Inner Hope and Faith

In the most challenging times there will be a consciousness of a tiny, joyful light within. This light is the vision of hope that shines with total undaunted faith within self to overcome all odds and be successful.

Despite the level of conscious physical awareness and the "circumstances" of life, the power of that inner hope and faith will allow you to move forward. The soul and spirit will focus on the energy of freedom rather than the opposite energy of  the victim consciousness. With your focus on freedom and not on the dramas of life, you can create a new life within the physical world that you know.

Freedom is an internal acknowledgement more than an external reality.

The Soul Recognizes only Today

Hope in our world is our Spirit Energy - the motivation of life. Without Spirit (hope) there is no freedom in life. Locking ourselves into the concept of "mental and emotional imprisonment" at any moment of our life is a disadvantage. We are born as humans to enjoy change. We must be willing to live with spontaneity. We should live with joy, hope, and action every moment of our lives. If there is no joy in what we are doing, why are we doing it?

Life is to be lived with joy in each moment that we live. There is no tomorrow. There is only today, because that is what you are focused upon. If our life does not offer us the joy and happiness that we deserve, on a day to day basis, something is out of balance in what we are doing with our life. Do not look at the rest of the world and judge it. The rest of the world is not responsible for where we are in our lives. Look within yourself. Look inside, to see if you are constantly learning and expanding your mind. Do you truly know you? You have created what you have. If what we have created is making us unhappy and is not what we want, we must evaluate our life and risk the change that is necessary. Our point of power is in the present. If we fear change, we will be stuck exactly where we are, which is how decay and disease sets itself into our life. There is no other way.

It is us to us to enhance the beauty of life.

Events may appear to you to be accidents, but they are not.

Events may appear to you to be accidents, but they are not. They are part of a design that you have chosen. The vibrations of the energy will be relative to your choice as we energetically flow out into the Universe.

If you want to affect people who are far removed from you, you are going to choose within your life a drama that will seize your attention and the attention of other people. You can compare a life event to taking a pebble and dropping it into the water. If you drop a small pebble into a still pond you will produce vibrations and these vibrations will move peacefully and gently out into the water. If you take a big rock and you drop it into the pond you can see those vibrations change. The force of the rock will create waves that swell up and die down only to swell again with more force as they create their own energy.

You will choose dramas in life according to how many people you want to affect. You will get your own attention by the weight of the drama. The expansiveness of the drama that you choose will create your relationship to your life. Dramas are always collective choices. The energy of the individuals will be as both passive and active participants. If you are the one who is dropping the rock you are the active participant. If you are struck by the rock as the water is, you are an active participant. If you are the one that is affected by the waves you are a passive participant.

You have chosen to be a participant because by your involvement, you have the opportunity to change your consciousness level in life by the precipitating energy of the active participants. All of life is created by the interaction of relationships. Therefore, there can be multiple active participants and multiple passive participants, depending upon the nature of the event.

If there is an airplane accident and 86 people are instantly killed, you will have 86 active participants. If there are people that are killed in the crash on the ground, they too are active participants. The passive participants will include all of the people that are related to those that are killed. They will experience the strongest vibration and, therefore, are in varying levels of active and passive participation. The levels of vibrations will then spread out to all passive participants who felt an effect from the energy of the event and the deaths. This will include those who read of the incident, saw it on television, listened to an account being reported on the radio, or heard the story through a friend. Others may not know of the event and will have no effect at all from the energy. Do you see the effect and how the energy vibrations will change from a dramatic swelling to a smooth surface? Dramas are always opportunities to change from one level of conscious awareness to another. You change from one level of consciousness to another by an increased awareness of events and people, an openness to emotion and feeling, and by the exposure to new experiences.

(To learn more about the profound and beautiful lessons we learn through all relationships - read Sharing: Self Discovery in Relationships.)

The Emotional Lessons Confronted in Family Relationships

It is a belief in our world that the male should be strong and therefore not show emotion. This is a belief that family relationships challenge. If the male fails to show emotion, he denies his soul and spirit energy. If the female fails to show emotion, she denies her soul and spirit energy.

Family relationships offer the male an opportunity to be in touch with the soul and spirit energy of emotion. If the male denies the family relationship, he is denying the challenge of emotion. He is creating resistance to his soul and spirit energy within. This is also true of the female, but the male is used as an example because of the belief system in our culture that creates a learned resistance.

Some people who fear emotion will also fear family relationships, friends, and all other interaction with people. These people become the criminals in our world because they act without emotion. They live without emotion. They deny the soul and spirit energy within and they react only as physical beings. They do not love themselves and therefore they have no love for other people. These are lessons that are confronted within family relationships. If the denial remains as the controlling force within the physical life, the physical life will be focused upon fear of interaction secondary to the fear of emotion. These people will easily indulge in physical crimes against the physical body.

The total absence of feelings and emotions of the heart allow physical atrocities as lessons.In the spirit sense this is a choice of both participants, although this is a challenge for us to understand. If we observe the murders in our world, we will find many of them occur between family members or friends. The spirit energy of unconditional love agrees to the lesson which will trigger the emotion within. The event may even be chosen as a Karmic lesson for both participants. Understanding the lesson will balance the emotion within for all passive participants. This safety net of unconditional love is much stronger than our imagination is capable of understanding.

Our Body That Is Our Joy

Internally we know that our physical self is fragile. It is this realization that allows us to be compulsively concerned with our physical health. The ego is at all times conscious that if we become aware of who we are, change will have an effect upon our belief in our physical reality. The ego knows that it is as finite as our physical body and it fears for itself and the body in which it lives. It is from our intellectual view of reality that our beliefs are created from the primitive perceptions within our developing soul mind.

Our body that is our joy has been created by the slowing down of soul and spirit energy to magnetize physical matter. Each time that we choose to become physical, we design a physical body that will support us in our life design of lessons. We learned the pattern for our physical development during the first dimension of our creation, when we very methodically and with total freedom of choice chose the perfect elements for our human form.

We are an electromagnetic energy of Spirit consciousness. When we began to slow down and magnetize matter, we polarized our self into our personal pattern of evolution. We designed our physical pattern to integrate our mind and body with nature, allowing us to stay in a total harmony and rhythm with the evolution of Earth and the Universe.

Personal Creation

There is no mystery to our lives. We have always been the same soul and spirit that we are today. The only difference is the focus of our mind and emotions. As human beings, we are created as a dual soul of male and female consciousness. In our male consciousness we have not been aware that we have a female consciousness and a Spirit consciousness that are guiding us every moment of our lives. As we change to our female focus, we become conscious of the actualization of our dual soul consciousness. What has been concealed from us is revealed to us as we integrate with our female consciousness. In our female consciousness we can access our Spirit consciousness. We can never access our Spirit consciousness while we live in our limited male consciousness of the intellect and ego because of our limiting and concealing beliefs.

As we remove our concealing beliefs that we have created from our ancient and primitive superstitions, symbols, myths, and rituals, we reveal the beauty and power of our Trinity of consciousness. Expanding our consciousness by removing our beliefs is just the beginning of our consciousness expansion. As we live our love we create a different life on earth. We begin to nurture ourselves, each other, our planet Earth, nature, and we will also begin to nurture our relationship with the universe. As we understand ourselves, we will understand the universe.

As we open to the realization of ourselves and our connection with the universe, we will define the universe from the fractal pattern of our consciousness and physical design. We are a precise fractal pattern of the universe. As we begin to understand our cellular structure the pattern of our life will reveal the secrets of the universe. As we understand ourselves and open to the knowledge of the universe, we will put to rest all of the illusions that our immature male consciousness has created as its illusions of reality.

Our interpretation of the physical experiences of our life have all been formed from our limited intellect and ego. Our beliefs have mutated our experiences and given us a concealed or veiled impression of ourself and our reality. We have created everything on Earth from the thoughts that live within our mind and that are limited by our beliefs and fears. Once we have a thought our next step is to create the thought as our physical reality. Therefore each and every thing that we use today as the fruits of our technology began as a thought in someone's mind. When we create from our beliefs and our fears, we create illusion or we conceal our behavior and our creation. This is the story of our criminal minds. Each day we live with the creations of technology that had its foundation in the thought of some clever and advanced soul mind.

All things on Earth began with thought, even the creation of new life. In our male consciousness, new life was triggered by a physical desire for sex. In our female consciousness, our love created the new life into human form and then nursed the child into an expansion of the mind, emotions, and body. Therefore, we have constantly lived with the precise pattern of creation. There is no mystery left to the creation of human life. What we continue to conceal with our religious beliefs is the soul's constant return to its eternal life in physical form. Our belief in only one life limits our perception of reality as our personal creation.

What if we are responsible for everything about our life, our growth, our change, and our health?

Our chemical design creates the interactive interaction that we constantly live as our energy design in matter.  It is our chemical design that gives us health and happiness as our physical choice of living.  Disease always comes from the chemical design within our physical body being in a state of imbalance.  When our chemical design is in a state of imbalance, the chemical cellular structure that creates our physical body cannot maintain its balance, and it collapses into some form of disease.  Any form of medicine that does not recreate our precise chemical balance will bring about our death if it is continued past the point of no return for our cellular health.  Our cells remember the importance of certain chemicals to our balance and our health.  When our cells lose their hidden memory, we will forget to eat, drink, and breathe from the chemicals of Nature and Earth, which we are now doing as a human species.

 Why and how can our hidden memory be destroyed?  When we eat foods, drink, or breathe chemicals that do not support the replacement of the necessary chemicals that form the design and function of our cellular structure, we begin to break down the chemical structure and design of our thinking mind and physical body which leads us into disease, old age, and death that allows us to re-create our human body and begin a new physical life as a Spirit Consciousness.

When we live with our religious beliefs of living only one life only to die and be saved, we must ask ourselves what our beliefs mean.  What does it mean to be saved?  Are we being saved from life?  Or are we being saved from the devil?  What is the devil?  Is the devil the part of our thinking mind that refuses to accept that we are responsible for what we eat, drink, breathe, do, think, and believe?  What if we are wrong?  What if we are responsible for everything about our life, our growth, our change, and our health?  What if we are totally responsible for everything that we learn and the precise level of new life conscious awareness that we create?  Can we afford not to change and grow as a human being?  Can we afford as a human species to continue with our disease focus until we genetically change the pattern of our human design? 

Only if we are choosing to continue life on Earth with an intention of total destruction of both humans and Earth. It has already become apparent that we are damaging the chemical land, water, and air of Earth, therefore we are damaging the human species that lives upon Earth.  What is our goal as human beings?  We must change or we will destroy ourselves by the destruction of Earth as our home.  We are interactive beings with the air, water, and land of Earth which provides us with our chemical balance of life.  We are the truth of our interactive interaction with Earth as it provides us with the chemicals of the soil, the water, and the air to sustain our life and well-being.

Emerging into the Truth of Self

To live the energy of saving ourselves, we must accept personal responsibility to learn and to live the entire energy of love as the truth and equality of our own human design.  The value of saving ourselves is the studying of ourselves as Spiritual energy beings that are living eternally as human beings that must learn the truth of themselves through the teachings of Spiritual Philosophy before they can recognize themselves, Earth, and the Universe around them as the energy of "Other Worlds" that exist independently within the energy of Earth.  When we believe that we live only one life, we deny the Spiritual Energy of us that is eternal.

The value of studying Spiritual Philosophy is that it helps us to think more clearly within our thinking mind, which will allow us to emerge from the depths of fear to an understanding of self and the chemical energy that gives us life   As humans we are the most important source of life on Earth as energy beings.  The thinking mind is an emerging consciousness.  It never thinks the same way twice because it is an evolving and expanding energy that is searching for the energy of its own love that is constantly expanding in its growth and change.  Emergence is the pattern of our growth as a thinking mind into Spirit Consciousness that incorporates the thinking mind, loving emotions, and infinite Spirit Senses into one Spirit Consciousness within each human being.

Our physical body emerges from the chemical energy of the sperm and ovum.  As our thinking mind emerges from its cocoon, it is emerging into the truth of itself as the love of our chemical design.  Spiritual Philosophy defines what it means for the “biology” of us to discover the origins of itself as energy and matter.  As we emerge from our external thinking mind into an internal thinking mind and we use our realization of this changing substructure of thought, we begin to see how our thinking mind is expanding its own pattern of self, as consciousness.  As our thinking mind changes, our perception “of self” and life changes.  For example, as our thinking mind is expanding its own pattern of thought it emerges gradually and slowly into a new image of self.  Said another way, as our thinking mind emerges gradually from its physical focus, it begins to see the image of itself as energy that is constantly growing, changing, and morphing into a greater energy field.   

Self-Assessment, Our Internal “Secret Life,” Ego Imaging

When we realize that self-assessment is our path to change and growth, we will no longer fear being truthful with ourselves as we see the negative thinking and behaviors that are holding us back from our growth and change.  Negative behaviors are a challenge for our Dual Soul thinking mind to change.  We have become very familiar with our physical traits and our personality traits that have served us in our physical lives.  Shifting our thinking mind as our Dual Soul into our loving emotions that allows us to live our Ethical Values is our present-day challenge.  We must live our intention to change before we can actually change, and we must remember that our ego is not about truth, love, and equality. 

Our ego will always continue to make us believe that we have changed and that we are now being loving, responsible human beings, even as we lie, cheat, and copy other people.  Many times we mistake manipulation for love. Manipulation is a form of control which we can use with our friends and family and sincerely believe that we are living our love.  In our self-assessment, we must learn to be truthful with ourselves and release our belief that we are perfect as we are, before we can welcome and accept change within ourselves.  Any time that we live with an external perception of life, our thinking mind is manipulating our thoughts and behaviors without our being conscious of the imaging that is taking place in our own physical reality.  As energy beings we remember our past lives, where we have lived, the people that we know, our inequality, separateness, control, judgment, inadequacy, dependency, and manipulation, plus many other negative behaviors. 

 As our thinking mind attempts to always “have its way,” we will bring ancient imaging back into our present day life as our normal behaviors, and we will not have the insight to become conscious of what we are doing.  Therefore if we deny our own controlling behaviors, we will feel certain that no one else will be conscious of our internal “secret life” that is urging us into negative behaviors to fulfill our survival needs.  This manipulation of energy fields that belong to another person is a symptom of our internal fear, which we are attempting to deny as an image of our own energy.  Once we live in fear of our own energy, we will attempt to copy another person’s energy and walk in that person’s shadow.   Energy can always be seen by people who see energy.  Thinking that we can hide our behaviors as an energy vampire is ludicrous for anyone that understands energy.  People who think they are perfect as they are ignore intentional change from birth to death.

What We Learn in Spiritual Philosophy

If we do not understand Spiritual Philosophy, we may think that our relationship to other people is insignificant because we may believe that we will never see the people again so our feelings and treatment of other people does not matter.  Our relationships to other people are basically based upon a reflection of the energy that we produce from our relationship to ourselves.  If we do not like who we are, we will not like other people.  If we are not loving of ourselves, we will not be loving of other people no matter what our relationship is to the individual person.  When we store the hidden memories of hatred, anger, loathing, jealousy, fear, or disdain towards other people it is because we have the same hidden memories towards ourselves.  When we learn Spiritual Philosophy we learn to love who we are and how we relate to other people, Nature, Earth, and the Universe.  As we learn a loving relationship towards all of mankind, Nature, Earth, and the Universe, we elevate the energy within us to love, peace, and equality in all forms of life on Earth.

Because Spiritual Philosophy teaches us the entirety of relationships, it also teaches us the entirety of our relationship to our hidden memories.

Our hidden memories are about the endless lives that we have lived and stored in minutia within our thinking mind, as part of our Dual Soul pattern that we must understand philosophically before we can truly understand ourselves as human beings and our journey of growth and change that is a fractal pattern of our physical lives.  Spiritual Philosophy is the only subject on Earth that teaches us how to understand the hidden memories within our thinking mind and what they mean to our growth and change.  Without this information, we will not want to grow and change, although it is an accepted fact that we are born and we die after living our pattern of growth and change.  No other subject on Earth teaches us how to understand ourselves, our evolutionary growth and change, plus our relationships with other people, Nature, Earth, and the Universe.  If everyone understood our relationship to other people we would never fight wars, contaminate our land, water, and air, or avoid learning.  

Mental Illness and Hidden Memories

When we become conscious of how we literally grow and change from the influence of our internal chemical memories, it becomes easier to understand that we have chemical hidden memories of each and every one of our past lives that are supporting us in this lifetime with the lessons that we must learn.  When we remain unaware of these hidden memories, they can be triggered within our thinking mind and we can simply lose track of the reality of who we are today.  Mental hospitals are full of individuals that are remembering very ancient and primitive hidden memories from other lifetimes that they cannot and will not be able to relate to other human beings in their physical reality of today.  When we begin to understand our hidden memories and the focus of our thinking mind on either the past hidden memories or the present, we will be able to help these individuals to reclaim their lifetimes today and progress in their own evolution of the thinking mind. 

Many times a thinking mind that is not taught to or allowed the freedom to truly think out of the box of our fear beliefs is the mind that reflects back into its own history and begins to live from these hidden memories today.  Our thinking mind is following a pattern of evolution that is constantly attempting to move the mind into different levels of thinking, emotions, and sensing that will allow the thinking mind to become a Trinity of Spirit Consciousness to know itself.  If we focus on simply believing ancient beliefs rather than our growth and change, we can prevent our own evolution and devolve in our next lifetime as a reflection of our devolution in this lifetime.

The hidden memories that are becoming known to our thinking mind today will seem to us to be the reality of our physical existence in this lifetime.  The hidden memories that many people are experiencing today are so real and intense that they will not be able to tell the difference between their physical reality and their hidden memory reality.  A hidden memory is designed and functions the same identical way as our conscious thoughts do. The only difference is that our thinking mind is exploring the neurons that are stored within our brain as our hidden memories rather than sticking to the “point of thinking” that we are using today.  This is a common experience when we are attempting to integrate our thinking mind with our loving emotions. Our thinking mind focuses on approximately 10-30 percent of its developed neurons, which allows us to feel secure in our present-day lesson.  When we are attempting to integrate our thinking mind with our loving emotions, we cannot help but open ourselves to the energy of our past life neurons, as our hidden memories, along the way. 

Once we recognize what we are doing in our neuronal communication, we can write the communication down and know that it is a hidden memory rather than a current event.  Hidden memories are the story of our past and our future thinking, which is something that we must live through to realize that we absolutely do experience more than one physical life in our eternal life.  It is our ancient religious beliefs that are challenged to stay current with the growth of our thinking mind, because when we believe that we live only one life, we cannot explain within our own thinking mind to ourselves where the very different memory is coming from.  When we cannot recognize a source of our hidden memories, we can unconsciously harm ourselves and other people without any realization of what or why we are thinking and doing what we are doing.

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When we believe that we live only one physical lifetime, we cannot understand the instant flashbacks in memory that our thinking mind will experience in its own growth and change.  Therefore, before we can heal our thinking mind of its fear of hidden memories, we must consciously accept that we are eternal Spiritual beings that have lived endless lifetimes in our billions of years on Earth.  As Spiritual beings we are energy and as physical beings we are matter.  To be Spiritual beings we must learn how to use the matter of our physical design through our Spiritual energy design and function.

Self-Disclosure and Our Hidden Memories

Why are we fearful of self-disclosure?  Why are we afraid to analyze the environment of our thinking mind, and realize why we are leading ourselves into fear rather than love? Could it be because we are judging ourselves, which allows us to reflect our internal judgment externally towards other people, while we remain fearful of looking at ourselves and defining the fears that we continue to live?  Our beliefs and behaviors always become the environment that we create within our physical life and that we actively live every moment of our physical lives. In effect, we fear our hidden memories because we believe that we live only one physical life, and we cannot bear to face our own internal self-judgment and fears of not being perfect in the reflection of our physical image of who we are into the environment that we live within.

It is hard for us to accept that our hidden memories are always being made known to us internally and that these same hidden memories can be responsible for the life choices that we make and live.  As we think and speculate about who we are in this physical world of Earth, we are aware of only a very small fraction of the energy that makes us human and that we live day by day in our physical lives.  Our internal image of ourselves only focuses on the ego concepts of who we think we are, and not on the external image of our relationship to and with our fellow human beings.  Yet every day that we live and interact with other people, we are reflecting a composite picture of the truth of who we are, despite the fact that our ego will at the same time be furiously painting another picture of ourselves within our thinking mind that will allow us to feel superior or inferior to our family, friends, and acquaintances.  

Our Journey Into Love

Many people think they are living the truth while they are lying, cheating, and stealing. We don’t see learning to live truth as a lesson. And we don’t see the other aspects – lying, cheating, and stealing – as lessons. These are patterns of acting out rebellion within the soul. Some people don’t seem to know there is such a concept as truth. Truth for our soul is a truth we have to learn and live through our physical experience.

There are all levels of truth. But truth lives within us, not totally external to us. How do we choose what we want to learn? We of course choose it with soul influence, but we also choose it with the influence of our heart, the emotional self. It behooves each and every one of us to learn about and to live our emotional self.

As human beings we are designed with three distinct parts: our mental and emotional self, physical self, and sensory self. These three parts of us reflect into the world the particular thoughts, behaviors, and actions of who we are. No one can escape the patterns they create and reflect to the world without their own intention being used.

Our life is designed through love. If we do not understand the love within, how can we reflect the love within externally to us? If everyone lived their love, we would erase most of the problems we create and encounter as human beings on Earth.

The emotional self is in reality the foundation of us as human beings.  We have a tendency to think that we are physical and nothing else, but of course that is not true. We are first of all energy, and part of our energy is our emotional soul. If we do not understand this pattern, we will abuse it and attempt to destroy it within our mind. It is as though we were using a cleaning system on the mind to take away the good and reinforce the bad.  If we want to be human we must first be human in our understanding and conduct (Ethical Values). If we do not understand ourselves as a soul, a spirit, and a physical being, obviously we are denying and not using vital parts of our design.

Learning to live within our entire design helps us to be more human, more conscious, and it helps us to design our life in a happy and healthy way. We must understand ourself if we want to learn and live the journey into love.

New Growth and Lasting Change

Life is a river. At times the water is muddy and turbulent. At times the water is crystal clear and smooth as glass. But in each experience there is the consistency of movement and change. As in the river, the change in the life of man is internal and at times hidden from the eyes of man.

In change there is always the creation of new growth. The change that occurs within man creates a lasting change. As in the river, the structure of the flow in life has changed and it will never return to its original form.

When man views a river, he will see only the surface water. The water that is flowing below the surface can be very strong and purposeful as it rushes along seeking, but knowing not what it seeks. The river has a pattern to follow and it will follow this pattern without fail, until the water becomes greater than the pattern can accommodate.

Once the river is full to overflowing it will change and develop a new direction, a new path of existence. So, too, will the mind of man.

For man the pattern structure of the flow of energy is determined by the belief system that the mind has attached itself to. This belief system will be naturally changed by the flow of life. If man allows himself to be open to the flow of life's experience, he will be full to overflowing. Without this openness, the experience will be forced to follow the pattern that is in place and growth will be restricted and confined.

With restriction, growth will give way to stasis, confinement, and suppression. Man must continue to move with the energy within, and to grow from the energy within. Change by movement of energy is the definition of life and living.

Why Thinking Flexes Our Mind

As we focus our mind on equality, truth, and love, our mind begins to plan in an open and flexible manner. We explore all possibilities. We try concepts on for size, feeling the energy of our own perception and interpretation. We change and we try new thought, comparing the various levels of interpretation and expansion. As we explore, we discover things that we have never known about ourself before. We may fall over our threads of fear, and find ourselves backing away in dismay at our own perception and interpretation, and then we incorporate the new knowledge and our plan changes and takes on a new energy form and structure. Evolution becomes our second nature in all aspects of our trinity of consciousness and our physical body.

The important energy in thinking is change. The more we change our thinking, the more we expand our ability to think and to change. As we practice thinking, speaking, planning, and creating, we continue to open our mind and emotions to bigger and bigger internal concepts, and with each step forward, we expand our Spirit Consciousness. It is always important to plan far ahead of our planned actions. This allows the mind to explore the perceptions and interpretations of our thinking and feelings so that we work out the wrinkles of change in our consciousness rather than the physical. Thinking flexes our mind and allows it to reach into the memory nodes of stored information in our brain. We have focused on flexing our muscles, but we can't stop at the physical level of reality. We must give ourselves the opportunity to think through our thoughts and see whether or not we are dealing with internal goals or external plans. We must wear our thinking and loving emotions as the gossamer of our mind. We must allow ourselves the privilege of dreaming, and imagining within our thoughts, to soar to the heights of our internal desires. Internal desires are our goals of life and they must be lived slowly and expand their creation as our internal mental, emotional, and sensory growth occurs.

Our First Step to Change and What It Means to Teach Healthy Living

Our first step to change is understanding that we are eternal energy beings living in physical matter.

Throughout the past 200 years, many scientific discoveries have been made about us as human beings, Earth, Nature, and the Universe.  But our accumulated fear beliefs have kept us focusing our thinking mind on just a singular external perception and interpretation of these scientific discoveries.  All information that is discovered about Earth, Nature, and the Universe remains separated from us within our conscious mind until we can chemically relate our scientific findings to the chemical structure of our own internal physical body and accept the interconnectedness of ourselves as a living fractal pattern of the Universal system.  It is our fear beliefs that have denied revelations in our body and mind, because we have been taught conformity to our fear beliefs.  Our belief that we live only one life is the most notable obstruction to understanding the internal and eternal evolution that we are now living that exists within our thinking mind.

We cannot connect the dots to discover our internal and eternal evolution until we can accept ourselves as a chemical Spirit Consciousness that lives eternally within the physical matter that we create from the pattern of life of our Dual Soul and Spirit Consciousness. Although we watch ourselves evolve from conception until death, we still have not accepted the evolutionary design that shows us the fractal pattern of ourselves reflected in everything that we think, our emotions, and our sensory response.  When we fail to see how we are “thinking and being” we fail to understand that we are a Spirit Consciousness Energy at our foundation of evolution.  When we fail to see ourselves as our own ancestors, we cannot understand the truth about genetic mutations that occur within our physical design at the time of our birth into a new life. Therefore, great men and women have come to evolutionary conclusions about us and life, only to have their ideas denied because of our conformity to religious beliefs.  This has never been more prevalent than it is today because as human beings, we are literally physically and emotionally struggling against change.

We struggle against change because we believe that if we change, we will be wrong or bad in the eyes of “God.”  The God of medicine is the American Medical Association and the system that has been put in place to protect the “God image” of medical practice.  Medicine has taken up the mantle of “the savior” on Earth.  The time has come for medicine to become the teacher of healthy living to help people learn how to prevent and heal disease.

Sand, Rock, and Subterfuge

Our Dual Soul will never pretend to be something that it is not.  Our thinking egotistical mind will always attempt to create a version of self that it thinks will be more acceptable to what it wants to do and to its friends.  This is the story of sand versus rock, which we have experienced since the beginning of time as human beings.  Anytime that our ego is involved with our thinking mind we are working in quicksand.  Quicksand is always dangerous because it is totally unstable and the thinking mind does not realize that it is in severe danger.  This allows our ego to go where our Spirit would never tread, and the Dual Soul becomes patterned by and in its own carnage, which can mean death to the Dual Soul growth and change.

We have a world community that is entirely adept at subterfuge from every level of society and government.  We will never create subterfuge with anyone or within any situation unless that is the level of the Dual Soul that our thinking mind is living.  When we lie, our Dual Soul feels like it is in quicksand and it may make additional mistakes as it attempts to retrieve its balance and “save face” with others in its circle.  We see this mirage happening at all levels of the world right now and there does not appear to be any relief in sight.  When we do not telepathically sense the truth and live our truth, we live a lie.  When we telepathically sense any energy within ourselves, other people, our lives, our country, and within nations, we can see that we are living an enormous sense of imbalance all over the world, which always begins within the minds of a human that is addicted to the external focus of the mind and on being saved.  We are absolutely one hundred percent responsible for saving ourselves.  No one else can save us but us because we must make the enormous changes in how our thinking mind is thinking.   

How Hidden Memories Work in Our Nervous System

We have not yet scientifically accepted the neurological patterns that philosophy defined many years ago. This means that medicine is constantly in the evolutionary patterns of re-inventing the wheel.  Our intense focus on chemicals to grow foods, to prepare foods, to take as medicine, to use as make-up, to use in every aspect of our daily lifestyles, shows us very clearly that we are attempting to awaken our thinking minds to our relationship with chemicals.  That is the very essence of our ancient and hidden memories from which we designed ourselves.  We are chemical beings.  It is the precise chemicals within us that creates our energy and matter that we are living at our multiple levels of denial and understanding.  This is why all medicine, except for those medications that are given for infectious diseases, are suspect in relationship to our human cellular structure and its infinite chemical memory of its design and function.  If we are healthy, our internal chemicals are at least close to being balanced.  If we are not healthy, we must look at that phenomenon and understand why.  What are we doing to upset our chemical balance and to make ourselves sick?

We all have hidden memories stored in the neurons of our four major nervous systems that explain our relationship to air, water, and the fresh foods of Nature.  When we look externally to understand ourselves, we will not realize the importance of our relationship to Earth and Nature that are supporting us.  Many people are living their hidden memories in relationship to Nature and Earth, which supports people’s need to climb mountains, sail the seas, fly airplanes, and dive to the bottom of our oceans.  Our world is beautiful wherever we look, but our curiosity about Earth and Nature is not fully understood in relationship to our hidden memories.  If we understood Earth, Nature, and ourselves as the energy of our hidden memories, we would live with consideration and kindness towards all of life, and especially other humans.  We have lived for aeons of time suppressing our internal hidden memories of our endless past life experiences, because of our belief that we live only one physical life. Everything that has a seed, can and will grow to live again.  Because everything that we have lived and learned in our multiple past life experiences becomes a part of our hidden memories, which are stored in the energy of our Spirit Consciousness, we can and we will always reach the point of remembering as we grow and change as human beings.

The challenge with us and our past life hidden memories is that medicine does not understand us as eternal human beings, therefore doctors do not understand the hidden memories that can surface within our thinking minds and make us “crazy,” or surface in the pattern of our physical body to make us not quite perfect as human beings.  Once this phenomenon of eternal life is understood, we will approach these situations of hidden memories with a different intention of balancing ourselves to maintain our health.  When our hidden memories become intense within our thinking mind and are being ignored through multiple lifetimes, we will begin to reflect our hidden memories into the design of our physical bodies to get our attention on a physical level.  Our motor neurons show us how memory works in the rest of our human nervous system.  This specific part of our human brain helps us to understand how we retain our memory from one lifetime to the next lifetime.

Male and Female Personalities in Bloom

 Once we begin to look at the truth of ourselves as Spirit Consciousness beings, we become very aware that none of us live with an isolated male or female personality or character traits. We are all living from the level of our Dual Soul consciousness that we have reached in the multiple lives that we have lived as both males and females in our Dual Soul journey of learning, growing, and changing. This means that we are a mixture of what we have learned as we have lived as males and females, which is designed to expand us into a homogeneous human being. As we look at our world today, versus even 100 years ago, we can see our growth and change by the way that we think, live, and behave, as we live our physical lives. We are not yet focused on our love, truth, and equality as physical human beings, but each life that we live brings us closer to our goal of loving ourselves and other people.

Learning the ways of our Dual Soul can be enlightening, funny, unbelievable, fascinating, and at times rather embarrassing, when we realize how naive we can be, but nevertheless, we must learn our lessons by living them, therefore our beliefs always structure our behaviors, which helps us to live our lessons at countless levels as we live our journey through our physical lives. We don’t remember our past lives because our mind must reach a certain level of openness before we can look at how we have lived and accept our living as our learning opportunity without going into emotional shock. This is why it is essential that we expand our thinking mind enormously before we attempt to look at our past life behaviors. We always live with the emotional level that we create for our mind to accept in its growth cycle. Once we can put all of our wondrous pieces of the puzzle of life together, we truly begin to see the patterns of our greatness and we appreciate ourselves even more because when we reach this level of growth, we will be living our love, truth, and equality as the first three Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness and we will live and speak without fear. 

Why I Write

I am frequently asked the question, "Why do you write?"  This is not a casual question for me. I had rheumatic fever when I was a child, which left my parents with the challenge to occupy my head and my hands more than it did to occupy a child who could go outside to run and play. My parents used up my time by teaching me to read, write, spell and to be happy doing that, so all of my life I have loved to write, read, think, and relate to people which still consumes a good part of my life today.

Spelling and learning were the games that we played during those years when I was sick with rheumatic fever. Penicillin had not been discovered yet, when I was living with rheumatic fever, so I had the full experience of pain and disease, which I coped with by reading books and studying Nature. I remain eternally interested in those same activities today.

When we spend large amounts of time reading, writing, and spelling, we learn the very basics of an education. Since I learned these activities early and with delight, reading, writing, spelling, and thinking were my favorite activities which remains true today. I am never overwhelmed when I think about writing my next book since I have written twelve books already in my active life as an R.N., mother, wife, and teacher. I have always chosen to work as an R.N. while doing everything else that I was interested in, in life. I have written books, raised six children, and worked as an R.N. for many years of my life. To me, I was living the "good life" as I stayed active and happy.