live as their routine level of energy, we begin to see how very important it is for us to grow and change. Negative energy has a negative effect on us as human beings, on Earth, and the negative energy supports the negative energy that happens on Earth. Each of us adds to either the positive or the negative energies of Earth. Earth is designed to be the Utopia of our solar system.

Abuse Vs. Love

Our divine nature is the female energy of soul and spirit. We expand our divine nature by merging and balancing the male intellect, ego, and physical body with the female soul of wisdom and ingenuity and the spirit power of love, truth, and perfection. Becoming consciously aware of both our female and male power creates our true balance of  power. Each power is inherent within us, but the power of our female soul and spirit is not consciously recognized until the veil is removed from our merging intellect.

When we are equally balanced within our minds with our intellect, soul mind, and spirit consciousness, our physical behavior will reflect equality and balance within all facets of our individual life, our society, and our world.

Focusing upon the image of our female nature as the supreme power, or our physical nature as the supreme power, becomes an ego exercise in intellectual spiritualism. Our soul and spirit never seeks supremacy; it will always seek balance and equality. Equally balancing our inner and higher nature with our physical nature creates androgyny of mind in thoughts, words, and actions.

The mirror image of the physical reflects the separatist vision of the intellectual mind, not the integrated focus of the mind. Sexual reflection expands the physical nature that is reflected. It does not reflect or expand the soul and spirit nature that is beyond the physical level of reflection in soul evolution, although this is the illusion that is perceived. Our soul and spirit is asexual in nature. Only our physical nature is sexual.

Heterosexuality that is attached to judgement and fear is connected through karmic energy to the most primitive level of soul evolution, which can capture the soul at a lower level of soul growth than homosexuality. This attachment supports a variety of primitive behaviors, such as child abuse, cult practices, sexual aberrations, rape, mutilation, infanticide, eugenics, and zoophilia.

Sexual mates are chosen by a physical system of beliefs that determine sexual response. This can range from the arranged marriage to the instant physical attraction. In this level heterosexuality is responding from a belief and behavioral system knows as physical need, either societal or biological.

This primitive level of physical perception will act out judgement against all levels of the sexual response that do not conform to its beliefs. In the primitive belief of the intellect and ego, fear separates behavior that is different from its one specific belief to another expanded category of beliefs that is seen as unacceptable and wrong. When primitive beliefs are structured from superstition or religion, judgement will be delivered as sinful or guilty and acted out in behavior of anger, violence, and rage, which promotes rebellion in those with changing sexual feelings.

The only true power within us is the balance of power which is found by merging and equally living from our trilocular nature. We are physical body and mind, we are soul mind, and we are divine spirit.  Our physical nature is seen through our personality and behavior characteristics. What we think, speak, and do then becomes our physical nature.

If we are being guided in our thoughts, words, and actions by the female power of our soul and spirit, we will live through as understanding of our inner and higher power. Our actions will at all times reflect our love, truth, compassion, responsibility, freedom, equality, and humility. In honoring our personal female power in love, truth, and equality, we are free to honor and respect others on an equal basis.

(an excerpt from Love, Truth & Perception)

Learning Life-Saving Energy Techniques

Acknowledging our loving emotions and Spirit senses as vital parts of our original source is essential before we can use the internal ability of our thinking mind to become conscious of ourselves as an internal trinity of consciousness energy that can heal itself as a whole chemical being. We fail to recognize our healing potential because we do not understand our chemical internal design and therefore we continue to function as a fearful mind. As we release the fear chemical hormones into our Nervous System, we make ourselves sick because of these toxic chemicals.

A nurse in the hospital, or anywhere, could prevent a death or a crisis of any degree simply with a touch of the finger on the proper nerve. We are nervous system beings which describes to us the design of both birth and death and our physical life between these two events. Neural Depolarization is essentially a life-saving energy technique. learning to work effectively with our nervous system is a step forward in any Health Care Program.

Keeping Up with the Energy of Life

Every day is different and every day is beautiful, so why do we judge our life rather constantly as we complain about “what is wrong?”  Most people complain without even realizing they are in the “mood” to complain.  Why would we focus our mind on something that will not support us in our growth and change.  I have watched this phenomena throughout my life as an RN and I have always been mystified that these same people that complain rather consistently seem to become sick and many times with terminal diseases.  Are we being given a lesson of health when we find ourselves complaining and our complaints turn into some horrible disease? I have also watched happy people and invariably they create happy, active, and productive lives for themselves without any sign of disease.

When we always think of health first, we can and will create lives for ourselves that will be enjoyable and productive.  When we begin to look at how we think and how our thinking affects our daily life and our eternal life, we begin to see the value of happiness and laughter as our emotional self.  When we live with happiness in our heart and mind, we will find that life is usually being pretty good to us.  All of my life I have heard the “old saying” that we create the life that we live.  I do believe that this statement is very accurate and it helps me to constantly look at my own life and wonder why I create some of the issues that I create.

The issue of our health becoming diseased is prevalent right now.  As a nurse I am very conscious that no one has to be sick, unless we were born with disease.  Even when we are born with disease, we have the ability to create and to heal  most diseases.  I have learned first as a child with rheumatic fever and secondly as a registered nurse, that we can heal ourselves.  When I was a child, drugs were not available as they are today.  As I lived with rheumatic fever which was painful, debilitating, and incurable at the time, I learned more about my body and its reaction to living than I ever thought capable of being learned. 

One of the big lessons that I learned is that we are made from the precise food, water, and air that we put into our body.  Being dramatically focused on these concepts and eating the very best food, water, and air that nature could provide healed my rheumatic fever when I was a child, which made me so excited about life that I have been jubilant ever since.  When I was two years old I announced to my parents that I was going to be a nurse.  My parents had no clue how I knew the word nurse, let alone that I had decided to be a nurse.  But I knew about the “role” of being a nurse from my past life memory, which I shared with my parents as I chatted away like the average two-year-old.  Therefore I did not have to go through any challenges to learn who I was or what I wanted to do with my life when I  “grew” up.

I forced myself to do everything that my older sister could do and then I forced myself to do things that she could  not do very easily.  We lived on a working farm with chickens, pigs, cattle, and horses in particular.   I milked 6-8 cows every morning and every night.  My arms became very strong which made many of the other farm chores easier. Even today I am very strong for an older woman, which makes me very excited that I milked cows as a child.  This is the true meaning of  “we reap what we sow.”  As a young girl growing up on a farm, I learned a lot about work.  I was never walking the fields to plow or plant, but I learned to love farm chores.  Because I had rheumatic fever as intensely as I did, I was always guided by my parents to “do what I wanted to do and could do.”   As I continued to work on the farm, I became stronger than most girls my age, which gave me confidence that I could grow up and be healthy.

My parents had fresh oranges shipped to our house for me to eat.  They let me work, but they never made we work if I was in pain, which happened more frequently than I liked.  I loved learning about farming and I loved it when I was healthy enough to participate in the farm work.  The older I got the healthier I became, especially when my tonsils were removed at 16.  That was a dramatic turning point for me, and I began to grow into my present adult size.  This was the moment in my life when I knew without any doubt that I could become a Registered Nurse and  create what I wanted to create in my life.

My years of constant pain encouraged me to learn how to help my pain myself, which is how I created Neural Depolarization which I now use as a healing technique.  After I graduated from Nursing School and spent many years working in Nursing Administration, I decided I had worked in hospitals long enough, because I was seeing too many people suffer in pain and even die when I felt like with other forms of therapy, they might have lived.  I knew that if I worked with their body as I had learned to work with my own body, I could heal them too.  Healing was my role in life, because what I now used I did not learn in Nursing School, it was taught to me through my own thinking mind and amazingly it worked.  I had learned to work with the nervous system, which is not understood by most people, including the medical community. 

All of my life I have worked with the medical community and no one that I have ever met understood Neural Depolarization which is the therapy that I created as a young child and that I still use to this day to keep myself healthy and active.  Without the knowledge of NDP I could never have healed myself and I could not have helped other people.  The joy that I feel towards my Soul and Spirit is that it did not stop at just teaching me a physical technique, but it has given me several books of information about the nervous system within our body and how to keep it healthy and functional.  Remember that our nervous system starts with our brain and it travels throughout our human design with the express purpose of creating us as human beings.  What is not understood is that our nervous system is the truth of our eternal living consciousness, which gives us life after life to learn the ways of thinking and behavior as a human being.  Our Spirit Consciousness is the story of our Eternal Life as human beings.

I have always felt very strongly about our growth and change as human beings.  If we fail to learn in each and every life that we live, we will simply continue to live at a lower level of conscious awareness, until such time as we open our thinking mind to change.  We are energy beings first, and we are physical beings second.  Energy never dies, but it does change form. As energy beings, we live our eternal lives as one physical life at a time, to help ourself in our constant growth and change as energy beings.

Understand Self In Living: Life as the School of our Soul

Expanding our thinking mind is the best gift that we can ever give ourselves.  Our learning mind is different, but related to, our thinking mind.  Our thinking mind has the capability to expand with thought. This shows us the importance of the relationship between our brain focuses during every moment of our lives, which is intensified with thought as it develops the image of relationships and their meaning to us as a human being.  As humans we have frequently limited our relationships in our thinking mind as we have sought people of  “like mind.”  This helps us to understand that we help ourselves when we can keep an open mind and allow our intellectual mind to expand into different levels of thinking.  The more we expand our thinking mind the more we can see in life that makes total sense, as Earth is teaching us.  A well-developed mind will use its own filtering system to filter information.

I am an RN and I began nursing school when I was eighteen years old.  I have absolutely loved my life as a nurse and I have every intention of doing it again in my next life.  Nursing has given me an opportunity to understand life in a way that I could not have understood life without being a nurse.  My life has been focused on Nursing Administration and Medical Research, which have both taught me beyond my own imagination to learn about us as human beings.  My first position as a nurse was in tuberculosis research, and during that time we discovered the cure for tuberculosis which is still being used worldwide for that precise purpose today.  I was intimately involved in another research program in the 1970s that showed me the truth of us as human beings, which was HLA and DNA research. To the best of my knowledge, none of the other researchers came to the same conclusion with this research study that I did. But to me it clearly explained our human design and our plan of “eternal life.”  It also clearly explained to me the eternal nature of our life and our death with how we treat the human body.  I learned that “we are what we eat, drink, think and breathe” as the design of our human body, which controls the quality and length of our human life, as we live each and every life that we choose.        

My life experience has taught me nearly everything that I know about health.  My education has been part of my life experience that has guided my brain into a different understanding of who we are as eternal human beings.  Once we can see the chemical design of ourselves as human beings, we can understand our eternal life, and our change and growth, simply by seeing how intensely we affect our own health, life, and eternity as our personal choices of being humans on Earth.  As humans we are designed in such a way that we have the ability to balance out our internal chemicals to give us a very long life and health, or we can compromise our internal chemical balance and we can create our own diseases and death.  When we think about all of the drugs that medicine wants us to live on, rather than the natural chemicals of fresh foods, we can get a better understanding of disease and death.  Whatever we create, we will live in this life and we will bring our disease or health lessons into our future lives, which we will live until we learn the secret of health.  Health is the truth of our human design and it comes from Nature because we are a part of Nature.

Because we are a part of Nature and we receive our most important health attributes from Nature as clean air, water, and foods, this is a very basic lesson of life which most humans are not living at this point in their lives.  When we fail to live a healthy life, it means we will continue to die young and we will repeat our lessons of health in all of our future lives until we understand ourselves and our essential relationship to Nature, Earth, and the Universe.  We are chemical beings and our body is restored by the pure chemicals of Nature, Earth, and the Universe as the basic chemical design of all human beings.  Medicine does not come from a pure Nature.  It is a formula of drugs designed by science, and many of these drugs are life- saving and others lead to the destruction of life.  Our body is a smart chemical energy that knows more about our health than medicine does, and it will attempt to guide us into eating good foods even when we are not consciously focused in that direction.  

When I was a child I had rheumatic fever, and it did not take me long to understand the effect that food had upon how I felt.  I was only a child when I began to learn that good food helped me to feel good and sugary foods made me sick.  This helped me learn to eat right early in my life.  Sugar used to cause me to be very sick, and it can still affect me if I am not careful with my eating habits.  But as a nurse I have seen many people who eat only starch and sugar, and for the most part these people will be living a plethora of drama with disease.  Some people have the ability to use poor eating habits and spend half of their life without knowing what disease is, but the time will come when our eating habits catch up with our health and we become sick instead, which we have to live until we can heal ourselves.  Inappropriate eating dramatically affects every organ in our body which includes our brain and blood vessels, and we cannot live without some of these organs functioning properly. Once we understand the role of food in providing the essential chemicals that our body needs, we begin to understand the value of eating right to protect our quality of health and happiness.

Disease happens within our physical, mental, and emotional bodies as we begin to break down or lose our human integrity in the functioning unit of life.  We can heal most diseases when we eat a very fresh and supportive diet, drink eight glasses of pure water daily, and use nothing in a spray can.  We must learn to drink at least eight glasses of water daily that is pure and without chemicals.  As humans we need good healthy foods, pure water, and plenty of fresh air to breathe.  We do not buy fresh air in a can unless we buy oxygen.  But we can and should breathe the fresh air outside in our yards that is constantly being cleaned by the trees around us.  Use no spray, because spray does not stay in one place.  It can and will float through the air and you will breathe it just about any place in your home. 

When we become very conscious that clean and pure food, air, and water are the standard health concepts that are designed into our human body, we begin to take better care of ourselves, we begin to live a healthy life, and the energy expands within our soul which increases the energy within our human body and mind that we relate to as health.  As we begin to love ourselves, our mind, heart, and body begin to open to the beauty and joy of who we are and we see that we are designed as a child of Earth and it supports us to live as a child of the Earth.  Of course as humans we live in houses, which encourages us to keep flowers growing in our house, fresh air in our homes, and supply pure water that we can drink.  We need to spend some time outside working in the dirt and breathing deeply of the fresh air as we soak up some sunshine.  We are beings of Nature, and Nature supports us in our health and happiness.  We can bring some of Nature inside to help us keep our air clean.  Most house plants and flowers do a good job of helping with the inside air.  Most air fresheners are unhealthy for our lungs so it is important to know what you are buying and how you can use it appropriately.

Eat only organic foods and drink only pure water.  If you have a well, have it tested to make certain that it is drinkable.  We also have to breathe only fresh air.  We do not make the air in our house fresh by spraying air freshener.  Open your windows and let the outside air in, especially if you live in a clean and open area.  Air fresheners can be toxic so be very careful what you are buying.  I prefer open windows to any air freshener that I have ever found.  Create a cross ventilation in your home by opening various windows in your house and letting the natural air blow through your rooms.  Turn off your air conditioner first, so it is appropriate to choose the perfect days in the Spring and Fall.

Once we can accept that we are a child of Nature, we begin to understand the meaning of using Nature to heal us and to maintain our health.  The three most important aspects of Nature are clean Air, Foods, and Water.