Our Consciousness of a Supreme Being

From the beginning of our creation as a living soul, we have always been conscious of a supreme being. Our consciousness of a supreme being has been intentional as a part of our spirit guidance from within our trinity of consciousness. Having the internal sense of a supreme being has kept us consistently focused externally in trying to discover who the supreme being is and what its relationship is to us. As we have lived our lives trying to understand the "supreme being" we have focused externally in our search while living in our physical nature because the external perception of reality is the normal focus of our intellect and ego soul.

If we focus on information from the external guides of our immature soul, we are accessing the past life memory or subconscious psychic intellect. If we access past life memory we are not yet living in our integrated soul mind with the influence of our spirit consciousness. If we see God as an external being and speak to God externally, as in prayer, we are living in our intellect and ego immature soul mind and emotions. It is in believing that the "supreme being" is external to us that we reveal the conscious mind and emotions that we are living as our immature soul.

As we move into the divine nature of our right brain, we begin to look for that supreme being internally, which is the normal focus of our consciousness in our mature soul mind and loving emotions.  Once we begin to search internally for our supreme being, we discover that each of us has a "supreme being" which is our indwelling spirit consciousness. This realization helps us to understand that our supreme being of spirit consciousness has been guiding throughout our journey as a dual soul. Our dual soul, as a dual mind and emotions, is the child of the supreme being of our spirit consciousness. As we transition into our wise, loving, and mature soul mind and emotions, we are growing into the adult phase of our dual soul life as our divine nature. Once we begin to live in our mature soul, the "knowing" or stored lessons of our mature soul begin to guide our life.

Look At Earth Today

Look upon Earth today. Know that as we have evolved as human consciousness we have chosen our temples in plants, in trees, in microbes, in animals and finally in human form. This human form had to evolve. It had to evolve in the same way the Earth has evolved. It did not - it could not - occur instantly, because we have created who we are. We have experimented with this lesson as we have lived, as we have evolved, as we have transitioned through our own growth, our own evolution and through the evolution of Earth.

We have not yet grown, evolved to where we can accept all of our mind as thought, to know that we have an intellect. But to know that we have a mind of Soul, a mind of Spirit is another step in our evolution. Now, as this shift of consciousness is in progress, the human being, the consciousness of man, is looking at self to see the influence that we create within the energy of Earth, to see the influence that we have within our own growth, our own evolution, our own transition.

Little Angels: Joy and Radiant!

 

Little Angels by Kathy Oddenino | Make Your Own Book

Every Soul Upon Earth

Every soul upon Earth is bringing its energy together through the influence of knowledge to make a change in the focus of our thinking, emotions, and feelings. We can consciously choose to transition or we can deny the reality of change and devolve. When we accept the free choice of our mature soul, we can no longer live inequality as a female and worship our male physical nature.

The Interaction of Relationships

In Spirit energy there are no roles, there is only interaction. From the perspective of our physical understanding the analogy of the role is helpful. All lessons are learned through the interaction of relationships. If your life appears to be one big drama for you, then you need to understand that you are working very hard to learn your lessons. You are trying to see certain images with total clarity. You will play the role until you can understand the truth of the acting. In your sleep periods, it is the members of your soul and spirit family and your chosen physical family that help you on the Soul and Spirit level.

We All Have Access to Love

Love is the emotion of Spirit Energy, and because of this reality we all have access to love when we live consciously with our internal Spirit Energy. Many individuals have not been taught that they are created from the energy of our Spirit Consciousness into truly Spiritual Beings. Therefore all humans are designed with a Spirit Consciousness which in itself makes us a Spiritual Being. When we are capable of using our Spirit Consciousness, we will begin to automatically begin to change.

When we hold on to our ancient beliefs that we have carried with us from past lives, we will not change. We will be totally bound to the energy that we perceive from our fears and our ancient memories. Love is a much better energy of progression in life than fear is. Fear holds us unrelentingly to our challenges of life and we will find ourselves living each item of fear as though it is our last breath of life. When we gasp for air, we are really gasping for life, which is our need to be different and more lovable. We have many diseases in which we gasp for air and that is truly our gasp for life. If we understand our ancient beliefs we can use them to help us live a better life of learning and peace.

Learning to live a life of joy and excitement is our challenge. Why would we ever want to live the agony of fear and pain? Jealousy is a dramatic challenge for our thinking mind and our Soul as we mature and grow as a human being. These feelings of fear present us with a life that is our dramatic challenge to learn, grow, and change within. Usually we do not acknowledge our own inner challenges, which means we cannot change what we cannot accept within our thinking mind as needing to be changed to allow ourselves the happiness that we deserve.

Integrity - The Authentic Self

We all want to find ourselves but many people don’t know how – therefore we can create a fictional role for ourselves and literally set out to put our role in place physically.

          When we become conscious that we are playing roles, we will usually stop and look at ourselves. We want to be sincere as we live the image of self, but how can we be sincere and truthful about who we are, if we do not know who we are? So we play roles, which covers up the integrity of our Spirit Consciousness as we establish “images” of who we think we are or who we want to be.

          Playing a role requires imagination and quick thinking to keep yourself from falling on your face. We make ourselves who we are by the way we think, behave, speak, and interact on our stage of life. We can never blame another person for the level of our reality that we create. Yet we only want to accept personal responsibility for those things in our life that support our personal image of who we think we are.

Human Consciousness - Our Most Valuable Asset

Spirit is a level of taking one's inspiration, one's dreams, one's brilliant ideas and putting them into action in the physical world.  In understanding human consciousness you must understand that spirit can only be understood when it is manifested through the actions of your physical life. You do not evolve to live in physical form as spirit beings; you evolve in physical form to act as spirit beings in the physical world. Do you understand?

The evolution of human consciousness has a level of pure spirit. In this level of returning to the energy of the Creator you still have many, many levels of consciousness to walk, to evolve.

As you have spent many billions of years evolving your thoughtforms, your physical body, your soul memory and your spirit through the dark side of the soul, through the physical side of the soul, you will now have the opportunity and the responsibility for living as integrated consciousness upon earth, creating for yourself a heaven to enjoy, a heaven to expand into your true magnifi­cence, using the power of spirit in the physical manifestation of physical life.

It is a pattern within the mind of the intellect that separates the human con­sciousness into the physical, the soul and the spirit, and does not see that it is one at all times and it is one with earth and it is one with the Creator. Earth is the manifestation of the physical. Your physical being is forever dependent upon the purity of the energy of earth.

Your soul is dependent upon your lessons, your experiences, and your events— all coming together to help you learn the lessons of evolution, the lesson of changing the level of human consciousness. And as you change the level of human consciousness through the energy of the consciousness of the soul, it becomes pure in love, in truth and in the perfection of the lesson at that time. It evolves into spirit energy.

All lessons must begin in the physical and move into soul and into spirit—which then must be manifested upon earth, completing the cycle of energy of learning to be human.

The human consciousness is your most valuable asset in your evolutionary cycle. It will protect you; it will inspire you; it will motivate you; it will elevate you; it will allow you the wisdom and the ingenuity to create what you want if you understand the focus of your own human consciousness. This consciousness must work in unison with the collective consciousness of humani­ty; and it must work in unison with the collective consciousness of earth; and it must work in unity with the collective consciousness of spirit.

You are integrated into energy streams and you cannot be separated from each other or self. When the human consciousness understands self as separate as did the human consciousness when it looked at breath, when it looked at vision, when it looked at separate parts of the human body and focused upon that part as a god of human form—it began the concept, the pattern of separation.

This pattern must be changed, must be released to understand that you are a Higher Universal Mana, integrated at all times within self and within the Universe and within the mesocosm of community, of world, of nation. And you are at all times integrated into the energy of earth.

This is your heritage: it cannot be separated from your human consciousness because it is the heritage of the consciousness of earth that allows you to be human. You must understand, acknowledge and use in unity these three consciousness energies of the mind in order to fully become human upon earth, to become a Higher Universal Mana consciousness.

Starting from Birth is the Ideal Time and Place

Building of the body begins at conception. This first period of Earth existence for us is laying the foundation for the remainder of our physical lives. We are placing our building blocks. We will use these building blocks in the continued growth of our body, mind, and Spirit. There is no other way. We start creating our reality the moment we are born. The Soul that enters as an infant is aware of the lessons of its life. The understanding of these lessons starts to dissolve gradually as the belief system is being structured. The older the child becomes the more clouded its choice of lessons will become. We must learn to consciously keep the channels open to the infant Soul memories. Our world is becoming better at this.

An infant will be in constant communication with the Universal Consciousness. Communication is a reality through infancy but starts to fade during the years from four to seven. Parents should encourage the child to stay open to the Spirit communication of his or her world. This communication needs to be understood and supported. Communication with the Souls of friends and loved ones does not mean that the child needs to see a psychiatrist. The child must be supported in understanding the normal Spirit communication that he or she is capable of living on Earth as a direct reflection from his/her past human lives. Open-mindedness is a trait to be cherished and consciously preserved. Starting from birth is the ideal time and place. Picking up these lessons in mid-life becomes a challenge within itself. Releasing a firmly planted belief system is the challenge to understanding life in the adult mind. Cherish our infants, love them, communicate with them and allow them the freedom of expression. This does not mean that the adults must be controlled by the child. A disciplined structure should be provided in which they can feel safe in being their own imaginative selves. Discipline and structure are truly manifestations of love. We should all love our children, and guide them into a loving adult life.

The Journey Home

As we become aware of ourselves, other people, nature, earth, and the universe, we expand our conscious awareness of the relationship that exists between all of us as living beings that are evolving. We release our subconscious fears and begin to love our life and ourselves as we expand our consciousness of our internal wisdom, truth, love, and equality.

In traditional medicine, technology now allows physicians to "photograph" radiologically the body and the brain into extremely thin slices to detect disease as well as the function of the human body. Our consciousness also exists in extremely thin levels of electromagnetic energy that are just beginning to be detected but are not yet understood by science. Science can now find people who use their left brain and others who use both the left and right brain to a degree. For many years we have been living the transition from our left brain to our right brain, and as the technology of science expands, our understanding will expand and we will soon be able to validate the transition that we are experiencing. We could be understood now if the perception of the scientific mind understood the invisible soul and spirit consciousness.

The Beginning of Change and Growth

Living our truth is the essence of us as human beings who want to grow, change, and prosper in our physical lives. Love, truth, and equality are the structure of our physical body, thinking mind, and human emotional design, and we cannot live truth without constructing our mind into an equal thinking and emotional design that functions smoothly in the adaptability of our human life. Asking ourselves who we are and who we want to be is the beginning of change and growth. But the secret of this exercise is being truthful with ourself and the challenges that we have not faced as we have lived this life. Everyone has some challenges, even if we have denied them and stuffed them into the recesses of our brain. Our lessons are very apparent to other people as a general rule, but we can look at ourselves throughout an entire lifetime and not be capable of seeing and identifying the lessons we do not know and may be trying to learn.

How do we access the soul consciousness, the inner self from within the physical world?

If man can open his mind to the understanding of the infinite, he will cease to know fear. Releasing fear allows the eternality of love to enter. It allows acceptance of the infinite, inner self and the enfinite, higher self.

Acknowledging the inner self brings a peaceful calmness that will prevail at all costs within your life. Peace and calm will prevail because you will accept the perfection of the consciousness energy of man on a Universal level. Acknowledging the higher self will allow joy to overshadow all other emotions. When you are faced with sadness within the physical world, you will know and understand the peace and joy of the soul and spirit consciousness in evolution.

How does man access the soul consciousness, the inner self from within the physical world? This is not the “quick fix” process that man loves. It must be approached with enthusiasm, joy, and diligent effort. You must become an inner explorer who is willing to look at SELF objectively and without judgment. 

First, man must have the will and intent to be open which will allow him to look at himself objectively and without judgment.  He must understand that he is more than a physical being. He must acknowledge that he has an outer being, an inner being and a higher being that is the total composite of self.

Second, man must release his belief system. This is a valuable goal that may need to be worked on as Karma for many lifetimes before it is totally successful. Releasing all beliefs allow man to stay open to the energies within SELF and around SELF. If man can release the concept of a belief system, he will not replace one belief system with another in his attempt to be open. We should always sense the information that feels true to us and examine it. If it truth from a higher level, it will be understood on a soul level. The soul understanding will become a conscious understanding, if the soul is open to hearing, feeling, and seeing.  Do not allow all information that the physical mind is exposed to, to become a belief of the conscious mind. Truth will become an understanding of the soul consciousness and will not have the restrictive properties of a physical belief. Soul understanding becomes a sense. Man will not be able to always verbalize a soul understanding. A belief is always able to be verbalized.

The external mind is the witness and can recite the witnessing as a physical reality. The internal mind is the sense of knowing. It is the knower. The inner mind is the subconscious mind, the psychic. The higher mind is the master, the integrator of all understanding. The higher mind is the unconscious mind.

The third step is to develop an inner silence. It is through the inner silence that man enters the inner mind. This inner silence allows new images, new awareness, new understandings, and a new consciousness to develop and begin its integration with the physical self. 

The Human Design of Spirit Consciousness, Part 2

We rebirth our externally focused mind as we shift into the internally focused mind that is open to integration with our female loving emotions. Our dual soul is symbolized by two circles resting next to each other. As the male mind begins its internal integration with the female loving emotions we begin to create the infinity symbol, which is the truth of our infinity as a spirit consciousness that lives eternally through its Human Design. Once we understand this symbol, we understand that death is not an end to life, but it is a new beginning of life in a new physical design. Because of our eternal life, we live many lives in both our male and female focus of the physical design, which allows our our dual soul to live the lessons from both perceptions and interpretations of life. This dual sexual images also are reflecting to us our dual soul image of the male mind and female loving emotions. We are reflective human beings by our dual soul design because until we can understand both of our reflections, we will not be able to understand our dual soul and our dual soul female loving emotions and their pattern of integration. Our sexual patterns of procreation are always showing us the importance of integrating our dual soul male mind and dual soul female loving emotions.

Our Trinity of Consciousness is the chemical design of the fractal pattern of us that is eternally related to nature, Earth, and the Universe and that we reflect into the form and structure of our physical matter as a Human Design. Because we are not consciously using our Trinity of Consciousness in the dual soul pattern of our thinking male mind, we learn to conform and to repeat what we believe to be relevant to us as human beings. This means that we have not even begun to live the unlimited potential of our thinking mind in a balanced and loving ontology of life. In fact we literally deny our personal responsibility for any and all of our physical actions, because we do not recognize that we reflect our male thinking mind into our physical behavior as a part of our Human Design, which we have the power to mutate with external chemicals that are not a part of our chemical design. Our thinking mind, loving emotions, and spirit senses are controlled by the chemicals that we routinely breathe, drink, and eat. If we are taking street drugs or pharmaceutical drugs, we are changing the true balance of our chemical pattern of spirit consciousness. Our chemical intake then reacts within our male mind, female loving emotions, and spirit senses, to interfere with the conscious awareness of our Human Design as Spirit Beings.

The Human Design of Spirit Consciousness

For some eons of time we have all been worshiping an external God. Many people today are referring to the external image of God as Spirit. Other people are struggling to understand what Consciousness is.  A common thread in the human search to understand “God” or “Spirit” or “Consciousness” is our externally focused mind that separates one concept from another than understanding the unity of all energy. Essentially God is not separate from Spirit or from Consciousness and our Spirit Consciousness is not separate from our physical body.  The secret of all humans, nature, earth, and the universe is that we are one as a chemical design. Our function is different. But our chemical design is 99.9% identical. Since science understands this concept from defining the chemical pattern of our DNA, it is important that we begin to look at the integration and unity that we are designed to share with all living matter upon earth.

Our Human Design is a chemical design first and foremost. Our chemical design is a fractal pattern of the Universe, Earth, and nature. The chemical design of us follows a beautiful pattern as a dual soul, that is created as a male mind and female loving emotions, and our infinite spirit senses that are enfolded into the physical matter of our human body. It is the trinity of our male mind, female loving emotions, and female spirit senses that create the human design of our spirit consciousness. Our spirit consciousness completes itself in its human design by enfolding its chemical patterns into the human design of our physical body. This means that as we live, we live as a quadrivium of our spirit chemical design with our male mind thinking and our thoughts being acted out by our physical design.

Our Spirit Consciousness is always a trinity of the male mind, female loving emotions, and the infinite spirit senses. Our spirit senses are the internal cellular form of the Spirit Consciousness in communication with the dual soul of our male mind that has separated itself from the female loving emotions and its conscious awareness of the spirit senses. This is why we have believed that we only have five physical senses. But our human design that has been designed through the chemical patterns of our spirit consciousness is complete in its design with the one exception of the male mind. Our physical lives have all been focused upon the expansion of our dual soul  male mind. When the male mind separated itself from the female loving emotions, it began its journey of negativity and fear. When we separate ourselves from the internal dual soul design of our loving emotions, we have no choice except to live our fear until the male mind can expand itself out of its external focus upon fear.

As we awaken our male mind to our female loving emotions, we automatically begin our internal journey into our Spirit Consciousness as the trinity of our male mind, female loving emotions, and spirit senses to gradually learn the fine art of integration and unity. As a human design, we have never been shooting stars. We must live and learn gradually as we allow our male mind to open itself to its unlimited thinking potential. As our male mind gradually opens, it begins its integration with the female loving emotions. As the male mind and female loving emotions become integrated, the dual soul gradually integrates with the spirit senses. This is the pattern of evolution for our dual soul into spirit consciousness. As we expand fully as a trinity of consciousness, we become conscious of ourselves as a Spirit Consciousness living in the chemical cellular design of our human physical matter.

Becoming One: Our Genetic Journey

From the time that we are young we search for a mother, father, or best friend. As we grow older we begin to see ourself as incomplete if we don't have a lover. The male seeks the female and the female seeks the male. The male seeks the male and the female seeks the female. What does it mean when we feel that we "need" a relationship to survive?

For our soul we are simply living the reflection of our genetic journey. It is through the physical experience that we learn, which has the power to change our genetic lessons in the next life. Our perception of genetics as being our family heritage has some validity but it is not the entire explanation. We choose our parents, which means we also choose the genetics that we need to work through our soul lessons. Our lessons are karmic for the soul, which means they are not completely learned. In becoming one with the genes that support us in our physical life, our soul continues with its genetic journey. Our genetic journey reflects into our physical journey.

We attract intimate relationships into our lives by the magnetism of our physical genetic structure. It is the interplay of relationships that continues to support our genetic structure throughout a lifetime as we become one in our mind and emotional consciousness. Our physical genetics, as part of our physical experience, is not separate from our dual soul mind and emotions or our spirit consciousness. We are one energy at all times.

We judge our self-worth by our ability to become one with another person. Our sense of unity in intimate relationships can cast an illusion of happiness over our life when deep down inside we are crying tears of loneliness. Our behavior reflects our level of growth. As our level of growth changes, our genes can jump from one chromosome to another and take on a different role within our genetic system, thus changing the pattern of our life and our behavior.

Understanding the mirror image that we cast into our relationships will help us understand why we attract the type of people into our lives who create chaos instead of unity. The shadow of our image is a magnetic energy that draws others to us in a physical unity that may not reflect the part of our mind and emotions that we truly want to attract. But our karmic soul lessons are using the magnetism of our genes that will fulfill the purpose of our soul lesson. In becoming one with another person we are being given the opportunity to help other souls with the same karmic lesson. It is the unity of like physical genes that reflects the soul connections that we live.

The major issue with our magnetic attraction is that we have been taught to attract others through the sexual attractiveness of our physical body instead of a like mind and emotion. When we focus only upon the sexual attraction we never reach mental and emotional unity, because the attraction is a fleeting sense that has no stability. Yet marriages that produce children always have a genetic purpose for our soul. When we find ourselves in frequent relationships that repeat old dramas, we become conscious of our need to look at ourself. The genes of our mind and emotions are embedded in our beliefs and fears.

Looking at ourself and our sexuality is probably the most challenging mental and emotional task that we will ever face. Old beliefs will jump to the surface of our mind, bringing up guilt, sin, fear, and perhaps even a sense of revulsion. These old beliefs have the power to send us into an emotional  shutdown that paralyzes our thinking. But we must remember that sex has had an "under the sheets" mentality until the last few decades and the genetics of our mind and emotions is holding on tightly to old beliefs. There are still many cultures that physical practice this mentality and are unable to open their minds and hearts to becoming one.

How can we possibly unite our minds when we are still struggling to unite our bodies in harmony and rhythm? Our physical reality is the reflection of our mind and emotions. In observing the separateness of the male and female, religions, sciences, our physical body by the medical profession, the belief in the separateness of our physical being, the belief in the separateness of our soul mind and emotions, and spirit consciousness, we begin to wonder how we will ever become one again. As science embarks upon genetic alterations of humans, animals, and plants we an be separated permanently from the genetic roots of our spirit consciousness and chaos will prevail. In effect, science uses microscopic approach in an attempt to dissect the details of humanity, instead of accepting the macroscopic realization that we are all one.

Healing Self

I am taking some time out of my other writing to blog for a short time. I love writing, which is what I actually do with most of my time. I am just finishing books number 9 and 10, which are both on Neural Depolarization, which is a healing technique that I use with clients and that I have used since I was an infant to heal myself. I call my technique NDP, which is short for Neural Depolarization. As an RN I have never seen a technique that is easier and more thorough than NDP, When I first moved to NC in 2004, I had two patients come to see me that were both told they would die very soon. Both patients had death staring them in the face. One patient had a huge malignant brain tumor and the other patient had a malignant liver tumor. They are both well now and healthy as they live their normal lives. I first saw both of these clients eight years ago on the verge of imminent death.

I am writing this because we have such a high instance of cancer in our world and people are dying from this disease on a daily basis. We do not have to die of cancer, but if we don’t want to die of cancer, we have to learn how to save ourselves with the foods that we eat, the water that we drink, and the air that we breathe. I have not kept track of how many people I have helped to heal themselves of cancer but it is well into the hundreds during my lifetime. To heal you must want to heal, know that you can heal yourself, and apply the rules of healing that I provide, which are a group of changes in eating, drinking, and thinking. and you must have NDP to free your body of the disease. Many men come to me with prostate cancer. This is a devastating disease for a man to endure. But prostate cancer, liver cancer, breast or uterine cancer are all fairly easy to heal especially if I can work with the disease before drugs are used or radiation is used, which adds insult to an already injured organ.

My concept of life is in the living, ----nurturing ourselves with good clean air, organic food, pure water, and good friends. Friends are a very real factor in living a long life. The second factor is happiness. The third factor is always eating as close to a true and pure nature as possible, drink only pure water, love your friends and family as you let them love you. Love in itself is a healing energy. Our healing energies come from the purity of the water that we drink, the air that we breathe, the foods that we eat, and the people that we hang out with during our lifetime. Honest and supportive family and friends are essential to our health and happiness. If we have family or friends that we cannot trust to speak truth to us they can compromise the energy of our entire life.

Lying, cheating, and stealing are all negative energies that we must protect ourselves from being around. These energies are detrimental to our health and happiness, unless we can recognize them and protect ourselves from taking on their energy as our energy. We always have the power to change our friends, but we do not have the power usually to change our family members. Although being a good example to our family and friends can create change within both our family and friends, this can require time and patience which every life is worth. Once we discover the energy of love, we can begin to live our love as our normal personality, which can easily make our life much easier for us. Caring about people and loving people are how we collect love and happiness into our life with great abundance. If we can’t love other people, we will not attract love into our life. The more love that we can feel from other people, the more love we will create to share with other people. We cannot share what we do not have within us and can freely live. Sharing love brings us many gifts of energy from the rest of the world. Love and sharing love are both ways for us to teach other people how to love us in return.

If we live with dishonesty, fear, and untruth, we are setting ourselves up to have a dramatic life. Anyone that spends their life lying, cheating, and stealing cannot be living a Spiritual life. These energy fields of lying, cheating, and stealing are all energies that we must protect ourselves from as we live in the physical world and we interact with other people. If we live our lives through lying, cheating, and stealing, we will disarm any loving energy that is within us and change our internal energy to support our lying, cheating, and stealing thinking and behaviors. Most of us are familiar with these precise levels of energy, either within our own behaviors or within other people’s behavior. We cannot be Spiritual people and live these negative behaviors at the same time. I have known many people who live these behaviors and at the same time they talk about being Spiritual, which of course can’t happen as the energies that they are living are the precise opposite energies to the loving Spirit. This helps us to understand that when we lie, cheat, and steal, we are the precise opposite of Spiritual as lethal human beings.

Lethal human beings can merrily live their lives thinking they are “Spiritual Beings,” but instead of spreading love and happiness around them, they are spreading fear, anger, and hate. The individuals that are involved in this charade are many times unaware of what they are sharing and how it makes other people feel during conversations. We should always evaluate ourselves and become conscious of the truth of our own internal energy. When we are living with fear, we will always take advantage of other people’s kindness. When we are living untruth, we will always take advantage of other people’s need to seek truth. Taking the time to sit down and write about the truth of our own behavior helps us to identify the lies that we are living and helps us to understand what we must change before we can be a Spiritual being.

Lying, cheating, and stealing are all negative behaviors and any time that we are living these behaviors we cannot live as a Spiritual Being, because our energies will be opposite energies to the Ethical loving behaviors. When we mislead ourselves about the truth of our own personal behaviors, it does not make us Spiritual, but it does make us slide downward into the negative part of our mind which prevents any Spiritual Energy being present within us as we live. Our life is always our own creation, even when we steal from other people. Living the energy of our own world is the truth of what we do and who we are. If we want to be loving Spiritual individuals, we must live our Spirituality, which means that we never at any time steal anything, lie about anything, or misrepresent ourselves as something that we are not.

We can only heal ourselves through the loving energy of our Spirit Self. As we live anger, fear, hate, or any other negative energy we are betraying our own loving energy, which will throw us off balance, make us sick, and perhaps lead to our death. We must always live the love, truth, and equality of our Spiritual Design to heal ourselves.

My Concept of Life

My concept of life is in the living, nurturing ourselves with good clean air, organic food, pure water, and good friends. Friends are a very real factor in living a long life. The second factor is happiness. The third factor is always eating as close to a true and pure nature as possible, drink only pure water, love your friends and family as you let them love you. Love in itself is a healing energy. Our other healing energies come from the purity of the water that we drink, the air that we breathe, the foods that we eat, and the people that we hang out with during our lifetime. Honest and supportive family and friends are essential to our health and happiness. If we have family and friends that we cannot trust to speak truth to us they can compromise the energy of our entire life.

Lying, cheating, and stealing are all negative energies that we must protect ourselves from being around. These energies are detrimental to our health and happiness, unless we can recognize them and protect ourselves from taking on their energy as our energy. We always have the power to change our friends, but we do not have the power usually to change our family members. Although being a good example to our family and friends can create change within both our family and friends, this can require time and patience which "life" is worth. Once we discover the energy of love, we can begin to live our love as our normal personality, which can easily make our life much easier for us. Caring about people and loving people are how we collect love and happiness into our life with great abundance. If we can't love other people, we will not attract love into our life. The more love that we can feel from other people, the more love we will create to share with other people. We cannot share what we do not have within us and can live freely. Sharing love brings us many gifts of energy from the rest of the world. Love and sharing love are both ways for us to teach other people how to love us in return.

Neural Depolarization and the Satisfaction of Healing

Hello everyone! I am sorry that I have been distracted from my blog lately because I was in the process of completing two new books on Neural Depolarization which I have been writing for a while. It does feel good to have them complete and to know that people can have the benefit of what I teach to help themselves heal many forms of disease and discomfort.  Our human body is such a delight with all of its many systems working together to make us human beings that are using our internal energy to get well.  I did this form of healing on myself when I was a very young child with Rheumatic Fever.  I healed my Rheumatic Fever, and I have proceeded to become the mother of six wonderful children and to continue living the life that I have designed for myself.

Neural Depolarization is the technique that I used as a child to heal the intense pain of my Rheumatic Fever. I have had a goal to tell this story to help other people learn how to heal themselves. I spent many years having six children, helping them to grow up and create their own lives, and I have worked as an R.N. to fulfill the other goals in my life of helping people. There is a very satisfying feeling within me when I can heal another person and watch them go on with their life and live from their loving heart. I am also trying to teach people the true meaning of their energy field and how to use it. This is a time when we begin to realize that our mind is everything, so we will not even begin to “tell a lie” or to do anything else to suppress our internal energy field, but we can expand how we use our own internal energy and use it to enhance our own life and health.

These two books bring my writing up to ten books, I think.  We can heal ourselves, and knowing how to do this is very important. I have talked about different aspects of healing ourselves in all of my books, and at the present time I also do classes in Neural Depolarization, the technique that I teach to heal our body, mind, and Spirit self.

Learning is Vital to our Growth because How We Think is Who We Are

Happy New Year!  As we begin our countdown for 2012 it is important that we begin this countdown by looking intensely at ourselves. Are we being who we want to be? Being who we want to be is not by any stretch of the imagination attempting to be someone else. Our goal is to expand our own energy into who we want to be. This is an internal exercise of our thinking mind, in conjunction with the rest of our brain and our body. We can never attempt to copy another person and be successful in our own personal growth potential, because each of us are individual people with our past, present, and future already living its human design in the precise pattern of the evolution that we have created for ourselves. If we attempt to copy someone else, we are setting an external energy in motion to abort ourselves.

When we are ignorant enough to "abort" our thinking mind, loving emotions, sensory capability, and our physical body, we are not being loving to our internal "Dual Soul and Spirit energy, and we are showing ourselves what we have not learned about our Eternal Dual Soul and Spirit energy. We learn about our own internal Dual Soul and Spirit by living our physical lives with a consciousness that never fades. It is important for us to look at every lesson that we have lived, see the wisdom of what the lesson has taught us, evaluate the lesson carefully and move it forward by several steps. We create our own reality is not just five words. These five little words are the substance and definition of our physical lives as we live them, learn from them, and consciously expand them into greater and greater levels of consciousness as our Spirit and Soul Energy are expanded and accepted. Always remember, "We are our own creation." How we think, so we are.

In the beginning of my grade school experience, I will always remember the teacher who stood in front of the class every day and greeted us with the phrase, "How we think is who we are and this is why learning is vital to our growth. My teacher's name was Ava Williams. As she taught us to think and to love ourselves I thought that her name, "Ava," meant that she was an angel teaching us how to be Spiritual or Heavenly Beings. My beliefs helped me to remember every word that she said to us, and as a six-year-old, I knew in my heart that she was speaking absolute truth, which meant that I needed to remember everything that she said. Of course her teachings related strictly to what she was supposed to be teaching us, in conjunction with State Law, but my way of thinking certainly did help my brain memorize. And the memory of this experience has always been a vital support within my thinking mind as I have grown and changed and learned to appreciate energy, especially the energy of love which comes from our Spirit Consciousness.

The Joy of Life and the Utopia of Our Solar System

Life is our Joy! Health is our Joy! Truth is our Joy! Whenever I think about the human species and the multiple levels of human energy that is prevalent in our physical reality as a human society, I have to wonder how long it is going to take "mankind and womankind" to awaken to living the Ethical Values as our Joy of Life. The Ethical Values dictate to us as human beings that we never lie, cheat, and steal if we want to be living our Spiritual Design. Anytime that anyone lives any energy that is not coming from the Ethical Values, we cast negative energy into the energy reality of Earth, which causes multiple fluctuations in the way that Earth itself functions. As each person lives their negative energy, we overpower the positive energy that all human beings should be living. When we look at the energies of lying, cheating, and stealing that many people live as their routine level of energy, we begin to see how very important it is for us to grow and change. Negative energy has a negative effect on us as human beings, on Earth, and the negative energy supports the negative energy that happens on Earth. Each of us adds to either the positive or the negative energies of Earth. Earth is designed to be the Utopia of our solar system.