Disease Versus Eternal Health

What do we do when we are suddenly told that we have a fatal illness? How can we prevent disease along the journey of our life?

We must find the answers to these questions within ourselves and not allow disease to gain an upper hand in our physical life. It is important for each of us to realize that we are at all times the energy of our Spirit Consciousness, that maintains our health and gives us the room that we need to change and grow as a physical being, once we understand the realtionship that we have to our Spirit Consciousness energy. It is our Spirit Consciousness energy that makes us human and that gives us the time that we need to grow into an understanding of ourselves and our human chemical design. When we do not accept that we are essentially energy beings, we see ourselves simply as physical beings that are born to die, which allows us to ignore the beauty of us as eternal beings that are learning and growing with each physical life that we live.

We have been challenged for many years to understand our relationship with disease which can help us grasp the reality of Eternal Health. When we do not understand what makes us sick, we are challenged to understand how to heal ourselves. Healing is the design of our eternal health, which we do not understand because we refuse to accept the fact that we are eternal as human beings living in our energy fields. We see ourselves as simply physical beings that are prone to illness and death. We seldom stop and ask ourselves why we are sick. Now is the time to open our thinking minds to our eternal life design as human beings and to learn the fine art of being healthy and happy.

We seldom stop and look at our thinking and behaviors to understand how we personally contribute to our illnesses. We usually do not take into consideration what causes diseases and why we create diseases and death. Once we can accept our role in our own health, we begin to create in a totally different energy. We are energy and our energy is the true basis of our health. If we are angry, eating junk foods, have a negative personality, or if we simply have a genetic predisposition to disease, we may suddenly find ourselves sick and dying. What do we do when we are suddenly told that we have a fatal illness? How can we prevent disease along the journey of our life? We must find the answers to these questions within ourselves and not allow disease to gain an upper hand in our life.

Many times disease is sending us a message that we are living some form of dis-ease that is contributing to our disease. Once we can look at ourselves and find an answer to what health means, we can begin our journey back into health and happiness. As human beings we are designed to experience eternal health, which allows us to live very long lives before we die. When we find ourselves with disease, we must look at our life until we discover the very aspect of our behaviors that is contributing to our disease.

My next seminar on Disease Versus Eternal Health is Sunday, July 27 - 9am -5pm at the Rigmor House in Chapel Hill. Join us to see if you can create a life for yourself that will allow you to live a very long lifetime of peace, joy, and health.

Neural Depolarization and Kidney Stones

Raewyn Cooper's web site

Q and A about "Hidden Memories" with Kathy Oddenino at Unity Books & Stuff in Pittsboro

How Do You Live Your Hidden Memories Every Day?
Date: Sunday, July 6
Time: 2-4pm
Where: Unity Books & Stuff 919-545-0619 - downtown Pittsboro

TAKE HOME ONE OF KATHY’S 8 BOOKS FOR A SPECIAL PRICE, AFTER SHE SIGNS YOUR COPY!

How Do You Live Your Hidden Memories Every Day?

Date: Sunday, July 6
Time: 2-4pm
Where: Unity Books & Stuff919-545-0619 - downtown Pittsboro

TAKE HOME ONE OF KATHY’S 8 BOOKS FOR A SPECIAL PRICE, AFTER SHE SIGNS YOUR COPY!

Philosophy & You: Our Ethical Values as the Principles of Energy and Matter

Every thought, word, and action we live shows us who we are as energy beings. Our interactions with others show us the infinite energy fields we experience when we open our mind to thinking with love. We will create a more peaceful, healthy, happy life and world when we “know thyself.”
Dialogue with author and teacher Kathy Oddenino about your “past lives,” dreams, questions!

www.kathyoddenino.com

Eternal Relationships: Infinity in Action

Thank you for coming to my Sunday seminar, everyone! Please read your handout, and send me any questions or thoughts you have about what you read. Here are some of the focuses covered in the handout:

Our Eternal Relationships are based primarily on the energy emotions of either love or fear. If we die during a relationship that is full of fear, we will maintain our fear of that energy being, even in future lives, until the fear is put to rest within the thinking mind through love. If we die during a relationship that is based on love, we will maintain our intense love of that energy being, and we will seek to live another life with that energy being that can be a life of love. The love that we feel for a specific energy has the power to attract us to that energy being lifetime after lifetime. This does not imply that the relationship is good for both people. As human beings, we define love in many different ways and many of our beliefs about love are really beliefs about energy addictions, control, abuse, and our own internal fears. It takes us many, many lifetimes before we have an opportunity to live as long-lived individuals that can understand ourselves as loving energy beings.We must always understand that our energy is the introduction that we present to other people. Our energy is not always apparent to us until we are willing to look and to listen to ourselves. Our sexual energy always reflects into the world around us, and most of us at this point in our lives reflect our sexual energy without any understanding that we are using our sexual energy to get other people's attention. Once we know ourselves as we are seeking to do by learning about the energy of our hidden memories, we will be able to create a new and wonderfully loving energy as our introductory energy. changing the energy that we use in our daily lives is how we learn to live our healing energy. Energy never sees itself as simply a single life, because our energy is the essence of who we are as eternal beings.

How and Why Our Memory "Happens" in Relationship to the Physical Triggers We Are Willing to Live

How We Personalize the Truth of Our Internal Energy Design.

Notice the Changes in the Way You Use Your Internal Personality
Do we truly appreciate the value of change in our lives?

Our Internal and Eternal Personality Traits - Pretense or Pleasure?

Our internal relationships are primary to our growth and change. We must Honor, Obey, and Cherish our Eternal Relationships with Ourselves as We live and Die.

Remember:
Sex is Sex. Love is Love. Sex is a physical act. Love is an emotion. Each sex act has a life span, yet its memory may live forever. Love is eternal. Sexual love is seen as our physical power. Spiritual power is our internal energy. When we perceive ourselves as physical beings, our energy is sexual. When we know ourselves as energy beings, our energy is loving.

As we consciously choose to live our Ethical Values as the design of our physical life, we begin to change the energy of who we are, how Ethically we treat ourselves, and how we relate to other people. This is a gigantic step forward in loving ourselves, which is the only design that we can use to love other people. Love is an emotion that reflects the truth of our Spirit Consciousness into our body and into our life as the loving energy of us.

If we can create children and all of our "fun" devices, why can't we understand the principles of energy well enough to understand ourselves?

Lust or Logic?

This Sunday, May 25, is my next seminar on Sex and Love as Energy Fields of the Dual Soul. The seminar will be at the Rigmor House in Chapel Hill. If you're looking for a new way to spend a "Memorable" Day, join us! Call 919-545-9937. Here are a few excerpts from my handout for the class.

Our thinking mind becomes to us like a fabulous book of memory, where we can go to examine new thoughts and ideas. Each of us stores our memory in our cellular nervous system, from our brain to our toes, even when we have no memory of what we have stored.

We must ask ourselves, Why is our soul searching so desperately for love? Sex and love are both energy fields of our Dual Soul. Sex is a physical act that is designed to produce children, adn love is an emotion that is essential in raising children. This helps us to understand the true connection between sex and love that motivates us into marriage and childbirth. Knowing that our design is focused on loving ourselves and loving other people, which can include the act of sex, becomes a very valid piece of information for our thinking mind as we create our everyday behaviors. When we understand sex and love, we are expanding the energy of our Dual Soul and beginning to understand ourselves.

When we are being untrue to our Soul growth, what are our internal cells telling us?
Why do we feel the pain of our behaviors?
What do we mean by "stored cellular memory"?
Why are growth and change not synonymous?
Why do we have sexual relationships?
Why we do we create new life through our sexual relationships?
What happens if we create new life without the truth of love being present in our sexual relationships?
Why we do we allow ourselves to be driven by the "sexual lust" of our thinking mind rather than the logic of our thinking mind?
Who do I want to be?

The healthier we are, the better our sexual experiences are in life. When we convolute our thinking mind, contaminate our physical body, and consecrate our loving emtions, we are not allowing ourselves to grow and change as required by our human design. When we create distortion within our thinking mind, we will distort our image of our own sexuality, which will lead us astray sexually as we attempt to expand our sexual conquests to restore our self-image. This behavior is inappropriate and leads us further into the subterfuge of our thinking mind. This helps us to realize that the most appropriate behavior is always a truthful and open behavior of sharing our thoughts openly and truthfully with those we love. Unhealthy thoughts will lead us into unhealthy sexual behaviors, and when we do not want to stop our behaviors and the more we are told that we should stop them, the less we hear as we follow our own goals of living. This helps us to see that many times we allow ourselves to be driven by the "sexual lust" of our thinking mind rather than the logic of our thinking mind. When we live in "lust" we counteract our thinking mind and we will find ourselves dreating dramas in our lives, especially in relationship to money and time.

Truth is not a major issue when anyone begins speaking about sex. This is why both men and women spend time in "outside" relationships without revealing the situation to their spouses. Another level of conquest is found in lying successfully to a spouse or partner, which adds to the experiences. Lying to a spouse is tantamount to lying to ourselves, therefore if we have already established the pattern of lying to ourselves, we will lie to our spouse with a sense of accomplishment. The journey of an unhealthy mind through the mind fields of infidelity becomes a game of daring that is hard to create in any other way, therefore our mind will think it is unbelievably daring to live in such an untruthful manner and will take pride in its accomplishment of lying.

Our sexuality is more of an energy than a physical experience. Our sexual energy is designed in each lifetime by our beliefs. We create our sexual experiences from the level of our thinking mind. When we are living our image of love from an external perception of life, we look for physical love in everyone, everywhere, and we have no rules to guide us. Until we know ourselves as energy beings, we cannot understand the secrets of our physical body. Sex is a physical act that is used to propagate the human race. Our Spiritual instincts are our Ethical Values. Our image of sex and love are the primary energies that lead us astray as human beings. We can never hide the truth of our own energy fields because we are wearing them like a shroud. When we can open our minds to the concept of ourselves as energy beings, we begin to see sex and love as two different energy fields that are very important in our physical energy as well as our world of energy. Always remember that as energy beings we live an unlimited life. AS physical beings we live with many obstructive forces that keep us from creating in the way that we want to create. Knowing who we are is important to our growth and change.

Mother's Day Tea Time at Unity Books & Stuff

Thank you, Janice, and thank you all for coming, especially you, little princess!

Bring Mom for Tea!

Treat your Mom to a very special event on Saturday May 10th, 2:00 - 4:00. (It's Free!) We are honoring all Mothers at a Mother's Day Tea with Special Guest, Kathy Oddenino, local Author of 8 books. Bring Mom to Unity Books and Stuff for Tea and Goodies between 2 and 4, for a Relaxing and Sweet event in her honor. There will be a free drawing for a festive basket for a lucky Mom to take home. Call for more information:
919-545-0619.

Unity Books and Stuff
80 Hillsboro St.
Look for the Purple Shutters in Historic Downtown Pittsboro.

With everyone so busy, and so many activities we have to focus on, it's nice to just sit and talk. I would love to see you!

What is our Spirit Consciousness?

As human beings we are created as energy and matter. Our energy gives life to our matter. Where does our energy come from? Our energy comes from the chemical pattern that is our Spirit design which is part of us as our Spirit Consciousness. Our Spirit Consciousness energy is also part of our human design and it is the part that teaches us how to live, how to grow and change, and how to be Spiritual Beings living in physical matter. The chemicals that make up our human design from our Spirit Consciousness are “smart chemicals” that know themselves and their intention. Without our Spirit Consciousness energy as “smart chemicals,” we would not be living beings.

We have a human responsibility to our Spirit Consciousness energy that encourages us as humans to constantly seek new levels of growth and change. This keeps our energy growing and changing as it moves us closer and closer to truly understanding ourselves as both energy and matter. Without the internal chemical energy of us, we would not be living beings. If the chemical energy of us could not create us as physical matter, we would not have the internal design for our eternal growth and change. But we do have and we live in both energy and matter as human beings, which means that we are designed for constant growth and change as a thinking mind and physical body. We must remember this simple chemical philosophy of us before we can open our thinking mind to growth and change. When we believe that we live only one physical life, we lose the ancient memory that is hidden within our cells and we focus on external physical beliefs to help us remember the truth of our internal self.

Our Spirit Consciousness is the energy of us as human beings. Our Spirit Consciousness is unique to us as human beings, but as human beings we must consciously learn about the design of us before we can understand ourselves as energy beings living in matter. Spiritual Philosophy has taught us about our human design for thousands of years. But in the last two thousand years, we have gradually pulled away from the study of ourselves as an eternal Spirit Consciousness Energy and we have focused upon ourselves as primarily physical beings that live one physical life and that are dependent upon “Jesus” to be saved. Jesus is a metaphor for our internal Spirit Energy of Consciousness that is the eternal energy of how we save ourselves. It is because of this human design that we must learn about ourselves and begin to take personal responsibility for who we are and how we live. Once we can fully accept within our thinking mind that no one is responsible for saving us but us, we begin to look at our thinking mind expansion as having a real purpose in our growth and change.

Why are we making ourselves sick to death? We are attempting to capture our attention to awaken us to the reality of our own chemical self-abuse. When we are consistently making ourselves sick, we must understand why this is happening to us and how we can take back our power of healing and health. As human beings, we are designed as both energy and matter. The energy of us is our eternal Spirit Consciousness energy. The matter of us is our physical body. We are designed as chemical matter which relies on the purity of the Earth, Nature, and the Air to keep us healthy and happy as human beings. When we pollute our Earth, Nature, and Air, we pollute the three things that we use to restore and maintain our chemical health. When we pollute the cells of our human body, we pollute our Spirit Consciousness as the energy of our cellular design as a human body. When we destroy the energy of our Spirit Consciousness that lives in the cellular design of our physical body, we literally destroy ourselves and our chemical energy fields. When we begin to heal, we begin to think differently and we restore our health and happiness as our Spiritual levels of human life.

We must each look within ourselves and make the decision to change, or we won’t change. No one else can change for us. As we begin to change how we think, we begin to change how we act as physical beings. For many years we have been on a landslide towards the bottom of our awareness levels. Now we must change if we want to be happy, joyful, and excited about our human life. Change is no longer our option, because it has become a necessity if we want to live a healthy and happy life. Physical change is our external journey of internal change and growth. We can never separate the two. As we learn the truth of our Dual Soul and Spirit Consciousness, we begin to see how important change is and when we recognize the energies that we are working with to change, we become excited about who we are and our goal of change as a human being who wants to understand the energy of us.

As a human being, we are energy and we are matter. When we think that we are simply matter as human beings and we do not recognize our own internal energy, we do not know and live from the truth of who we are. Spiritual Philosophy teaches us who we are as Spiritual Beings living as energy and matter in a physical world. I have been teaching Spiritual Philosophy (in the Pythagorean Concepts) since 1984. We must go back to this level of learning so that we can understand where we have gone astray in our teaching concepts and correct them, one by one. We are Spiritual Human Beings as energy living in matter. Many of our teachings have been totally wrong, but we have learned them anyway and we have lived them. Now is the time for change, so that we can change the energy of ourselves from sick to well, of our country from sick to well, and of our society from sick to well. Come join us for a Sunday class or a three-day weekend conference.

The Power of Spiritual Knowledge, Pythagorean style

Bust of Pythagoras of Samos,Capitoline Museums, Rome

One thing Popes do is study Spiritual Philosophy! Pope Benedict's visit reminded me how people seldom understand the teachings of Spiritual Philosophy. Spiritual Philosophy has been forgotten by the masses. Spiritual Philosophy is necessary for everyone to learn before we can begin our internal journey of growth and change as a human species. Spiritual Philosophy teaches us about the dual patterns of us and why we must live these dual patterns as a Dual Soul to truly shift into and understand the energy of our Spirit Consciousness. Knowing that we are a Trinity of Consciousness as a Dual Soul and Spirit Consciousness that is living within our physical body to guide us through our physical lives, helps us to thoroughly understand ourselves and our potential for Spiritual growth.

Our Spirit Consciousness is the energy that gives us life as a physical being. Our Spirit Consciousness guides us in our life through its three focuses of the structure of our brain. We have a thinking mind and loving emotions that are the design of the Dual Soul that is part of our Spirit Consciousness. The other part of our Spirit Consciousness is our infinite senses that make up our Cerebellum, which is a distinctly Spiritual part of us that allows us to use the energy of our Spirit Senses in a physical manner. This helps us to see that when we believe that we have only five physical senses, we do not understand our human design in the way that we should, therefore we know very little about our brain in general.

We are energy, which has its source in our brain, and we are matter, which has its source in our physically designed body. Our matter cannot live without the energy that is generated within our brain and that flows into our body through our Nervous System. Our nervous system is a system of neural tubes that contain strings of chemicals that flow constantly through our body and come from the foods that we eat. The chemicals that we eat and drink become the chemicals that flow through our nervous system to create the energy that gives us life and health, as well as disease. When we eat the wrong foods and drink chemically contaminated water, we do not supply our human body with the chemicals that it needs to stay healthy and happy. Without the right foods and water, our human body cannot function in health and happiness.

An understanding of the Spiritual Design of our human body and its need to live from the foods and water of Nature and Earth has been known for many centuries. These were the teachings of Hippocrates in 400 BC. Therefore the information on how to stay healthy and live for hundreds of years is available to us. That does not mean that we cannot get some form of infectious disease and need medicine, but it does help us to understand that we can improve our health through the purity of our air, foods, and water, all through knowledge and follow-through in our daily lifestyle.

I have been teaching Spiritual Philosophy in the Pythagorean style since 1984 because every human needs this information to help them see the truth of our human design and how to take care of themselves. To me, Pythagorean style means that Pythagoras thought of every living thing as spirit energy. He defined everything in proportion to itself, then to Nature, and the Universe. Everything is divisional, and also part of a Whole. We are fabulous human beings with a flawless physical design, and it is pitiful that we have not been taught the truth of who we are so that we can do our best to avoid disease and death. Our Dual Soul and Spirit Consciousness has been designed to help us “Know Thyself” and to avoid the pitfalls of our physical reality. We can learn to live from this knowledge and help ourselves to stay happy and healthy as human beings. We cannot understand ourselves when we look at ourselves as simply physical beings. We are first and foremost “energy” beings living in matter, which helps us to understand that when we expand our energy of thinking, we increase the health of our matter. Join us at our monthly classes and become a believer in the power of Spiritual knowledge.

Male and Female Competition: Personality in Bloom

views from the Rigmor House


Our need for covert relationships is nothing ecept our own lack of "self-confidence" which we are attempting to hide from ourselves. We are struggling to learn the lessons of life, even when we are denying our need to change and grow within our own thinking mind. Our fears come from many roots of life and it is important for us to understand what we gain from living our fears.

Male and female competition is the impetus for growth and change within the human species. As we interact with each other and especially the opposite sex, we begin to grow and change as our memories are triggered, and the overall picture of our human journey falls into place. As each person grows, they challenge other people to grow and change to keep up with them as their sense of competition is triggered. Throughout history our journey of competition has waxed and waned as we have attempted to understand each other through the roles of our interactive male and female relationships. Competition has been a major issue between the male and female form the very beginning of life on Earth,and jealousy has from the beginning played an enormous role in the male and female interchange as an energy polarization. We are designed to learn the opposite before we can learn the truth about our internal design of Ethical Values. As we have lived our competition, fear, and jealousy, we have been attempting to learn the value of living our communication, compassion, and cooperation.

The design of our competition is coming from the fear and jealousy roles of the male and female within our societal structure. As the roles begin to merge, we feel less competition towards the opposite sex and we feel more love. We have never fully understood the competition that we have each lived in our attempt to change and grow, but once all of us as human beings can understand that we have been competing against ourselves with our thinking mind focused on competition and our emotions focused upon fear and jealousy, we will see the effect of competition internally and externally, which will give us the internal freedom to stop our competition and live our equality as our true Spiritual design. We are made to balance each other in every aspect of our human design. Once we can accept that the male and female are equal as a Spirit Consciousness, the focus on our sexual difference will fade from our thinking mind, and we will accept the male and female equality as the asset that it is in living the truth of ourselves in our interaction.

Competition in today's world is acted out through extra-marital affairs (even in marriages that are seemingly perfect), business arrangements, open agreements between individuals, businesses, governments, and with anyone else that we relate to on a consistent basis. We use competition to learn more about ourselves and our hidden issues that are really the lessons that we are attempting to learn as part of our human growth potential in this physical life. The most common competition is always found in our liaisons with the opposite sex or same sex, when we are already intimately involved in a committed "lover" relationship with another person. As we focus on our internal and external competition, we live our fear of discovery and our jealousy of other people who have lived similar situations without being caught and disclosed for public view.


as excerpt from my April seminar handout

What Does it Mean To Be Spiritual?

Many times the easiest path is not the best path to our destination of growth and expansion. When you do not know that another path exists or you fear to take a path because you believe that it is heading in the wrong direction, it is time to look, to listen, and to find guidance.

It is easier for you to seek guidance when you lose your physical way than it is to seek internal guidance when you fail to see your spiritual path clearly. You are less willing to share your feelings of the heart than you are your observations of the physical world.

Overcoming the fear of relationships is overcoming the fear of self.

When you understand the beauty and wisdom that is within you, you will choose to share it in your relationships. Sharing the beauty and wisdom within you is celebrating your relationships.

You create the energy of your relationships and you create your own conscious awareness of that energy. When you experience events in your world that appear to you to be negative, try to perceive them in a different energy. Look for the positive message.

Ask yourself, What am I trying to learn? What am I teaching myself? Why am I celebrating this event as part of my life?

You created the design. You created the event. It is your consciousness of the event and of the creation that will allow you to look within and change the energy form of the event.

The energy within you is only affected by your perception of self.

In each and every event of your physical world there is a celebration that is hidden. It is hidden from your conscious view by your own resistances to learning the lesson. Celebration is inherent in learning. Learning is movement, change, and growth.

If you were studying math and you hate math but you have a tutor who is trying to teach you to understand the basic principles of math, these principles will not absorb within your mind. You cannot grasp what it is that makes the formula work.

Someone suddenly comes into the room and present this mathematical process to you in a totally different way that relates it to your world. Suddenly your entire understanding of math changes because you are presented the lesson in relationship to all past knowledge.

If you do not learn the lesson you will continue to create and recreate the same circumstances with a different image form. If you want to create something positive in your world, you have to make the commitment, you have to accept the responsibility, and you have to produce the physical work to create the event within your physical world. Once you set the stage the Universal energies will then be able to allow this energy to flow in a harmonious rhythm.

from pp.340-342, Sharing: Self Discovery in Relationships

The Divine Idea

We have a new CD available for sale, along with some of our tape inventory of past events. The Divine Idea is a Live Teaching Event excerpt.

Our brain is the essence of The Divine Idea as our Intelligent Design. Our human design is Spirit Consciousness living in physical matter. Understanding this enables us to choose to live our healing ability and create a different life. Spirit Consciousness is the only true and authentic loving pattern of us as human beings.

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I Was Taught Neural Depolarization As A Child ...

Neural Depolarization is a gentle but powerful touch therapy, which uses the energy of our nervous system to heal many diseases. NDP requires that we know the nervous system, the energy that it transmits, what keeps the nervous system viable, and the role that our nervous system plays in our health and happiness as physical beings. Throughout history there have been a few scientists and a few physicians (such as Langley and Cajal) that have spent their lives learning how the nervous system functions and how we can work with the nervous system to heal ourselves. When we look at this accumulated information, we can see a dramatic body of knowledge unfolding that tells us more about ourselves than any other body of knowledge, because it defines human beings as energy and matter.

I was taught Neural Depolarization as a very young child when I had an intense debilitating case of rheumatic fever. I used NDP to keep my pain threshold at a level that I could tolerate, which meant that I depolarized my arm and leg joints and my neck vertebrae frequently during the day. Because of NDP I healed myself enough to enter Nursing School and graduate 36 months later as an R.N. In those years, we had two weeks off at the end of our first and second years. We worked and studied for twelve hours a day and sometimes even more. On weekends we frequently worked twelve-hour days, but we learned, and I have always been thankful for what I learned, how I was taught, how I had to utilize my time, and the absolute excitement of learning and doing. During my years in nursing school, I would fall asleep doing NDP on my elbows, hands, knees, and ankles. I would wake up at 5a.m. when the alarm bell went off to start our day and my pain would be gone and my energy would be restored.

I learned an enormous lesson about food when I was a student nurse. I went into nursing school at a normal weight and I came out of school probably at least thirty pounds heavier than when I went in. I grew upon a farm in Southern Illinois. We raised our own foods, which consisted of the vegetables, fruits, and nuts that we ate plus the chicken, pork, and beef that we raised on the farm. The foods that our animals ate were pure foods, primarily green grass, and in the winter, hay and corn that were preserved for the winter months. We ate from our gardens and from the animals, with no spray or insecticides being used.In school we ate from the hospital cafeteria and I could feel myself gaining weight. The nuns walked through the cafeteria making us eat all of the food that was served to us. When I finished school I had gained thirty pounds despite the amount of work and study that we did. I was not alone in my weight gain.

I used NDP on myself constantly before I went into nursing school and while I was attending school. Neural Depolarization is a form of "health care" that can free the body of pain and disease, and at the same time NDP can return the Spiritual Energy to our human body and give us a new lease on life. NDP is an energy therapy that can do wonders to return our physical body to balance and expand our internal energy fields. I often wondered whether or not I would have made it through that intense period of my life if I had not known how to keep myself healthy and mostly free of pain with NDP. To this day I do not think that I could have endured the long days, weeks, and years without NDP to keep the energy of my body balanced. Those three years taught me more about pain management than I could have learned otherwise and I have always been grateful that I faced the challenge and lived it.

After working as an R.N. for 40 years, I decided to quit my nursing focus as an R.N. in 1984 and teach NDP plus the Spiritual Philosophy that I was taught as the basis of NDP to anyone that I thought could learn this healing energy. The more that I open my mind to the hidden memories of teaching Neural Depolarization and Spiritual Philosophy, the more my mind remembers the years that I lived as a philosopher and taught other people the healing arts of the time. Neural Depolarization is an ancient energy therapy that helped many people live long and productive lives under great hardship. Because these ancients could live pain-free they could keep their thinking mind active to pursue other concepts of life such as Spiritual Philosophy.

For practical purposes we need to understand that our life is about the level of energy that we use every day. We always function from the level of energy that we are living and we cannot rise above the functional level of our energy until we learn what energy means to us and our lives.

I spent thirty-six years of my life believing in the concept of "health care," until I suddenly realized that people did not get well, they simply became chronic patients who consumed countless drugs. Once I understood this concept, I stopped my focus on being a nurse (in 1984), and I began to focus on prevention as a better form of disease control. Prevention is a way of providing our physical body the chemicals that it needs by eating only organic foods, drinking pure water, and breathing the purest air that we can create in our home. Every time that I focus on "health care" I make myself sick, because medicine does not honor the energy field of me or anyone else when we are given medication that throws our internal chemical design out of balance. When we disrupt our energy fields, we interfere in the function of our physical and chemical design as a human being. The majority of human beings do not believe in "health" care, but we do believe in "disease" care, which shows us our need to change and grow within our thinking mind.

excerpt from my January/February 2008 newsletter

Our Spiritual Self: An Opportunity for Internal Change and Growth

Our Spiritual self is the energy of us that is lived in the matter of us as physical beings. We are eternally both energy and matter. As we have lived our physical lives, we have been streamlining our physical matter and expanding the energy of us as human beings. Most people live their entire lives without any awareness that we are Spiritual Energy beings first and we are physical matter beings second. As Spiritual Energy, we never die, but we do change the form of matter that is our physical body. Our Spiritual Energy has three distinct levels of energy as our thinking mind, loving emotions, and our infinite Spirit senses. As human beings that live in our physical matter to use our Spiritual Energy, we are always working on expanding how we think, how we relate to our loving emotions, and how we use our Spirit senses to understand our physical lives more completely.

We are indivisible as energy beings, but we can separate from our physical matter which gives us an opportunity to create new physical matter in which we can live a new physical life as the energy of our Spirit Consciousness. All of our eternal life journey has been perfectly clear to me in this lifetime, as we live to expand our thinking mind, loving emotions, and our infinite Spirit Senses. Because of our eternal journey as Energy that is living as Spirit Consciousness, we must choose to learn, grow, and change in our knowledge of self as an evolving energy being. In this lifetime I have been very aware of myself and my journey in Spirit Consciousness, which has helped me to understand the importance of each and every human being learning to live our physical lives through both our internal energy and our external matter.

I have been teaching people how to understand and accept their Spirit Consciousness energy since 1984. Our Spirit Consciousness is the energy of our thinking mind, loving emotions, and infinite Spirit Senses. Once we can recognize our qualities as energy and matter, we are more open to allowing ourselves to change through the expansion of our thinking mind. As we learn as a thinking mind to love ourselves, we will be open to loving other people. We can never love ourselves until we can accept the internal patterns of our thinking mind that are designed from the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness as our internal energy fields.

Studying the truth of who we are as a Spirit Consciousness is essential to our change and growth as human beings. We are not meant to fight wars on every level of our life. We are designed to love ourselves, Earth, the Universe, and all other life forms that live on Earth. I have been teaching classes in Spiritual Philosophy since 1984, and during that time I have had eight books published and taught countless classes. I have seen the change that occurs in people once they begin to love themselves as a part of the overall energy of Spirit Consciousness. The patterns that we must learn before we can accept the wisdom of change within ourselves are the Ethical Values that create the design of our Spirit Consciousness. The Ethical Values are designed as patterns that are stored in our Spirit Consciousness and therefore are eternally available to us so that we can learn and understand the patterns of change that we must live as human beings. We cannot live as Spiritual Beings until we learn to live the Spiritual Patterns that we are designed to live as our Ethical Values.

It is important to realize that true Spiritual Philosophy covers the Ethical Values of all relationships, including our human relationship to the Universe, Earth, Nature, and all human beings, which acts as our energy balance to the Ethical Values.

My first conference of 2008 will be held April 18-20, 2008 in Chapel Hill, NC. We will be exploring our hidden memories from past lives and equating them to the patterns of Ethical Values that we must learn by living each of them. We create multiple patterns in our physical approach to life that are teaching us the importance of growth and change, which must take place first in our thinking mind. The patterns that we learn as humans do not count towards our growth and change unless we learn the Ethical Values which are the patterns of our Spirit Consciousness. Come join us and find how rewarding it can be to open your thinking mind to permanent change as a human being.

Visit my web site (link above), or call us at 919-545-9937 for more information or to register. You can also email me at kathy@kathyoddenino.com or joypub@aol.com.

The Mystery of Autism?

Last night I watched Larry King's program on The Mystery of Autism. I've seen several programs about this recently, and each time as I listen to those who struggle with answers to this "mystery," I wish I could talk to them face to face and say, There is no mystery to autism! When we can think about ourselves as energy beings that live in the constantly changing matter that we create, and we then think about, for instance, the trauma that can be created when a baby is delivered by forceps, it ought to give us pause and begin a new track of thinking about this "mystery." Not all autism is created by forceps, but a large percentage is. Forceps began to be used in the 1700s, in obstructed labor, and, as with other tools in our world, came to be used routinely instead. Think of the "jelly" of our brain as our primary nervous system, the amazing power and fragility of an infant ready to be born into the physical world, and then imagine the force of a steel instrument enforcing the process of birth. Doesn't this sound like an abuse to the beautiful energy of a newborn baby, as well as to the birthing mother?

I have worked with a few autistic children using Neural Depolarization, my trademarked energy therapy which works directly with the nervous system, beginning with the brain. NDP is a gentle but powerful touch therapy, which uses the energy of our nervous system to heal diseases. I understand that it is not always easy to accept how easy it can be to heal "energy diseases," and how addicted we have become to the "fact" of disease. This includes autism, in its growing presence as an epidemic in our world. The energy of children in their open celebration of being alive and constantly in motion is one that we must understand and support in love, which includes our educating ourselves about the necessity of eating good, pure food, breathing pure air, and drinking lots of good water. Our fear of change and thinking of ourselves as energy first and matter second is what we must change to answer the "mystery" of autism. I love working with people with autism to balance their energy and give them back their thinking mind.

Most pregnant women pay attention to eating well, even if this pattern only stays in place while they are pregnant. What must be emphasized, then, is what does "eating well" mean? Fresh, organic foods are essential to our health, and the health of our children. The toxins we are exposed to, and that we expose ourselves to, create great potential risk and subsequent disease results that we will then have to work with to change. What we do not yet look at beyond the physical chemical components and effects is that the autism spectrum is an energy disease.

The Memory of Love

"The soul evolution and mind consciousness level of the physical human determines the soul and spirit energy that each human will magnetize." (Bridges of Consciousness, 117)

"The strongest soul memory for man is the memory of LOVE. It is love that created us as souls and it is love that is repeated within the physical realm, when man is created by the act of physical love between the parents.

All of man has an innate understanding of the feelings and emotion of love.

Love is the very foundation of creation. Love is to be cherished and honored.

When man receives mixed messages regarding love, he ceases to trust in love. Love is loyalty. Love is commitment. As God is loyal in His love for man, man is loyal to those he loves. As God is committed to the growth of man, man is commited to the growth of those he loves.

If there is no commitment in man, there is no love in man. If ithere is no loyalty in man, there is no love in man. Love can be identified in terms of man's consistency in words and actions. You cannot say that you love someone and not follow the words with loyalty and commitment. The consistency between the words and actions provide the integrity of truth for man.

The soul memory of loyalty and commitment becomes tarnished through the ego experiences of the outer reality. Loyalty and commitment do not disappear form the memory, but they come clouded over, difficult to remember, difficult to see, and difficult to understand. This disparity is created because of the existence of the negative energy that permeates the love energy, as understood by the ego.

It is the outer reality, the ego within the world of man, that produces this negative energy cover to the soul memories, the inner reality, of man. The instrument that is used by man, within the physical space of Earth to cloud his soul memories, is the ego. This cloud develops from the constant exposure to negative stimuli that man is subjected to and that he subjects himself to. This exposure begins at the moment of birth and remains until the moment of transition to another plane.

Excessive exposure to negative stimuli is built into your culture. It will continue to influence your world, until man accepts his responsibility to control the over-develoment of his ego. The ego is not selective in the absorption process. All information feeds into the development of the belief system of the ego, because the ego is the physical manifestation of the mind.

Man is, what he creates himself to BE."

Bridges of Consciousness, 211-212 copyright Kathy Oddenino, 1989

My First Class of 2008

On Sunday I taught my first class of 2008 on Hidden Memories as Cellular Memory. For me it's a fascinating subject and I fully enjoyed teaching it and saw many excited faces in front of me. I am very excited about the future classes. I will be covering Cellular Memory in great depth that we retain through each and every life, in great depth. Join us!

Learning about the energy of us is paramount in learning about ourselves. Come join us for an enlightening study program. Learning the intricacies of our own energy and how we use our energies in our physical lives is sometimes a challenge for people. Despite the challenge it is imperative that we open our mind to understand ourselves or we'll never understand the world around us.

We all enjoyed the hospitality of two of my students who graciously agreed to host the event when our regular site was finishing up some new construction. Such cooperation is a wonderful energy for learning. Please continue to check my web site for updates about the location for my March seminar.

Calling All Nurses

Kathy Oddenino on Amazon

From Sharing: Self-Discovery in Relationships (Joy Publications, 1990)

It has been 39 years since I graduated from nursing school. In those 39 years nothing has changed the focus of burn therapy away from surgery as the primary treatment. The physicians and nurses continue to do what they have learned to do by following the accepted approach.

To a lesser degree the nurses and physicians suffer the same agonies that the family suffers when they lose a life. Their intention is to save lives and they try very hard, using all of their "scientific" knowledge. Many are now expanding their understanding of the need to change, but they do not understand the path of change.

Scientific knowledge is based upon the creations of man from the ego and the intellect of man. Past "facts" are analyzed and statistics are formed. Therapy is then directed towards supporting the belief created by the statistics. The "belief" then becomes the "gospel" of the scientific world.

This cycle of focus and refocus is a self-fulfilling prophesy that catapults man and science into an energy of ever increasing problems. It allows man to go further and further beyond the support of the cells within man, to the support of the belief system itself. This belief then creates an octopus energy within the world reaching out to affect all aspects of the individual, the community, the world, and the Earth around us.

Since my books are written from the spirit energy within me, my integrity is involved in BEING and understanding the words that I am given. My own experience of self-discovery has been in motion since the day that I was created. My truth is creating total consistency between my thoughts, my words, and my actions.

It is not by accident that I became a nurse. I have known since birth that it was my choice to see and to live in a world that is opposite to my own personal belief system. By seeing the opposites, I can define the opportunity to change.


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In 2008 I am as passionate as ever about defining the opportunity to change, and I am ever more assured that my integrity is involved in BEING and understanding the words that I am given. I have been teaching Spiritual Philosophy since 1984, and during that time I began to teach Neural Depolarization as an energy therapy. I know that still, in the present moment, our challenge is to understand that we are energy beings motivating our creation as matter, and that our greatest obstacle in opening our minds to our Intelligent Design as evolving consciousness is our belief that we live only one life. As energy beings we are eternal. As I wrote in Sharing, science still defines a particular way to deal with a particular problem, and this particular way is called a medical protocol. Protocols are "beliefs" created by man. Sometimes protocols work and sometimes they do not work. In the scientific world there are accepted ways of treatment which the medical world accepts as "scientifically" proven. When you focus upon the "science" of action, you remove from that action the creativity of inspiration and motivation. Inspiration and motivation are the art of medicine. The art of medicine treats the patient as a whole being.


I plan to begin teaching Neural Depolarization in 2009. I welcome especially all nurses to join me in this focus of healing as an energy therapy which restores the art and science of "medicine" as Hippocrates began, as he taught "let food be your medicine." My first Spiritual Philosophy seminar of 2008 is on February 10 - Hidden Memories as Cellular Memory. Everyone is invited to attend, and for those interested in studying NDP next year, the events this year are required. Visit my web site (http://www.kathyoddenino.com/) or call me (919-545-9937) for more information.

Happy New Year!

Suggested Actions and Lists for the New Year appear everywhere.

My suggestion is: Think Love!
Love is Simple. Love is the energy of Spirit. Love is our Spiritual response to life and it is therefore the highest of ethical values.

For us as human beings, there are 3 primary levels of Healing: our thinking mind, loving emotions, and physical body. As you consider what you want in your life, what you want your life to be, look at your "dream" of your life and the beliefs you are living. Compare the relationship between the dream and your beliefs. What is keeping you from loving yourself? When we love ourself as a spiritual being, we will always seek knowledge and use holistic health and healing. Knowledge unrelated to the ethical values of life cannot be truth.

When we understand how to apply the knowledge of our ethical values to our daily lifestyle, we are learning how to love and to live all of the Ethical Values that make up the patterns of our Spirit Consciousness. If we cannot live the ethical values as the patterns of our constant thinking and behaving, we are continuing to live our fear as the opposite patterns of our love. Change is always our own interpersonal challenge because no one else has the power to change who we are, how we think, how we interact with other people, and how we live our own interpersonal energy fields.

In my books and classes I offer tools to help you stay on track if your commitment to yourself is to be a Spiritual being. These are lists you can carry around with you and slip into a pocket for easy reference during the day. We can all use reminders to help us be the energy we want to be if we are open to change. Relationship profiles will show you very clearly your own personality as a physical (ego) mind focus or a Spiritual mind focus. Learning to live as a spirit consciousness rather than an ego mind letting the busyness of of life control us, and manipulating the lives of others by our fear, is the greatest gift we can give ourselves. Share your loving self with others as you learn to know yourself as a spiritual being. Invite a friend to join you in events that support your growth and change. What one gains in internal growth, we all gain as a collective consciousness. Never underestimate the power of who you are as energy and matter!

Time really does fly, doesn’t it?

I feel like we just started 2007 and now 2008 is looming right in front of us. “Time flies” is an old saying I have heard since my early childhood,and the older that I get, the more meaningful it is to me and my life. I love life! I am definitely a “senior citizen” (if we measure by numbers, which I prefer not to do). My take on life is it is like a hula hoop - the faster you make it go, the more fun you will have and the more cycles you can create in your life. I have done this, and sometimes my cycles really begin to rotate and swing until I am literally flooded with the excitement of my physical life. As most of you probably know, I am an R.N. by my original education. Of course as we age our education seems to grow with us and move us into more and more exciting avenues of thinking and physical behaviors.

The most exciting part of our education is probably not going to occur in a standard classroom. Mine most certainly has not. I have always loved my nursing education and the older I get the more I love it. I went to nursing school in the days of the Korean War. To this day I remember helping sneak a classmate into the dormitory after a night out with her boyfriend. This was of course highly disrespectful to the Daughters of Charity that ran the Nursing Program, but the general theory of the day was, “All is fair in love and war.” I no longer believe that to be true. I am tired of war and I am tired of people who support and create war by living in an external vacuum of fear beliefs.

As a Spiritual Philosopher, I teach the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness. When we live the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness, we cannot believe in the horrors of war as having any true value in our society. With love we build families, societies, nations, commerce, education and intercommunication. When we live in fear, we fight, steal, kill, cheat, and we have no love for our neighbor or ourselves. Killing becomes a game. Killing is not a game,it is the most atrocious behavior of untruth that we can ever live as human beings. When we are forced to kill, we are being controlled, and no human being should suffer through that degree of control.

War may be accepted as essential in some people’s minds, but if we learn Spiritual Philosophy we do not accept war as essential, because we accept the Ethical Values of our Spiritual design as essential energy to learn and to live. What we do accept as essential is communication that is based on love, truth, and equality. Communication can handle all disputes when it is practiced with equality, truth, and love. Communication requires more than one person. Talking and making decisions as one person is a dictatorship. Many marriages suffer from control by one dominant person in the marriage. Control is usually the cause of domestic wars, which may or may not be recognized by both parties. Once we can understand that control is tantamount to war, we begin to understand why families find themselves embroiled in their own wars.

When all people learn to live the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness, which is present as the basic pattern of our energetic life in all human beings, we learn to feel, speak, act, and respond to each other with love, truth, and equality. The basic needs of any human being dictate the “true wants” in their life as acknowledgment, acceptance,and love. These three essential elements to life do not include control. They do include a recognition of other people as equal to ourselves. We are all born and we all die. It is only when we look at the patterns of living that we see the disparity come into play.

Our neuronal and cellular past life memories are part of our energy design as a Spirit Consciousness. All memory from our endless past lives is stored in the energy pattern of our brain and body that we bring back with us into our new physical life. We do not usually remember our past lives because as infants we are taught that we live only one life, and to remember a past life would make us “wrong” very early in our physical life. Not many souls have the confidence to break with the physical patterns of beliefs that we also bring back with us in our new life, which means we must make a choice of the memories that are important to us in this lifetime. Because past life memory has not been acceptable in most aspects of our physical reality, many people come back into another life with their hidden memories tucked away in the neurons of their brain and the cells of their human physical body and they literally worship the concept of living only one physical life. This creates the most dramatic conflict in our human mind and body that we could ever wish for.

Understanding the truth about ourselves boosts our internal growth through the subconscious memory that we are ignoring. It is always important to realize that when we learn about ourselves it is to assist ourselves in our own interpersonal growth, and it is not about impressing other people. Internal growth and change itself is the way that we impress ourselves and other people. It is only when we grow and change that we can apply our internal knowledge into our physical life to facilitate growth and change in the internal and external image of energy and matter in human form. We are always responsible for “who we are” and no one else can ever be held responsible for our personal thinking and behavior. Because we see our-selves as physical people, we will unconsciously grow physically when it is our intention to grow internally as a Spirit Consciousness. Focusing on the thinking mind to remove it from its habitual beliefs and behaviors helps us to begin to shift the thinking mind internally on its growth and change.

Thinking is the beginning step of the application of knowledge for our mind. We have many physical lifetimes of knowledge stored within the neurons of our brain and the cells of our physical body that we can access and use to help ourselves learn the Ethical Values in this lifetime. Learning how to apply the Ethical Values to the present day life that we are living, helps us design new patterns of thinking about the knowledge that we already have that we can apply to our present life situations. When we think of knowledge, we immediately think of the direct application of how we learned the knowledge, and we do not open up the freeway thought patterns to see the endless applications that we can use for any piece of true knowledge.

All knowledge should be Universally applicable. Once we begin to understand that all true knowledge is based in the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness, we begin to understand the Universal aspect of all learning and we apply our knowledge and use our knowledge in the quadrant design of the Rubik’s Cube. Removing the one focal point in the application of knowledge, very quickly allows us to see the connections that exist in all things within the Universal System. Once we can understand that our application of knowledge is the key to our growth and change, we will quickly and willingly seek growth and change as the next knowledge cycle to put our energy into an evolved motion of learning about ourselves.

I have always heard that time flies as you get older,and maybe that is why my time seems to be going so rapidly. I think about all of the Spiritual Philosophy and Neural Depolarization that I want to teach and then I remember the challenge that many people have in learning and changing, and there we are at the “Never the twain shall meet”concept. Neural Depolarization and Spiritual Philosophy are a challenge for many people to learn because they have been taught to focus their mind externally instead of internally, which keeps them from grasping the logic of Spiritual Philosophy and Neural Depolarization. We cannot solve our internal problems by focusing externally. Expanding our thinking mind is the best way to solve all problems as individuals,communities, states, and countries.

Our biggest challenge in the application of knowledge is that we do not understand ourselves as both energy and matter. When we think we are matter with a mind, instead of energy as a mind, we do not understand how rapidly we can associate and understand our life if we support our energy in its freedom of thought. Spiritual Philosophy teaches us how to use the true energy of our growth and change as a human species. Neural Depolarization teaches us about the energy within us that allows us to be physically healthy, happy, and functional human beings that can live without disease and pain. When we see ourselves as simply physical beings, we do not understand the energy of disease and the lessons it is attempting to teach us. How can we learn to heal our internal diseases if we think something outside of ourselves is making us sick? This goes back to the old adage, “Garbage in, Garbage out.”

When we use the application of knowledge towards ourselves, we can begin to relate many things to our state of health and state of thinking as a mind. Air, food, and water relate dramatically to our health, which Hippocrates was teaching around 400 B.C. Today’s physicians do not have the same insight as Hippocrates had, therefore our health issues are approached from an external concept of medication and surgery, rather than the whole body approach of health. I urge each of you to think “health” first and do all that you can to live a healthy and happy life, because your health is the best insurance policy that you can have. Depression, anger, fear, unhappiness,and other negative emotions also affect your health and your happiness levels. Find a confidant that you can discuss your life with and receive positive and productive guidance from. Many of our negative feelings can be secondary to an internal chemical imbalance that can be corrected with the proper foods, water, and air.

I will continue with the Hidden Memory series through 2008. This year I covered the Hidden Memories that are stored in the neurons of our brain, which will be published as a book sometime later in 2008. This year I will cover the Hidden Memories that are stored in the cellular structure of our physical body and how these memories affect each life that we live including our present physical life. Bruce Lipton (PhD)’s book, Biology of Belief (2005), which supports what I am teaching in my Hidden Memory classes. For me, Bruce Lipton has supported what I teach as absolute truth. Not many other scientists have looked at our cells and their memory so intensely. It is time for us to realize that we have been returning to physical life as a means of learning for hundreds of thousands of years as eternal energy beings. When we begin to understand our design as energy and matter, we will be able to remember those past lives that directly relate to this physical life first, because these memories have a role in our growth and change today. 2008 classes on Cellular Memory are a prerequisite for anyone that wants to study Neural Depolarization in 2009.

I want to wish each of you a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year in 2008. My intense wish to the world in 2008 is that all of the Nations that live on Earth can learn to live in peace and tranquility. Communication is a Spiritual Concept of togetherness and peace. War is fighting our fellow man as a physical concept of fear. The time has come for us all to evolve as a human species and build Earth into the wonderful place that it is meant to be instead of destroying Earth. At this time, we have very little understanding of the effects of war on Earth itself, but we will experience each effect as we are already unknowingly doing. As we awaken to the dramas that we are creating, we will hopefully learn before it is too late to change and grow as human beings in the way that we think.

Local Authors at Unity Books & Stuff in Pittsboro

Unity Books & Stuff in Pittsboro

Local Authors' Book Signing - Pittsboro this Sunday

Local Authors' Book Signing – Dec. 2. Kathy Oddenino will join other local authors this Sunday at Unity Books and Stuff in Pittsboro.

Sunday December 2 is the First Sunday in Pittsboro and the First Local Authors' Book Signing at Unity Books and Stuff, at 80 Hillsboro Street. (Look for the purple shutters.) The authors will be here between Noon and 3:00 to sign their books for you. Some of the authors will also be reading from their books. You won't want to miss this very special event, so please come to support your favorite author!! And stay for the parade, which begins at 3:00.
(AND we will celebrate Sagittarians with Birthday Cake!)

Unity Books and Stuff

Notes from My Life

from Healing Ourself: Growing Beyond the True Cause of Disease, my fifth book.

My entire life has been lived with an intimate involvement in medicine and nursing both personally and professionally.

At the naive age of seventeen I began my nursing career when I entered St. Vincent's Hospital School of Nursing in Indianapolis. St. V's is a wonderful and progressive organization owned by the Daughters of Charity. It offered the usual diploma school program which was the beginning fo the normal nursing education at the time (1949). Despite the views of many towards diploma schools, I have always been thankful that I chose St. V's and I have valued the comprehensive and wonderful nursing education that I worked hard to achieve. It was the perfect background for me to expand and grow as an individual and as a nurse as I began to find myself.

Our education was remarkable and tough because it was academic and experiential. We attended classes daily for several hours,studied, and worked long hours with very little free time to go home, to play,or to socialize. We were required to sign a paper promsing that we would not marry during our course of study and dating was made such a challenge that it wasn't high on my list of activities at school. The intensity of our schedule kept me feeling alone in a crowd as every moment of my life was planned for me.

Since we rotated hospital duty on the evening and night shifts during the week and worked all shifts during the weekends, we never got to know most of our classmates very well with the exception of the few that were on the same rotation schedule. We were organized well by the Sisters, getting up at 5 am, going to Mass, eating, working from 7-9 am on the wards to serve breakfast and give baths, going to class all day, back to the wards in the afternoon, evening, and night. Our days would vary somewhat from year to year and assignment to assignment, but some things never changed, such as Mass, work, class, and study. Only the hours of work were shifted around to accommodate the hospital staffing.

The year after I graduated St. V's changed their program dramatically because the rest of the world was changing and the days of student labor, inequality, and control were on their way out of nursing, or so it seemed. I value my learning experience in nursing school to this day because if there were any holes in the independent work ethic that I learned growing up on a midwestern farm, they were certainly patched over very nicely in nursing school. There were many days when my inspiration and motivation to successfully complete the program was all that allowed my creativity to surface and see me through another day, another month, and another year until I graduated. But determination and persistence were character traits that I had learned early in life and in school they served me well.

My earlier years of childhood taught me that we get out of our life exactly what we are willing to put into our life. My life began with disease and I lived with disease for half of my life, but I have always been determined not to let any disease or limitations interfere with or control my life. Now I am healthier than I Have ever been and I live each day through the absolute joy that I find in my journey of life. I have no destinations or hills to climb. I live my life one day at a time, staying focused in the present and creaeting form that simple, indefinable moment in time.

It was a miracle that I was accepted into a nursing program that required perfect health, but early in my life I learned to control my body with my mind and my years in nursing school simply challenged my ability to use my healing power for my personal survival. Each day of my life has reinforced my understanding of the internal healing power of my mind, and in understanding my mind power overy my body I also understand that every human being has the same power.

Up and Over!

My friend Sawyer shows you how!

Excerpts from my handout, November 11 Seminar:

Our consciousness energy is stored as hidden memories of thought, behavior, events, and dreams, to spur us to our next level of growth. We can live with a memory from birth until death and have no understanding of of how the memory got in our mind, what it means, or how to release it from our thinking mind. Many times, we will know the memory is there but we will not step outside of the box that says "we live only one lifetime." As we grow and change more and more through our multiple lifetimes, we will come to a lifetime where we will want to know, and feel a desperate urgency to know what that memory means to us as a human being. This will be our lifetime to want to learn, to understand, and to change into the information that we remember, so that we can create a totally new definition of "who we are" within our thinking mind. When we deny cooperating with our thinking mind, we can make ourselves sick to death, or we can grow and change at will to become who we want to be in this lifetime.

Once we clearly understand ourselves as energy and matter, we will realize that everything that we have ever done and will do is to be recorded in the energy of our human body. We have our physical identity, but we also have an energy identity which is made up of the neurons and the cellular structure of our physical body. Each and every cell has memory and it retains the memory of our past lives, which we could use to heal ourselves if we accepted ourselves as energy and matter and which we can use to make ourselves sick if we are attempting to create change in our physical lives.

My last 2007 Seminar

My last 2007 seminar is scheduled for the Comfort Suites in Cary. Join us for a day of learning you won't find anywhere else! (I will also give a "preview" of what is to come on the Spiritual Philosophy horizon in 2008.)

Spiritual Philosophy Seminar - Hidden Memories Series- Our Soul Relationships with Other Worlds, Inner Worlds, Outer Worlds, & Internal Communication from Earth & the Universe - Sunday, November 11, 9am-5pm

There are no accidents in the Universal system. Energy knows itself, and what it has to do to help us grow and change. Energy does not hesitate to create! Understand your experience as your art of living. Be the change you want to see!

During the many lifetimes that we are focusing our thinking mind externally, we cannot become aware that we have lived countless physical lives that are internally imprinted and stored eternally within the Neurons of our brain as our Hidden Memories. As we store our multiple life memories in the Neurons of our brain, we are also storing physical memories in the cellular structure of our human body. As we come back into our multiple physical lifetimes, we unconsciously use these hidden memories from both our Neurons and our Cellular Structure. Memories are sorted and stored by the Hippocampus in our brain. Once we recognize our capability of endless memory design, we begin to understand the beauty of our entire Nervous System that is constantly diligent in creating us as a human library. Our Nervous System functions with our Hidden Memories to keep us from forgetting or ignoring who we have been in the past, and how our past always relates to our present. We can store memories in any cell within our brain and body, which includes our internal organs, which is why we sometimes come back into our new life with disease. When we change how we think about ourselves and our lives, we can use our Hidden Memories to grow and change as a human being and as a human species. When we deny change, we are refusing to follow our Spiritual energy in the patterns of health and happiness, which helps us to see that we still have lessons to learn. Our lessons cover the entire spectrum of our thinking mind, loving emotions, infinite Spirit Senses and our physical body, where we are constantly living with our hidden memories to remind us of our next lesson as our next pattern of growth and change.

Seminar Location:
Comfort Suites Cary( NC039) 350 Ashville Avenue , Cary, NC, US, 27518 Phone: (919) 852-4318
Use the link for directions, or call the hotel directly.
Comfort Suites Cary
Cost: $125, or first-time participants, $100. Includes take-home handout. Meals will be on your own. A number of restaurants are nearby, some in "walking distance." Lucky 32 is a restaurant we recommend, and it is across the street from Comfort Suites. Call us or visit my web site for more information!
919-545-9937