Male and Female Competition: Personality in Bloom

views from the Rigmor House


Our need for covert relationships is nothing ecept our own lack of "self-confidence" which we are attempting to hide from ourselves. We are struggling to learn the lessons of life, even when we are denying our need to change and grow within our own thinking mind. Our fears come from many roots of life and it is important for us to understand what we gain from living our fears.

Male and female competition is the impetus for growth and change within the human species. As we interact with each other and especially the opposite sex, we begin to grow and change as our memories are triggered, and the overall picture of our human journey falls into place. As each person grows, they challenge other people to grow and change to keep up with them as their sense of competition is triggered. Throughout history our journey of competition has waxed and waned as we have attempted to understand each other through the roles of our interactive male and female relationships. Competition has been a major issue between the male and female form the very beginning of life on Earth,and jealousy has from the beginning played an enormous role in the male and female interchange as an energy polarization. We are designed to learn the opposite before we can learn the truth about our internal design of Ethical Values. As we have lived our competition, fear, and jealousy, we have been attempting to learn the value of living our communication, compassion, and cooperation.

The design of our competition is coming from the fear and jealousy roles of the male and female within our societal structure. As the roles begin to merge, we feel less competition towards the opposite sex and we feel more love. We have never fully understood the competition that we have each lived in our attempt to change and grow, but once all of us as human beings can understand that we have been competing against ourselves with our thinking mind focused on competition and our emotions focused upon fear and jealousy, we will see the effect of competition internally and externally, which will give us the internal freedom to stop our competition and live our equality as our true Spiritual design. We are made to balance each other in every aspect of our human design. Once we can accept that the male and female are equal as a Spirit Consciousness, the focus on our sexual difference will fade from our thinking mind, and we will accept the male and female equality as the asset that it is in living the truth of ourselves in our interaction.

Competition in today's world is acted out through extra-marital affairs (even in marriages that are seemingly perfect), business arrangements, open agreements between individuals, businesses, governments, and with anyone else that we relate to on a consistent basis. We use competition to learn more about ourselves and our hidden issues that are really the lessons that we are attempting to learn as part of our human growth potential in this physical life. The most common competition is always found in our liaisons with the opposite sex or same sex, when we are already intimately involved in a committed "lover" relationship with another person. As we focus on our internal and external competition, we live our fear of discovery and our jealousy of other people who have lived similar situations without being caught and disclosed for public view.


as excerpt from my April seminar handout

What Does it Mean To Be Spiritual?

Many times the easiest path is not the best path to our destination of growth and expansion. When you do not know that another path exists or you fear to take a path because you believe that it is heading in the wrong direction, it is time to look, to listen, and to find guidance.

It is easier for you to seek guidance when you lose your physical way than it is to seek internal guidance when you fail to see your spiritual path clearly. You are less willing to share your feelings of the heart than you are your observations of the physical world.

Overcoming the fear of relationships is overcoming the fear of self.

When you understand the beauty and wisdom that is within you, you will choose to share it in your relationships. Sharing the beauty and wisdom within you is celebrating your relationships.

You create the energy of your relationships and you create your own conscious awareness of that energy. When you experience events in your world that appear to you to be negative, try to perceive them in a different energy. Look for the positive message.

Ask yourself, What am I trying to learn? What am I teaching myself? Why am I celebrating this event as part of my life?

You created the design. You created the event. It is your consciousness of the event and of the creation that will allow you to look within and change the energy form of the event.

The energy within you is only affected by your perception of self.

In each and every event of your physical world there is a celebration that is hidden. It is hidden from your conscious view by your own resistances to learning the lesson. Celebration is inherent in learning. Learning is movement, change, and growth.

If you were studying math and you hate math but you have a tutor who is trying to teach you to understand the basic principles of math, these principles will not absorb within your mind. You cannot grasp what it is that makes the formula work.

Someone suddenly comes into the room and present this mathematical process to you in a totally different way that relates it to your world. Suddenly your entire understanding of math changes because you are presented the lesson in relationship to all past knowledge.

If you do not learn the lesson you will continue to create and recreate the same circumstances with a different image form. If you want to create something positive in your world, you have to make the commitment, you have to accept the responsibility, and you have to produce the physical work to create the event within your physical world. Once you set the stage the Universal energies will then be able to allow this energy to flow in a harmonious rhythm.

from pp.340-342, Sharing: Self Discovery in Relationships

The Divine Idea

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Our brain is the essence of The Divine Idea as our Intelligent Design. Our human design is Spirit Consciousness living in physical matter. Understanding this enables us to choose to live our healing ability and create a different life. Spirit Consciousness is the only true and authentic loving pattern of us as human beings.

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I Was Taught Neural Depolarization As A Child ...

Neural Depolarization is a gentle but powerful touch therapy, which uses the energy of our nervous system to heal many diseases. NDP requires that we know the nervous system, the energy that it transmits, what keeps the nervous system viable, and the role that our nervous system plays in our health and happiness as physical beings. Throughout history there have been a few scientists and a few physicians (such as Langley and Cajal) that have spent their lives learning how the nervous system functions and how we can work with the nervous system to heal ourselves. When we look at this accumulated information, we can see a dramatic body of knowledge unfolding that tells us more about ourselves than any other body of knowledge, because it defines human beings as energy and matter.

I was taught Neural Depolarization as a very young child when I had an intense debilitating case of rheumatic fever. I used NDP to keep my pain threshold at a level that I could tolerate, which meant that I depolarized my arm and leg joints and my neck vertebrae frequently during the day. Because of NDP I healed myself enough to enter Nursing School and graduate 36 months later as an R.N. In those years, we had two weeks off at the end of our first and second years. We worked and studied for twelve hours a day and sometimes even more. On weekends we frequently worked twelve-hour days, but we learned, and I have always been thankful for what I learned, how I was taught, how I had to utilize my time, and the absolute excitement of learning and doing. During my years in nursing school, I would fall asleep doing NDP on my elbows, hands, knees, and ankles. I would wake up at 5a.m. when the alarm bell went off to start our day and my pain would be gone and my energy would be restored.

I learned an enormous lesson about food when I was a student nurse. I went into nursing school at a normal weight and I came out of school probably at least thirty pounds heavier than when I went in. I grew upon a farm in Southern Illinois. We raised our own foods, which consisted of the vegetables, fruits, and nuts that we ate plus the chicken, pork, and beef that we raised on the farm. The foods that our animals ate were pure foods, primarily green grass, and in the winter, hay and corn that were preserved for the winter months. We ate from our gardens and from the animals, with no spray or insecticides being used.In school we ate from the hospital cafeteria and I could feel myself gaining weight. The nuns walked through the cafeteria making us eat all of the food that was served to us. When I finished school I had gained thirty pounds despite the amount of work and study that we did. I was not alone in my weight gain.

I used NDP on myself constantly before I went into nursing school and while I was attending school. Neural Depolarization is a form of "health care" that can free the body of pain and disease, and at the same time NDP can return the Spiritual Energy to our human body and give us a new lease on life. NDP is an energy therapy that can do wonders to return our physical body to balance and expand our internal energy fields. I often wondered whether or not I would have made it through that intense period of my life if I had not known how to keep myself healthy and mostly free of pain with NDP. To this day I do not think that I could have endured the long days, weeks, and years without NDP to keep the energy of my body balanced. Those three years taught me more about pain management than I could have learned otherwise and I have always been grateful that I faced the challenge and lived it.

After working as an R.N. for 40 years, I decided to quit my nursing focus as an R.N. in 1984 and teach NDP plus the Spiritual Philosophy that I was taught as the basis of NDP to anyone that I thought could learn this healing energy. The more that I open my mind to the hidden memories of teaching Neural Depolarization and Spiritual Philosophy, the more my mind remembers the years that I lived as a philosopher and taught other people the healing arts of the time. Neural Depolarization is an ancient energy therapy that helped many people live long and productive lives under great hardship. Because these ancients could live pain-free they could keep their thinking mind active to pursue other concepts of life such as Spiritual Philosophy.

For practical purposes we need to understand that our life is about the level of energy that we use every day. We always function from the level of energy that we are living and we cannot rise above the functional level of our energy until we learn what energy means to us and our lives.

I spent thirty-six years of my life believing in the concept of "health care," until I suddenly realized that people did not get well, they simply became chronic patients who consumed countless drugs. Once I understood this concept, I stopped my focus on being a nurse (in 1984), and I began to focus on prevention as a better form of disease control. Prevention is a way of providing our physical body the chemicals that it needs by eating only organic foods, drinking pure water, and breathing the purest air that we can create in our home. Every time that I focus on "health care" I make myself sick, because medicine does not honor the energy field of me or anyone else when we are given medication that throws our internal chemical design out of balance. When we disrupt our energy fields, we interfere in the function of our physical and chemical design as a human being. The majority of human beings do not believe in "health" care, but we do believe in "disease" care, which shows us our need to change and grow within our thinking mind.

excerpt from my January/February 2008 newsletter

Our Spiritual Self: An Opportunity for Internal Change and Growth

Our Spiritual self is the energy of us that is lived in the matter of us as physical beings. We are eternally both energy and matter. As we have lived our physical lives, we have been streamlining our physical matter and expanding the energy of us as human beings. Most people live their entire lives without any awareness that we are Spiritual Energy beings first and we are physical matter beings second. As Spiritual Energy, we never die, but we do change the form of matter that is our physical body. Our Spiritual Energy has three distinct levels of energy as our thinking mind, loving emotions, and our infinite Spirit senses. As human beings that live in our physical matter to use our Spiritual Energy, we are always working on expanding how we think, how we relate to our loving emotions, and how we use our Spirit senses to understand our physical lives more completely.

We are indivisible as energy beings, but we can separate from our physical matter which gives us an opportunity to create new physical matter in which we can live a new physical life as the energy of our Spirit Consciousness. All of our eternal life journey has been perfectly clear to me in this lifetime, as we live to expand our thinking mind, loving emotions, and our infinite Spirit Senses. Because of our eternal journey as Energy that is living as Spirit Consciousness, we must choose to learn, grow, and change in our knowledge of self as an evolving energy being. In this lifetime I have been very aware of myself and my journey in Spirit Consciousness, which has helped me to understand the importance of each and every human being learning to live our physical lives through both our internal energy and our external matter.

I have been teaching people how to understand and accept their Spirit Consciousness energy since 1984. Our Spirit Consciousness is the energy of our thinking mind, loving emotions, and infinite Spirit Senses. Once we can recognize our qualities as energy and matter, we are more open to allowing ourselves to change through the expansion of our thinking mind. As we learn as a thinking mind to love ourselves, we will be open to loving other people. We can never love ourselves until we can accept the internal patterns of our thinking mind that are designed from the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness as our internal energy fields.

Studying the truth of who we are as a Spirit Consciousness is essential to our change and growth as human beings. We are not meant to fight wars on every level of our life. We are designed to love ourselves, Earth, the Universe, and all other life forms that live on Earth. I have been teaching classes in Spiritual Philosophy since 1984, and during that time I have had eight books published and taught countless classes. I have seen the change that occurs in people once they begin to love themselves as a part of the overall energy of Spirit Consciousness. The patterns that we must learn before we can accept the wisdom of change within ourselves are the Ethical Values that create the design of our Spirit Consciousness. The Ethical Values are designed as patterns that are stored in our Spirit Consciousness and therefore are eternally available to us so that we can learn and understand the patterns of change that we must live as human beings. We cannot live as Spiritual Beings until we learn to live the Spiritual Patterns that we are designed to live as our Ethical Values.

It is important to realize that true Spiritual Philosophy covers the Ethical Values of all relationships, including our human relationship to the Universe, Earth, Nature, and all human beings, which acts as our energy balance to the Ethical Values.

My first conference of 2008 will be held April 18-20, 2008 in Chapel Hill, NC. We will be exploring our hidden memories from past lives and equating them to the patterns of Ethical Values that we must learn by living each of them. We create multiple patterns in our physical approach to life that are teaching us the importance of growth and change, which must take place first in our thinking mind. The patterns that we learn as humans do not count towards our growth and change unless we learn the Ethical Values which are the patterns of our Spirit Consciousness. Come join us and find how rewarding it can be to open your thinking mind to permanent change as a human being.

Visit my web site (link above), or call us at 919-545-9937 for more information or to register. You can also email me at kathy@kathyoddenino.com or joypub@aol.com.

The Mystery of Autism?

Last night I watched Larry King's program on The Mystery of Autism. I've seen several programs about this recently, and each time as I listen to those who struggle with answers to this "mystery," I wish I could talk to them face to face and say, There is no mystery to autism! When we can think about ourselves as energy beings that live in the constantly changing matter that we create, and we then think about, for instance, the trauma that can be created when a baby is delivered by forceps, it ought to give us pause and begin a new track of thinking about this "mystery." Not all autism is created by forceps, but a large percentage is. Forceps began to be used in the 1700s, in obstructed labor, and, as with other tools in our world, came to be used routinely instead. Think of the "jelly" of our brain as our primary nervous system, the amazing power and fragility of an infant ready to be born into the physical world, and then imagine the force of a steel instrument enforcing the process of birth. Doesn't this sound like an abuse to the beautiful energy of a newborn baby, as well as to the birthing mother?

I have worked with a few autistic children using Neural Depolarization, my trademarked energy therapy which works directly with the nervous system, beginning with the brain. NDP is a gentle but powerful touch therapy, which uses the energy of our nervous system to heal diseases. I understand that it is not always easy to accept how easy it can be to heal "energy diseases," and how addicted we have become to the "fact" of disease. This includes autism, in its growing presence as an epidemic in our world. The energy of children in their open celebration of being alive and constantly in motion is one that we must understand and support in love, which includes our educating ourselves about the necessity of eating good, pure food, breathing pure air, and drinking lots of good water. Our fear of change and thinking of ourselves as energy first and matter second is what we must change to answer the "mystery" of autism. I love working with people with autism to balance their energy and give them back their thinking mind.

Most pregnant women pay attention to eating well, even if this pattern only stays in place while they are pregnant. What must be emphasized, then, is what does "eating well" mean? Fresh, organic foods are essential to our health, and the health of our children. The toxins we are exposed to, and that we expose ourselves to, create great potential risk and subsequent disease results that we will then have to work with to change. What we do not yet look at beyond the physical chemical components and effects is that the autism spectrum is an energy disease.

The Memory of Love

"The soul evolution and mind consciousness level of the physical human determines the soul and spirit energy that each human will magnetize." (Bridges of Consciousness, 117)

"The strongest soul memory for man is the memory of LOVE. It is love that created us as souls and it is love that is repeated within the physical realm, when man is created by the act of physical love between the parents.

All of man has an innate understanding of the feelings and emotion of love.

Love is the very foundation of creation. Love is to be cherished and honored.

When man receives mixed messages regarding love, he ceases to trust in love. Love is loyalty. Love is commitment. As God is loyal in His love for man, man is loyal to those he loves. As God is committed to the growth of man, man is commited to the growth of those he loves.

If there is no commitment in man, there is no love in man. If ithere is no loyalty in man, there is no love in man. Love can be identified in terms of man's consistency in words and actions. You cannot say that you love someone and not follow the words with loyalty and commitment. The consistency between the words and actions provide the integrity of truth for man.

The soul memory of loyalty and commitment becomes tarnished through the ego experiences of the outer reality. Loyalty and commitment do not disappear form the memory, but they come clouded over, difficult to remember, difficult to see, and difficult to understand. This disparity is created because of the existence of the negative energy that permeates the love energy, as understood by the ego.

It is the outer reality, the ego within the world of man, that produces this negative energy cover to the soul memories, the inner reality, of man. The instrument that is used by man, within the physical space of Earth to cloud his soul memories, is the ego. This cloud develops from the constant exposure to negative stimuli that man is subjected to and that he subjects himself to. This exposure begins at the moment of birth and remains until the moment of transition to another plane.

Excessive exposure to negative stimuli is built into your culture. It will continue to influence your world, until man accepts his responsibility to control the over-develoment of his ego. The ego is not selective in the absorption process. All information feeds into the development of the belief system of the ego, because the ego is the physical manifestation of the mind.

Man is, what he creates himself to BE."

Bridges of Consciousness, 211-212 copyright Kathy Oddenino, 1989

My First Class of 2008

On Sunday I taught my first class of 2008 on Hidden Memories as Cellular Memory. For me it's a fascinating subject and I fully enjoyed teaching it and saw many excited faces in front of me. I am very excited about the future classes. I will be covering Cellular Memory in great depth that we retain through each and every life, in great depth. Join us!

Learning about the energy of us is paramount in learning about ourselves. Come join us for an enlightening study program. Learning the intricacies of our own energy and how we use our energies in our physical lives is sometimes a challenge for people. Despite the challenge it is imperative that we open our mind to understand ourselves or we'll never understand the world around us.

We all enjoyed the hospitality of two of my students who graciously agreed to host the event when our regular site was finishing up some new construction. Such cooperation is a wonderful energy for learning. Please continue to check my web site for updates about the location for my March seminar.

Calling All Nurses

Kathy Oddenino on Amazon

From Sharing: Self-Discovery in Relationships (Joy Publications, 1990)

It has been 39 years since I graduated from nursing school. In those 39 years nothing has changed the focus of burn therapy away from surgery as the primary treatment. The physicians and nurses continue to do what they have learned to do by following the accepted approach.

To a lesser degree the nurses and physicians suffer the same agonies that the family suffers when they lose a life. Their intention is to save lives and they try very hard, using all of their "scientific" knowledge. Many are now expanding their understanding of the need to change, but they do not understand the path of change.

Scientific knowledge is based upon the creations of man from the ego and the intellect of man. Past "facts" are analyzed and statistics are formed. Therapy is then directed towards supporting the belief created by the statistics. The "belief" then becomes the "gospel" of the scientific world.

This cycle of focus and refocus is a self-fulfilling prophesy that catapults man and science into an energy of ever increasing problems. It allows man to go further and further beyond the support of the cells within man, to the support of the belief system itself. This belief then creates an octopus energy within the world reaching out to affect all aspects of the individual, the community, the world, and the Earth around us.

Since my books are written from the spirit energy within me, my integrity is involved in BEING and understanding the words that I am given. My own experience of self-discovery has been in motion since the day that I was created. My truth is creating total consistency between my thoughts, my words, and my actions.

It is not by accident that I became a nurse. I have known since birth that it was my choice to see and to live in a world that is opposite to my own personal belief system. By seeing the opposites, I can define the opportunity to change.


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In 2008 I am as passionate as ever about defining the opportunity to change, and I am ever more assured that my integrity is involved in BEING and understanding the words that I am given. I have been teaching Spiritual Philosophy since 1984, and during that time I began to teach Neural Depolarization as an energy therapy. I know that still, in the present moment, our challenge is to understand that we are energy beings motivating our creation as matter, and that our greatest obstacle in opening our minds to our Intelligent Design as evolving consciousness is our belief that we live only one life. As energy beings we are eternal. As I wrote in Sharing, science still defines a particular way to deal with a particular problem, and this particular way is called a medical protocol. Protocols are "beliefs" created by man. Sometimes protocols work and sometimes they do not work. In the scientific world there are accepted ways of treatment which the medical world accepts as "scientifically" proven. When you focus upon the "science" of action, you remove from that action the creativity of inspiration and motivation. Inspiration and motivation are the art of medicine. The art of medicine treats the patient as a whole being.


I plan to begin teaching Neural Depolarization in 2009. I welcome especially all nurses to join me in this focus of healing as an energy therapy which restores the art and science of "medicine" as Hippocrates began, as he taught "let food be your medicine." My first Spiritual Philosophy seminar of 2008 is on February 10 - Hidden Memories as Cellular Memory. Everyone is invited to attend, and for those interested in studying NDP next year, the events this year are required. Visit my web site (http://www.kathyoddenino.com/) or call me (919-545-9937) for more information.

Happy New Year!

Suggested Actions and Lists for the New Year appear everywhere.

My suggestion is: Think Love!
Love is Simple. Love is the energy of Spirit. Love is our Spiritual response to life and it is therefore the highest of ethical values.

For us as human beings, there are 3 primary levels of Healing: our thinking mind, loving emotions, and physical body. As you consider what you want in your life, what you want your life to be, look at your "dream" of your life and the beliefs you are living. Compare the relationship between the dream and your beliefs. What is keeping you from loving yourself? When we love ourself as a spiritual being, we will always seek knowledge and use holistic health and healing. Knowledge unrelated to the ethical values of life cannot be truth.

When we understand how to apply the knowledge of our ethical values to our daily lifestyle, we are learning how to love and to live all of the Ethical Values that make up the patterns of our Spirit Consciousness. If we cannot live the ethical values as the patterns of our constant thinking and behaving, we are continuing to live our fear as the opposite patterns of our love. Change is always our own interpersonal challenge because no one else has the power to change who we are, how we think, how we interact with other people, and how we live our own interpersonal energy fields.

In my books and classes I offer tools to help you stay on track if your commitment to yourself is to be a Spiritual being. These are lists you can carry around with you and slip into a pocket for easy reference during the day. We can all use reminders to help us be the energy we want to be if we are open to change. Relationship profiles will show you very clearly your own personality as a physical (ego) mind focus or a Spiritual mind focus. Learning to live as a spirit consciousness rather than an ego mind letting the busyness of of life control us, and manipulating the lives of others by our fear, is the greatest gift we can give ourselves. Share your loving self with others as you learn to know yourself as a spiritual being. Invite a friend to join you in events that support your growth and change. What one gains in internal growth, we all gain as a collective consciousness. Never underestimate the power of who you are as energy and matter!

Time really does fly, doesn’t it?

I feel like we just started 2007 and now 2008 is looming right in front of us. “Time flies” is an old saying I have heard since my early childhood,and the older that I get, the more meaningful it is to me and my life. I love life! I am definitely a “senior citizen” (if we measure by numbers, which I prefer not to do). My take on life is it is like a hula hoop - the faster you make it go, the more fun you will have and the more cycles you can create in your life. I have done this, and sometimes my cycles really begin to rotate and swing until I am literally flooded with the excitement of my physical life. As most of you probably know, I am an R.N. by my original education. Of course as we age our education seems to grow with us and move us into more and more exciting avenues of thinking and physical behaviors.

The most exciting part of our education is probably not going to occur in a standard classroom. Mine most certainly has not. I have always loved my nursing education and the older I get the more I love it. I went to nursing school in the days of the Korean War. To this day I remember helping sneak a classmate into the dormitory after a night out with her boyfriend. This was of course highly disrespectful to the Daughters of Charity that ran the Nursing Program, but the general theory of the day was, “All is fair in love and war.” I no longer believe that to be true. I am tired of war and I am tired of people who support and create war by living in an external vacuum of fear beliefs.

As a Spiritual Philosopher, I teach the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness. When we live the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness, we cannot believe in the horrors of war as having any true value in our society. With love we build families, societies, nations, commerce, education and intercommunication. When we live in fear, we fight, steal, kill, cheat, and we have no love for our neighbor or ourselves. Killing becomes a game. Killing is not a game,it is the most atrocious behavior of untruth that we can ever live as human beings. When we are forced to kill, we are being controlled, and no human being should suffer through that degree of control.

War may be accepted as essential in some people’s minds, but if we learn Spiritual Philosophy we do not accept war as essential, because we accept the Ethical Values of our Spiritual design as essential energy to learn and to live. What we do accept as essential is communication that is based on love, truth, and equality. Communication can handle all disputes when it is practiced with equality, truth, and love. Communication requires more than one person. Talking and making decisions as one person is a dictatorship. Many marriages suffer from control by one dominant person in the marriage. Control is usually the cause of domestic wars, which may or may not be recognized by both parties. Once we can understand that control is tantamount to war, we begin to understand why families find themselves embroiled in their own wars.

When all people learn to live the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness, which is present as the basic pattern of our energetic life in all human beings, we learn to feel, speak, act, and respond to each other with love, truth, and equality. The basic needs of any human being dictate the “true wants” in their life as acknowledgment, acceptance,and love. These three essential elements to life do not include control. They do include a recognition of other people as equal to ourselves. We are all born and we all die. It is only when we look at the patterns of living that we see the disparity come into play.

Our neuronal and cellular past life memories are part of our energy design as a Spirit Consciousness. All memory from our endless past lives is stored in the energy pattern of our brain and body that we bring back with us into our new physical life. We do not usually remember our past lives because as infants we are taught that we live only one life, and to remember a past life would make us “wrong” very early in our physical life. Not many souls have the confidence to break with the physical patterns of beliefs that we also bring back with us in our new life, which means we must make a choice of the memories that are important to us in this lifetime. Because past life memory has not been acceptable in most aspects of our physical reality, many people come back into another life with their hidden memories tucked away in the neurons of their brain and the cells of their human physical body and they literally worship the concept of living only one physical life. This creates the most dramatic conflict in our human mind and body that we could ever wish for.

Understanding the truth about ourselves boosts our internal growth through the subconscious memory that we are ignoring. It is always important to realize that when we learn about ourselves it is to assist ourselves in our own interpersonal growth, and it is not about impressing other people. Internal growth and change itself is the way that we impress ourselves and other people. It is only when we grow and change that we can apply our internal knowledge into our physical life to facilitate growth and change in the internal and external image of energy and matter in human form. We are always responsible for “who we are” and no one else can ever be held responsible for our personal thinking and behavior. Because we see our-selves as physical people, we will unconsciously grow physically when it is our intention to grow internally as a Spirit Consciousness. Focusing on the thinking mind to remove it from its habitual beliefs and behaviors helps us to begin to shift the thinking mind internally on its growth and change.

Thinking is the beginning step of the application of knowledge for our mind. We have many physical lifetimes of knowledge stored within the neurons of our brain and the cells of our physical body that we can access and use to help ourselves learn the Ethical Values in this lifetime. Learning how to apply the Ethical Values to the present day life that we are living, helps us design new patterns of thinking about the knowledge that we already have that we can apply to our present life situations. When we think of knowledge, we immediately think of the direct application of how we learned the knowledge, and we do not open up the freeway thought patterns to see the endless applications that we can use for any piece of true knowledge.

All knowledge should be Universally applicable. Once we begin to understand that all true knowledge is based in the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness, we begin to understand the Universal aspect of all learning and we apply our knowledge and use our knowledge in the quadrant design of the Rubik’s Cube. Removing the one focal point in the application of knowledge, very quickly allows us to see the connections that exist in all things within the Universal System. Once we can understand that our application of knowledge is the key to our growth and change, we will quickly and willingly seek growth and change as the next knowledge cycle to put our energy into an evolved motion of learning about ourselves.

I have always heard that time flies as you get older,and maybe that is why my time seems to be going so rapidly. I think about all of the Spiritual Philosophy and Neural Depolarization that I want to teach and then I remember the challenge that many people have in learning and changing, and there we are at the “Never the twain shall meet”concept. Neural Depolarization and Spiritual Philosophy are a challenge for many people to learn because they have been taught to focus their mind externally instead of internally, which keeps them from grasping the logic of Spiritual Philosophy and Neural Depolarization. We cannot solve our internal problems by focusing externally. Expanding our thinking mind is the best way to solve all problems as individuals,communities, states, and countries.

Our biggest challenge in the application of knowledge is that we do not understand ourselves as both energy and matter. When we think we are matter with a mind, instead of energy as a mind, we do not understand how rapidly we can associate and understand our life if we support our energy in its freedom of thought. Spiritual Philosophy teaches us how to use the true energy of our growth and change as a human species. Neural Depolarization teaches us about the energy within us that allows us to be physically healthy, happy, and functional human beings that can live without disease and pain. When we see ourselves as simply physical beings, we do not understand the energy of disease and the lessons it is attempting to teach us. How can we learn to heal our internal diseases if we think something outside of ourselves is making us sick? This goes back to the old adage, “Garbage in, Garbage out.”

When we use the application of knowledge towards ourselves, we can begin to relate many things to our state of health and state of thinking as a mind. Air, food, and water relate dramatically to our health, which Hippocrates was teaching around 400 B.C. Today’s physicians do not have the same insight as Hippocrates had, therefore our health issues are approached from an external concept of medication and surgery, rather than the whole body approach of health. I urge each of you to think “health” first and do all that you can to live a healthy and happy life, because your health is the best insurance policy that you can have. Depression, anger, fear, unhappiness,and other negative emotions also affect your health and your happiness levels. Find a confidant that you can discuss your life with and receive positive and productive guidance from. Many of our negative feelings can be secondary to an internal chemical imbalance that can be corrected with the proper foods, water, and air.

I will continue with the Hidden Memory series through 2008. This year I covered the Hidden Memories that are stored in the neurons of our brain, which will be published as a book sometime later in 2008. This year I will cover the Hidden Memories that are stored in the cellular structure of our physical body and how these memories affect each life that we live including our present physical life. Bruce Lipton (PhD)’s book, Biology of Belief (2005), which supports what I am teaching in my Hidden Memory classes. For me, Bruce Lipton has supported what I teach as absolute truth. Not many other scientists have looked at our cells and their memory so intensely. It is time for us to realize that we have been returning to physical life as a means of learning for hundreds of thousands of years as eternal energy beings. When we begin to understand our design as energy and matter, we will be able to remember those past lives that directly relate to this physical life first, because these memories have a role in our growth and change today. 2008 classes on Cellular Memory are a prerequisite for anyone that wants to study Neural Depolarization in 2009.

I want to wish each of you a Merry Christmas, and a Happy New Year in 2008. My intense wish to the world in 2008 is that all of the Nations that live on Earth can learn to live in peace and tranquility. Communication is a Spiritual Concept of togetherness and peace. War is fighting our fellow man as a physical concept of fear. The time has come for us all to evolve as a human species and build Earth into the wonderful place that it is meant to be instead of destroying Earth. At this time, we have very little understanding of the effects of war on Earth itself, but we will experience each effect as we are already unknowingly doing. As we awaken to the dramas that we are creating, we will hopefully learn before it is too late to change and grow as human beings in the way that we think.

Local Authors at Unity Books & Stuff in Pittsboro

Unity Books & Stuff in Pittsboro

Local Authors' Book Signing - Pittsboro this Sunday

Local Authors' Book Signing – Dec. 2. Kathy Oddenino will join other local authors this Sunday at Unity Books and Stuff in Pittsboro.

Sunday December 2 is the First Sunday in Pittsboro and the First Local Authors' Book Signing at Unity Books and Stuff, at 80 Hillsboro Street. (Look for the purple shutters.) The authors will be here between Noon and 3:00 to sign their books for you. Some of the authors will also be reading from their books. You won't want to miss this very special event, so please come to support your favorite author!! And stay for the parade, which begins at 3:00.
(AND we will celebrate Sagittarians with Birthday Cake!)

Unity Books and Stuff

Notes from My Life

from Healing Ourself: Growing Beyond the True Cause of Disease, my fifth book.

My entire life has been lived with an intimate involvement in medicine and nursing both personally and professionally.

At the naive age of seventeen I began my nursing career when I entered St. Vincent's Hospital School of Nursing in Indianapolis. St. V's is a wonderful and progressive organization owned by the Daughters of Charity. It offered the usual diploma school program which was the beginning fo the normal nursing education at the time (1949). Despite the views of many towards diploma schools, I have always been thankful that I chose St. V's and I have valued the comprehensive and wonderful nursing education that I worked hard to achieve. It was the perfect background for me to expand and grow as an individual and as a nurse as I began to find myself.

Our education was remarkable and tough because it was academic and experiential. We attended classes daily for several hours,studied, and worked long hours with very little free time to go home, to play,or to socialize. We were required to sign a paper promsing that we would not marry during our course of study and dating was made such a challenge that it wasn't high on my list of activities at school. The intensity of our schedule kept me feeling alone in a crowd as every moment of my life was planned for me.

Since we rotated hospital duty on the evening and night shifts during the week and worked all shifts during the weekends, we never got to know most of our classmates very well with the exception of the few that were on the same rotation schedule. We were organized well by the Sisters, getting up at 5 am, going to Mass, eating, working from 7-9 am on the wards to serve breakfast and give baths, going to class all day, back to the wards in the afternoon, evening, and night. Our days would vary somewhat from year to year and assignment to assignment, but some things never changed, such as Mass, work, class, and study. Only the hours of work were shifted around to accommodate the hospital staffing.

The year after I graduated St. V's changed their program dramatically because the rest of the world was changing and the days of student labor, inequality, and control were on their way out of nursing, or so it seemed. I value my learning experience in nursing school to this day because if there were any holes in the independent work ethic that I learned growing up on a midwestern farm, they were certainly patched over very nicely in nursing school. There were many days when my inspiration and motivation to successfully complete the program was all that allowed my creativity to surface and see me through another day, another month, and another year until I graduated. But determination and persistence were character traits that I had learned early in life and in school they served me well.

My earlier years of childhood taught me that we get out of our life exactly what we are willing to put into our life. My life began with disease and I lived with disease for half of my life, but I have always been determined not to let any disease or limitations interfere with or control my life. Now I am healthier than I Have ever been and I live each day through the absolute joy that I find in my journey of life. I have no destinations or hills to climb. I live my life one day at a time, staying focused in the present and creaeting form that simple, indefinable moment in time.

It was a miracle that I was accepted into a nursing program that required perfect health, but early in my life I learned to control my body with my mind and my years in nursing school simply challenged my ability to use my healing power for my personal survival. Each day of my life has reinforced my understanding of the internal healing power of my mind, and in understanding my mind power overy my body I also understand that every human being has the same power.

Up and Over!

My friend Sawyer shows you how!

Excerpts from my handout, November 11 Seminar:

Our consciousness energy is stored as hidden memories of thought, behavior, events, and dreams, to spur us to our next level of growth. We can live with a memory from birth until death and have no understanding of of how the memory got in our mind, what it means, or how to release it from our thinking mind. Many times, we will know the memory is there but we will not step outside of the box that says "we live only one lifetime." As we grow and change more and more through our multiple lifetimes, we will come to a lifetime where we will want to know, and feel a desperate urgency to know what that memory means to us as a human being. This will be our lifetime to want to learn, to understand, and to change into the information that we remember, so that we can create a totally new definition of "who we are" within our thinking mind. When we deny cooperating with our thinking mind, we can make ourselves sick to death, or we can grow and change at will to become who we want to be in this lifetime.

Once we clearly understand ourselves as energy and matter, we will realize that everything that we have ever done and will do is to be recorded in the energy of our human body. We have our physical identity, but we also have an energy identity which is made up of the neurons and the cellular structure of our physical body. Each and every cell has memory and it retains the memory of our past lives, which we could use to heal ourselves if we accepted ourselves as energy and matter and which we can use to make ourselves sick if we are attempting to create change in our physical lives.

My last 2007 Seminar

My last 2007 seminar is scheduled for the Comfort Suites in Cary. Join us for a day of learning you won't find anywhere else! (I will also give a "preview" of what is to come on the Spiritual Philosophy horizon in 2008.)

Spiritual Philosophy Seminar - Hidden Memories Series- Our Soul Relationships with Other Worlds, Inner Worlds, Outer Worlds, & Internal Communication from Earth & the Universe - Sunday, November 11, 9am-5pm

There are no accidents in the Universal system. Energy knows itself, and what it has to do to help us grow and change. Energy does not hesitate to create! Understand your experience as your art of living. Be the change you want to see!

During the many lifetimes that we are focusing our thinking mind externally, we cannot become aware that we have lived countless physical lives that are internally imprinted and stored eternally within the Neurons of our brain as our Hidden Memories. As we store our multiple life memories in the Neurons of our brain, we are also storing physical memories in the cellular structure of our human body. As we come back into our multiple physical lifetimes, we unconsciously use these hidden memories from both our Neurons and our Cellular Structure. Memories are sorted and stored by the Hippocampus in our brain. Once we recognize our capability of endless memory design, we begin to understand the beauty of our entire Nervous System that is constantly diligent in creating us as a human library. Our Nervous System functions with our Hidden Memories to keep us from forgetting or ignoring who we have been in the past, and how our past always relates to our present. We can store memories in any cell within our brain and body, which includes our internal organs, which is why we sometimes come back into our new life with disease. When we change how we think about ourselves and our lives, we can use our Hidden Memories to grow and change as a human being and as a human species. When we deny change, we are refusing to follow our Spiritual energy in the patterns of health and happiness, which helps us to see that we still have lessons to learn. Our lessons cover the entire spectrum of our thinking mind, loving emotions, infinite Spirit Senses and our physical body, where we are constantly living with our hidden memories to remind us of our next lesson as our next pattern of growth and change.

Seminar Location:
Comfort Suites Cary( NC039) 350 Ashville Avenue , Cary, NC, US, 27518 Phone: (919) 852-4318
Use the link for directions, or call the hotel directly.
Comfort Suites Cary
Cost: $125, or first-time participants, $100. Includes take-home handout. Meals will be on your own. A number of restaurants are nearby, some in "walking distance." Lucky 32 is a restaurant we recommend, and it is across the street from Comfort Suites. Call us or visit my web site for more information!
919-545-9937

Whole-istic Harvest Festival at Chatham Mills October 20

The first annual Whole-istic Harvest Festival at Chatham Mills this past Saturday was a full day! Cross-ventilation in the Mill was wonderful, and it was a beautiful day in Pittsboro. Thank you, Judyne and Mike, and other helping hands, for a great day. You all did a great job getting this together. And thank you to everyone who came to visit us and learn about Neural Depolarization. I love to talk with people!







Chatham Marketplace has these beautiful pumpkins gathered out front.

Understanding Love

“The soul” is a familiar phrase to most of us, yet it is not easy to find a clear definition. What is the soul? When we understand our Intelligent Design, as a spirit consciousness, we will know that our soul is dual, as our male thinking mind and female loving emotions. We will know the energy of us as a dual soul in relationship to our physical lives as human beings, and how to “map” the journey of us as energy and matter (evolving consciousness).

Through the years I have been teaching, my students have found lists helpful – lists are easy to refer to as we open our mind and are learning to repattern our thinking and behavior as we change our self-image from the energy fields of fear into living as loving people. Loving ourself is the key to knowing ourself as a spiritual being, living the ethical values.These are a few of the lists I have used at times to help students think about what love means to us.

Descending soul of physical nature has lived in fear

Ascending soul of divine nature will live in love

Loving self requires:

1- transition to loving emotions
2- consciousness of everything that you say and do and its cause and effect in your relationships
3- consciously using free choice
4- Being happy, independent and free within your heart
5- Appreciation for the miracle of life
6- Appreciating your physical body
7- Food, air, water, and sexual love

Intimate Relationships

1- consciously loving in your actions, words, behavior
2- communication
3- respect, value and honor your mate’s personal goals
4- live as a team
5- openness and truth are essential
6- touching without expectation of sex
7- consciousness of goals of mate – a meeting of the soul mind.

To Know Ourselves

October 5-7 Conference
The Ethical Values

To know ourselves as Spiritual beings we must live the Ethical Values of our Spirit Consciousness at all times. We cannot say one thing and do another. We cannot “think” that we are Spiritual when we are not acting Spiritual, because pretending creates an absolute imbalance in our thinking mind that moves our thinking mind further away from being and living our Spiritual energy. Life gives us an opportunity to live our Spiritual energy at all times, under all types of circumstances, and to live our internal energy as a vivacious, caring, and sharing energy.

The Critical Nursing Shortage is Predictable

An AOL headline article on Sept. 4: Low pay for a grueling job keeps many Americans out of the field – and that spells trouble as baby boomers age.

Articles appear every day about the critical shortage in nurses to fill nursing positions. A recent article I read reported that “an estimated 8.5 percent of the nursing positions in the U.S. are unfilled – and some expect that number to triple by 2020 as 80 million baby boomers retire and expand the ranks of those needing care. Hospital administration and nurses’ advocates have declared a staffing crisis as the nursing shortage hits its 10th year, the longest stretch in 50 years.”

Let’s look at this shortage in relationship to how we define and project our “needs” and what it means to have satisfactory outcomes in medical practice. I graduated from nursing school in 1951 and worked as a nurse for 40 years, in administration, immunology and transplant research, and bedside care. Since 1984 I have been writing books and teaching Spiritual Philosophy along with seeing clients individually, both for spiritual and nutritional counseling, and with Neural Depolarization, my trademarked energy therapy which works with the nervous system. I understand the energy design of our human body as matter, and I could no longer work in the medical world because the medical world has grown increasingly invested in “disease care,” and not health care. Since I was two years old, growing up on the farm in Salem, Illinois, I have known I wanted to be a nurse. My parents wondered how I even knew the word! From then until now I have worked as a health advocate, and I have seen big changes in the focus of “healing” to the focus of money marketing, drugs, and the monolith of pharmaceutical companies at the head of the “health care industry.” Why are so many of us sick? The diseases continue to compound themselves as we heap new industrial chemicals into our food, air, and water, and we continue to claim ignorance. We create new technologies to identify diseases faster, and add greater power to the scans and energy with which we target diseases in our efforts to “kill” them. Never mind the effects these targeted efforts have on the rest of the body, or on the whole of us as energy beings. There is ample evidence to show us how we are degrading and destroying our chemical balance and therefore our human life, through the food, air, and water we are consistently poisoning if we want to see it and accept responsibility in changing this scenario. We are responsible for our own health, and as we learn we can share this information from our experience with others so that they might be able to choose alternatives as well. We have become indoctrinated into the mindset that medicine is the only way to treat disease. This is not true.

We have to be a health detective by understanding the design of the body. All diagnoses should be the result of detective work.

Why have we forgotten our roots? I am old enough to remember a time without electricity, when everything we ate was eaten fresh from an abundant garden, or kept alive in the root cellar for later consumption. A time when our entertainment was by kerosene lamp, when Daddy would put my sister and I on his knee and we would listen to the radio. We had big dances in the barn loft, as many in our family played instruments and loved to dance. Some people certainly had pain, as I did, beginning early with rheumatic fever. In a time before so many drugs were created, we depended upon nature more. I do believe medicine has served great purposes for us – for infectious diseases and more. Many drugs were once based on the chemicals of nature! Then we became too smart for our own good. We thought we could do better - we could perfect nature. Arrogance and the ignorance inherent in it has been the demise of human populations and Earth before. This mind energy is how we create and perpetuate war.

We are designed as self-healing organisms. Our knowledge ought to help us use our creative and healing energies more efficiently and effectively. Evidence shows us this is not what we are doing. Why not? We must understand ourselves as energy and matter and we will understand the Universe. All diseases can be healed when we understand ourselves as energy and matter. We will know our Intelligent Design whose foundation is air, food, and water, and we will support ourselves, Earth, and each other in this focus of healing and enjoying the many gifts life offers us. It takes courage to be a thinker who goes beyond the status quo. We do not need to throw away all and reinvent the wheel, but we must look at ourselves internally, as the powerful self-healing creations we are, before we will rid ourselves of the urge to war and the trials of disease. Healing is an art whose memory must be revived and expanded, and nurses are a primary force in this change. The focus of medicine has failed nurses. The mission of nurses is take care of the sick by teaching them the healing energy of love. Now we have the knowledge of science to support this mission of “eternal life” and our ability to get healthy and stay healthy so we can enjoy life for hundreds of years.

I would like nothing better than to offer nurses, and physicians, fed up with the medical world as we know it, a way to learn the art of holistic healing again. This is why I am writing books and teaching Neural Depolarization as part of Spiritual Philosophy. Millions of people are sick and in pain and are tired of the treadmill of high costs, medicine with its lengthy list of side effects, and learning only to “cope with” pain or have debilitating treatment in hopes of killing a disease. Many have come to see me who are at the end of their rope, with death sentences after having exhausted what they thought were all roads to getting healthy. Have no fear. There are answers beyond our institutions. Clients who truly want to heal have healed “terminal” diseases, “incurable” diseases of all kinds, as well as minor and chronic conditions that are increasingly common in our world. We are all in this together, and we are each responsible for our own changes and choices. We must support each other as we choose change for health.

Nursing Shortage Fact Sheet

Our Relationship with Universal Energy

"The further the spiritual evolution of mankind advances, the more certain it seems to me that the path to genuine religiosity does not lie through the fear of life, and the fear of death, and blind faith, but through striving after rational knowledge."

"A human being is a part of a whole, called by us _universe_, a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest... a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature in its beauty." Einstein quotes

In several of my books I have written about Universal energy and our human relationship to Univeral energy. As Earth changes continue to expand - and all we have to do is watch the news of calamities happening around the world if we are not actively experiencing one of the calamities at the moment - we are faced with how to respond to sustain our life on Earth. Many face this now as calamities happen because of the energy we are creating as humans, within the Earth, and within the Universal system.

We continue to talk about the effects of energy changes without understanding that we are energy and that energy never dies, it only changes form. In my second book, Bridges of Consciousness, I wrote about how energy affects man as he lives, what those energies are, and how they are created. The subconscious and unconscious energies, if not acnowledged, can create an imbalance within the body, mind, and spirit of man that affect our quality of life. We can see this happening if we open ourselves to the fact that we are energy and matter.

The true leaders of our world will be the idea people who will absorb the energy that works, and walk away from the rest. Within the circle of leaders will be souls who want to reach out to the energy of the Universe and use it in a way that can help humankind. As I talk about "Hidden Memories" in my next two events, I will also explain more about our relationship as human beings to the Universal system of energy.

Choose to be a leader, not a follower! Learn to think on your feet, not depend upon someone else for the answers. Our world needs leaders who can think with love.

Here is some of what I cover in Bridges of Consciousness.

4 primary bridges of consciousness

God – Creation
Christ – Unconditional love
Earth – physical manifestation and man’s relationship to Earth
Universe – Energy consciousness of Universe that is accessible to man

When man accepts responsibility for self, he becomes aware of the power of creation of the love of God within.
This awareness of God within creates a love of God, self, and all of mankind – this love mirrors the love, truth and perfection of God just as Christ mirrored to man through his actions, the love, truth, and perfection of God.
Man’s physical survival depends upon the Earth from which he restores his body and mind. This restoration occurs from the energy of the Earth which man uses as food, water, air, and sun. On Earth, energies are integrated into air, water, and soil of Earth.
Universal energy consciousness is an inherent understanding of the Universe and man’s relationship to the Universe. In the Universe the energies are not physical but must be understood and used by man’s mind and spirit.

Bridges of Consciousness
What on Earth is Going On? - A Video interview with Kathy

Think Peace!

Our long-time friend Sylvia Vanderpool sent me this request, and I would like to pass this on to you. We must focus our minds on peace every day if we want to create this energy within us and our world. Our children will help us do that. Thank you, Sylvia, for your newsletter response, too. Drop Sylvia a note, send a happy thought, visit the site, say hello. Think Peace!

from Sylvia:
I just rec'd the summer newsletter. There is an article on the last page on Change: Our Special Challenge I would like to have this available for the public at our International Day of Peace vigil Friday Sept 21 in Warren Co. I had in mind asking you to send a statement that could be read until I saw this. Last year I observed the 'peace day' at my center. This year, as a member of the Warren Co. Ministerial Assoc, they agreed to be involved. We will be at our county recreation complex which has a nice walking trail. I will set up at 11am for walkers and kids to plant pinwheels of peace and our 'program' will be 4:30 - 6:30pm. FYI see International Day of Peace and Pinwheels for Peace and www.CandlelightSpiritualScienceCenter.org
Warrenton,NC 27589

Spirit Consciousness: Our Intelligent Design

This is my eighth book and with this book I have moved from the explanations of the seven primary levels of our Dual Soul(my first seven books)into the description and function of our Spirit Consciousness as our intelligent energy design. We are so much more than we think we are. It never ceases to amaze me that we think we are intelligent beings, but we do not recognize ourselves as eternal energy that returns endlessly into physical matter in our attempt to understand ourselves. Science has the ability to prove this for us, if the scientists themselves can get beyond their external belief system. We have consistently focused our thinking mind externally. The most important issue in understanding ourselves is to understand that internally we are energy (chemical) and matter. Energy never dies but it does change its form of matter as we destroy our internal chemical patterns. Once we understand that we are energy and matter, we begin to understand that life is a constant for us as energy beings. Energy moves with the speed of light. Once we die as physical bodies, we come back into a new energy life in three physical days and it takes us nine months to create our new physical body. As human beings we can prove this, once we begin to think internally instead of externally. It has taken us a long time as energy beings to open our thinking mind to the internal chemical patterns of our own energy. Once we understand our chemical design as the source of our energy design, we will stay healthy, live longer, be happier, and remember more of our past life experiences that are stored as energy within the neurons of our brain and the cells of our physical body.

Our challenge is to know that we are eternal as energy beings and finite as physical beings. Once we understand that "energy and matter" is the story of our Intelligent Design as Spiritual Beings, we begin to look at ourselves internally instead of externally as we do now. Medicine does not work today to truly heal us as energy beings because medicine sees us as finite physical beings and does not understand our internal chemical design. When we remove ourselves from the pure chemicals of Nature and Earth, we begin to destroy our internal energy fields as human beings. When we change the chemicals of Nature and Earth that make us chemical beings and healthy beings, we become diseased because we have just contaminated our internal chemical design with man made chemicals.

"God" or our eternal Spirit Consciousness had a brilliant and Divine Idea when man was created in the image of energy and matter, put on Earth, which had the power to replace our internal chemicals through the air, foods, and water of Nature, and left us to our own decisive thinking mind to help us grow and change. This helps us to see that our externally focused thinking mind has led us down the primrose path to disease. As we continue to focus on an external God instead of recognizing ourselves as an internal and eternal "image of God" as energy and matter, we essentially destroy ourselves through our own internal and external wars of change and growth. Our behaviors and thought processes were not structured by an external God, they are structured by us and the level of our thinking mind that we are using at the present time, and have used in our past lives. We are on our own now as a Spirit Consciousness and we must learn about ourselves. The Human Species is the "Divine Idea" of our eternal Spirit Consciousness as our internal energy design that is living in physical matter. Why are we abusing ourselves? Read my newest book, Spirit Consciousness: Our Intelligent Design and learn how to be healthy and happy in your long lived life as both energy and matter.

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Change: Our Special Challenge

As human beings, we have accepted our ancient beliefs and superstitions as “Gospel Truth,” and we have literally never looked back at how all of this came to be a very important part of our lifestyle. The truth of where we learned our ancient beliefs and our addictions to these ancient beliefs was written about in The Golden Bough by James Fraser (1824) and the many wonderful books, lectures, and articles by Joseph Campbell which spanned 30 or 40 years. Many of our ancient beliefs were also documented in the Old Testament and New Testament. Now we have enough information to look back at ourselves in other lifetimes and clearly see how we have created the myths and superstitions that we are still continuing to live. None of our beliefs and myths have been right or wrong. They simply reflected into our lives the precise level of growth and change that our thinking mind had and has reached.

We have taken our ancient beliefs and made them into our lifestyle, which we continue to live as war, hate, crime, and our inhuman behaviors. We do not need to chastise ourselves for what we have done in the past, but we do need to look at who we are now and change our thinking and behaviors into love, truth,And equality. As humans that are continuing to fight war rather than living in harmony, we can easily see the importance of each of us changing the way that we think and behave. Change is our challenge. We cannot create peace on Earth and good will towards all people without change. Change is and always has been the personal responsibility of each and every human that lives on Earth. This means that each of us is at all times personally responsible for at least changing who we are and how we relate to other people.

We have lived on Earth for billions of years. Now we are destroying Earth because of our greed, ignorance, and selfishness, which is showing us that our thinking mind is not thinking at the level of growth that it needs to think. We, human beings, are totally responsible for what we are creating. As Spirit Consciousness beings, we know that we can change and grow out of our fear and destruction into our love and expansion. For us to be fighting wars at this time in our evolution is a “crime” of our ancient mind and its fear of change. We must change and we must learn the value of love. Love is not sex. Love is an emotion that is part of the design of us as a Spirit Consciousness. If we understood ourselves as a Spirit Consciousness, we would live our love as one thinking mind throughout the Universal System. We have the power to change and we must change now before we destroy Earth, which will leave us as Universal wanderers without a home. We can change!!!

Joseph Campbell Foundation

What I Learned at the July 3-Day Hidden Memories Conference

Kathy, I just loved this class…….

I am so glad that I have been a student of your teachings long enough to have learned that “life is choice” and I am absolutely thrilled for having learned that well enough to have chosen to attend your fabulously inspiring 3-day conference on “Hidden Memories, Understanding Our Personal Internal Energy.” Thank you, for teaching it! It was a wonderful growth experience for me. I feel this blog topic is the perfect place to communicate my ongoing change and growth since day one of this conference.

In class, as you were explaining the pattern of how we stack fear, upon fear, upon fear until we become fearful of the fear, my mind immediately responded to this pattern and awakened a hidden memory from my infancy, during this lifetime. It was a perfect example of energy reflecting energy, because I felt the vibration internally as my mind was processing all the external sensory responses of sound, sight, motion, and emotion. Then it just clicked, my mind opened to this memory of this external energy pattern. What my senses responded to was the reflection of my own internal energy pattern that I was living. The unity of this energy created instant understanding. As I sat in class my mind was sending a flood of culminating thoughts and pictures which flowed from my mind, through my fingers onto my paper. My healing began from that moment in class, as I recorded my thoughts and emotions. I felt lighter, freer, happier and very excited to be learning and growing!

I consumed the entire handout in just a couple of days and read all of my classroom notes. Keeping my mind focused upon this loving energy of openness I felt my fears just leaving my mind as I transferred them onto my paper. With each new awareness, I felt more motivated and committed to continue seeking the relationship between my childhood and past life experiences where I developed these fear concepts and behaviors. I saw how I was controlled by fear, became addicted to its negative energy. Now I understand the supportive role it has played in my learning to ‘consciously’ grow into accepting personal responsibility for my life and release my dependency upon someone else to save me. All those illusions just faded away!

My lessons learned: I could not access my memory if I did not think I was worthy of receiving communication from my spirit consciousness. So how I think about myself with love or fear either supports me or repels. If I think, that God is going to save me, or I am not worthy of accessing my own memory because I doubt that I have lived many thousands of lives and all that’s in my mind is this present life, than how could I have that data available, how could I retrieve it from my memory that I don’t believe I have… I could not, and would not.

I could feel my mind opening to new understanding of what’s been holding me in a self-defeating cycle of victim energy. Before this class, I didn’t know what my fear was, I could just tell I wasn’t creating the life I wanted to be living. Now compassion is replacing the self-judgement, unity where there was separation, and the love has melted the fear.

What a dynamic learning experience this ‘awakening’ has created. I’m learning to see more fractal patterns of that energy, the beliefs that support them and how they have controlled my life and my ability to give life to my dreams… to create in the energy of love instead of fear. I am just so excited and eager to continue evolving my mind into knowing itself as Spirit Consciousness. Evolution is real, just as energy is real… Thanks for teaching this series on “Hidden Memories” and for being such a brilliant and wonderfully loving teacher by example!


Kathy, I thank you from the depth of my heart for this wonderful class and your awesome new book “Spirit Consciousness our Intelligent Design!” I love your choice of timing.

Releasing it just weeks before this class was sheer perfection, for me! I’m certain that reading this book contributed significantly to raising my level of Spirit Consciousness that allowed me to learn so much from this class.

With great appreciation,
Kathy Bruegging

Leading Edge Science and the Prophets Conference

On Friday I received an email notice from the Prophets Conference about the August 10-11 Conference, "A Quest Beyond the Limits of the Ordinary," which features Rupert Sheldrake and Bruce Lipton. I recently read Bruce Lipton's Biology of Belief, and was thrilled to read his cellular biologist's explanation and discovery of what makes us cellular "spiritual beings" as energy. "A Quest Beyond the Limits of the Ordinary" is inaccurate. Our cellular structure has always been "the ordinary"! We simply haven't understood what is our "normal design."

Here is the quote included in the mailing:
"When you realize that you are creating a specific field of energy around you according to the different thoughts and emotions you are experiencing, you are on the road to taking control of the things you find in your life." Bruce Lipton

I have been writing about our chemical pattern as energy and matter for many years, including in my new (8th) book, Spirit Consciousness: Our Intelligent Design. Our thoughts and emotions are only part of our cellular energy. The other part is Nature's air, food, and water. Can any of you readers and participants at these conferences with "leading edge scientists" explain to me what it means to us to have this chemical pattern of energy? As we search for answers to inspire us and validate that we create our own reality, we are beginning to open our mind to our "hidden memories" of who we are as infinitely sensory beings. As the email I receive stated, "The path toward self-empowerment is now offered by leading edge science that is eynthesizing a grand convergence of the Body-Mind-Spirit trinity. A renaissance in cellular biology has now described the nature of the communication channels linking the mind and the body. This new science reveals how our thoughts, attitudes and beliefs control our abilities and create the experiences of our lives."

Spiritual Philosophy welcomes "new science" with the inspiration to "know thyself." We should not forget that Spiritual Philosophy has been around for thousands of years. We have ignored the truth of Spiritual Philosophy and come to depend upon science to rediscover what has been known for thousands of years by many. Just within my lifetime we have forgotten the most basic knowledge that Hippocrates (ca. 460-360 B.C.) understood very well - that the quality of our energy was dependent upon the air, food, and water that we put into our body. The cellular structure has not changed - we have lost our memory of the chemicals that our cellular structure needs to produce energy and maintain a healthy and happy life.

Seattle Dialogue with Bruce Lipton and Rupert Sheldrake