The Path of Joy and the Path of Desire

For each event within the life of man there are alternative paths. If man can choose the path of joy, he will be choosing the path of the soul. The path of joy must not be confused with the path of desire. Joy within the inner self and desire within the ego self are two separate emotions for man.  They should not be confused.

Desire is a craving of the ego and is a chameleon within your physical world. Desire is a “concept of need” in disguise. Man “needs” only himself and the Earth from which he lives. Desire is an “ego craving” with sexual implications within your physical world. This is consistent with the focus of man on the physical, the ego self of man.

Man can want for more joy and he can create more joy. Want is the choice of man.

When the child is young, the soul speaks more fluently and with more freedom. Have you ever heard a young child say, ‘I desire’ or ‘I need’? The young child wants what he sees as joy and happiness within his young world. There is no ego involved with the request. There is no ‘need’ involved. When the child reaches the stage of the ‘concept of need,’ he will be developing a belief system, an ego which he will be serving.

As man progresses through the Law of Sevens (see The Joy of Health, my first book) in development, you will frequently hear, ‘I desire,’ or ‘I need.’ Indeed, the concept of need has not only become a reality, it has become a controlling function. The craving of the ego as desire then becomes a controlling factor within the life of man. It can become an obsession within the life of man.

The soul consciousness is the inner self. Man functions externally more than he functions internally. This is a learned function that is directed by the ego and the belief system. For man to abandon the physical world and become obsessed with the spiritual world or the world of the soul is again more of an ego function than a true soul and spirit function. When man seeks the inner and higher self on an intellectual basis only, he is not truly accessing his inner and higher self.

Man is seeking balance. He should not abandon the physical world. He needs only to open up the inner self, the soul of self and the higher self, the spirit of self, and allow a balance to be established with the physical self, the ego self. This is truly creating balance within the body, mind, and spirit of man.

Bridges of Consciousness, The Soul Consciousness

Have you accepted your total power of creation?

In the beginning when you were created as spirits you were given as your inherent birthright the love, truth, and perfection of the Father. In addition to this you were given the power of creation.

How many of you have accepted these gifts knowingly, used these gifts consciously, and understand your own power of love, truth, and perfection that you have been given? How many of you understand that you have total power of creation? Have you accepted this power, and utilized this power which establishes having received the power?

Giving and receiving began at the moment of your creation as a spirit. You receive physical life, physical bodies, and you acknowledge on the level of physical, intellectual understanding what you have physically received. You will also acknowledge what you feel that you may not have received on the physical level.

It remains a challenge for you to understand, to acknowledge, and to accept that you receive the soul memory and the spirit energy at the same time that you receive a physical body.   (Sharing, 221)

Soul Support

In the intimate family of birth and of marriage there are always chosen lessons that each person is focused upon. No one learns his/her lessons in life alone. The person that we have asked as a soul to help us with a life lesson is also working on the same lesson, although the image of the lesson may be different. We can learn our lesson and our parents may bring their lesson back  into their next lifetime without a consciousness of the role they were playing for us and therefore they didn’t learn the lesson. The nice thing about family relationships is we can learn from each other if we are open to the dual role of teacher and student and student and teacher. This is the perfect role because it keeps us open to knowledge without the restrictions and limitations of identity and roles to create inequality.  The soul has no expectations or destinations of having learned all there is to learn. It is always our ego beliefs that limit our mind with expectations and destinations.

As we discover how our souls support each other in evolution, we can consciously appreciate every event within our life because we will see the importance of what we are learning and we will not judge or blame the person that we are interacting with in the lesson. Our soul is supported  not only by our physical family on a soul level but also by the soul family  on a soul level. Even when we have no conscious awareness of the soul family and its support, it is still there and it is scattered throughout the universe. Soul energy is given to us telepathically as a love energy, which is more effective than the physical support that we may be conscious of being given at the time. The physical interaction will be the primary support that we consciously acknowledge because we live our support as part of our life experience.  (395-6, Journey Home)

The Sword and the Pen

If man will look at his own life, he will find indications of physical changes that coincided with spiritual changes internally. The physical world of man is designed to create restriction. Opening to the Universal Consciousness is an embracement of freedom. This freedom consciousness will always find symbolic freedom within the physical world.

During this period of expansive spiritual evolvement which my scribe experienced, she had two very significant dreams. She was working through her resistance in her sleep, in her everyday physical world, and in her mind as she increased her silence. My scribe has never fully subscribed to any belief system. This made her more open to the inner self and higher self from birth.

She had learned to deal with her soul memories and her multiple sensing capabilities. She had not only learned to accept her guides but she found them to be friends who were always there to guide and teach her. She had accepted them  in her life from the moment of birth and didn’t truly understand for many years that not everyone had invisible friends. To her they were very practical. She saw them and assumed that everyone else did. 

When man opens to the Universal Consciousness, he opens himself to the integrated energy of the spirit world. Within this energy there is understanding , there is freedom, there is liberation, there is light, and there is infinite space. This infinite space is a sense of infinite height, depth, and expansiveness that can’t be adequately described in your language. In physical terms the Universe would feel as expansive as the world that you understand.

In the physical world the consciousness is narrow and personal. It is confined within the physical body. It is seen as a world of you and you relate your world to your career, your friends, and your family. If you do not allow anyone else in your world, if you are not close to friends, family, or colleagues, your personal physical consciousness is even more restricted. If you are constantly forcing your body into a tighter and tighter physical restriction, you are forcing the inner you into a tighter and  tighter physical restriction. You are struggling physically, mentally, and spiritually. This is the physical symbolism of restriction. You are not open to BEING.

As my scribe received communication from me, she began her expansion process. This has taken place over many years of her life. The first dream occurred many years ago and I will relate it to you because it will help some of you with the understanding of the readiness within you to expand to the Universal Consciousness.

In my scribe’s dream she found herself in this huge open expanse of a structure that resembled an airport hangar. There was a round dome-like metal structure.  She was alone in this structure and her entire body was bound tightly with string. She saw herself as very minute in this huge ball of cord which was wrapped around and around her countless times.

Suddenly, this genie appeared by her side and handed her a sword with which to cut her strings. She took the sword and examined it carefully. To her it looked very strange because it was not like any sword that she had ever seen before. It was long, thin, and had feathers at one end.

After a moment she decided that she could, indeed, cut the strings with this strange looking sword. So she began her task, one string at a time, until finally the string fell away from her body and lay in fragments at her feet.

With the strings lying around her feet, she felt her body beginning to expand. It grew slowly until it reached her normal  size. She stood still for a moment, turning around and around in this expansive, open structure. She felt liberated and free.

Suddenly she realized that she was all alone. It felt good for a few moments but she knew she wasn’t ready to live her life in this expansive emptiness. She look around carefully at the walls until she found what she assumed was a door. 

As she started to walk toward the door she sensed that there were millions of people waiting for her just beyond the opening. She felt their hostility and their anger. She knew without a doubt that each and every person was carrying a weapon.

 She started laughing and walked up to the door.  As she opened the door, she saw millions of people with their weapons forming a double line in front of her. The liens were deep with people as far back as she could see.

She stepped through the door and started walking among the people. As she walked, she talked to them and smiled at them. One by one they laid down their weapons and began to  return her love with their own greetings.

As my scribe continued to work with me in her sleep and her conscious state, we discussed this dream. The dream was her physical interpretation of the spiritual evolution that she was undergoing to do the work that she is now doing.

The airport hangar was the Universal Consciousness. The strings were her physical resistance. The sword was the method of releasing the resistance or the strings from her body. The sword was later seen as a quill pen which was symbolic of our writing. The people that were waiting for her with weapons were the physical concerns that she had about people accepting the work that we would do. 

This dream was a reoccurring dream for many years. As the details of the dream changed they were always symbolic of the internal changes that she had made.  

(from Bridges of Consciousness, 85-88)

Know Which Energy You Are Actively Using in Your Daily Life

As energy beings, we live a life that goes far beyond our concept of our physical life. As energy beings we travel with the speed of light. Therefore we can visit other energy beings that are not in physical form at this moment in time, and we can also visit physical people who are not living in the general vicinity of our physical home. Making energy visits is common for our Spirit Consciousness and it helps us learn as a consciousness energy living in physical matter. Energy never sets limitations on itself.  It loves freedom and it loves visiting other energy beings that it knows.  When we gather together as energy beings, we can have an enormous energy field that can literally “move mountains.”  Not all mountains are made out of rock and dirt.  Some are made out of belief systems that use a conflicting force to stop the energy movement, especially when the energy is not fully understood and it is afraid of competition.  As energy beings we all have the ability to resist and to create.  Know which energy you are actively using in your daily life.  We always image the energy from the exact level of our thinking mind evolution, primarily because we are basically fearful of energy and our internal change is slow to acknowledge our true energy potential.

 Imaging is a way that we can use the energy of our Dual Soul and Spirit Consciousness in the physical reality.  When we focus on what we want, we can create what we want. Imaging is our energy exercise. The matter supports the energy in creating what we want. We have to understand imaging before we can accept that we are Spirit Consciousness living in matter. It is important that everyone focuses on the same thing, or one person can erase the focus of many people and make the entire experience negative. The thinking mind is our creator, which can be very positive or very negative as it totally depends upon the level of energy that we are living in our physical life. Our thinking and our emotions have a dramatic effect upon whether or not we heal our own personal energy. When we are thinking externally, we will be violent, combative, arrogant, destructive, and hostile towards ourselves and other people. When we recognize the beauty of our internal and eternal design, we will be loving, peaceful, cooperative (non-combative), and we will do everything in our consciousness power to live a peaceful and productive life as we teach other people to love their Spirit Consciousness.

What It Means to Use Our Brain

We are Spiritual beings that live an eternal life by creating multiple physical lives in which we can learn and grow in relationship to ourselves, other people, Nature, Earth, and the Universe. Because we are designed to store our memories, we have hidden them from ourselves by storing them in  the brain neurons that we are not yet using. When we haven't learned how to use our brain, we have not necessarily restored our memory in each life, but that does not mean that we will never have the capability to restore these hidden memories, look at them carefully, and ask ourselves what we have learned from living the experience. Our growth and change should always be equal to our internal and external experiences of life.

As we study Spiritual Philosophy, we begin to see the patterns of life that we have created. Some of these patterns may serve us well and some may not serve us at all as we grow beyond the level of energy within the physical experience. But when we can look carefully at our hidden memories, we can understand our physical lives much better, and we can see why we chose the experiences that we chose to learn the lessons that we learned. Nothing is accidental in the growth and change of our Dual Soul.

We cannot retrieve our hidden memories as the facts of our past life experiences until our thinking mind is open to recognizing itself. Our dreams are frequently fleshed out with images, voices, behaviors, and emotions that we accept as figments of our imagination. Is any part of our physical life truly a figment of our imagination? For some minds, no, and for other minds, yes, but our needs are dictated by the issues that we need to learn and to grow and change beyond the level of energy that is its basis. For the most part, we are literally afraid to let our thinking mind open to its eternal reality and to show us snatches of our past life experiences, because we do not believe that we live more than one life. Each life is a continuation of our internal growth and change as a Dual Soul that is living its journey through our physical life.

The Ultimate Pattern of Learning

 When we are not aware of our Spirit Consciousness and/or our hidden memories that we are still collecting, our hidden memories continue to exist internally as energy in the neurons of our Spirit Consciousness (thinking mind, loving emotions, and infinite Spirit senses) existing as the trinity energy structure and function of our human brain. Once we can understand that our hidden memories always become a part of our Spirit Consciousness energy as our thinking mind, loving emotions, and Spirit senses that move with us from one life to the next life eternally as physical beings, we begin to see the ultimate pattern of learning and evolution that we have been living as an energy being living in physical matter.  When we live with a one-physical-life belief, we cannot access our hidden memories or appreciate the constant and consistent role they play in our physical lives as we grow and change.

Before we can understand our hidden memories, we must learn to understand and accept the Dual Soul and Spirit structure and function of us as human beings that are living through the eternal life of our Spirit Consciousness, and we must accept that we are eternal beings living endless physical lives. The energy of our Spirit Consciousness always remains a constant as expanding energy fields that are living growth and change as our internal evolution in each of our physical lifetimes. The concept of evolution shows us the pattern of growth and change within our thinking mind, loving emotions, and Spirit senses that we are designed to live and to learn from our physical experiences of endless lives that expose us to knowledge. 

Everything that we learn remains with us as part of our hidden memories.

 We can only begin to understand our own eternal and internal energy when we can challenge our thinking mind to begin the eternal process of learning who we are through opening our thinking mind to new thought, which expands our thinking mind into our loving emotions to complete the design and function of our Dual male and female Soul Consciousness, as a thinking mind and loving emotions. It is the energy of our Trinity of Consciousness growth that reflects into our physical growth as we change the way that we relate to our expanding thinking mind.

Stop and Think, Look Both Ways, Relate, Breathe.

We can only begin to understand our own eternal and internal energy when we can challenge our thinking mind to begin the eternal process of learning who we are through opening our thinking mind to new thought, which expands our thinking mind into our loving emotions to complete the design and function of our Dual male and female Soul Consciousness, as a thinking mind and loving emotions. It is the energy of our Trinity of Consciousness growth that reflects into our physical growth as we change the way that we relate to our expanding thinking mind.

Our Knowledge of Who We Are

Spiritual Philosophy teaches us the patterns of human thought, life, and evolution from our earliest beginnings, which accumulates within our conscious mind as an image of our change and growth. Therefore, Spiritual Philosophy teaches us to grow into Knowing Ourself, which is an accumulation of information that shows us why we are who we are today, which includes our thinking mind, physical health, emotional happiness, and our longevity potential as a physical body that is the home of a Spiritual Energy Being. The value of Spiritual Philosophy at this point in time is that we now have additional information within our thinking mind that will allow us to heal ourselves of all diseases and learn how to survive for hundreds of years in one physical lifetime. Our stored information allows us to begin to open our thinking mind to our hidden memories as we expand them during each lifetime.  We have the information but we are not using the information primarily because of our religious beliefs that have taught us faith and trust in an external God, rather than in the information that we have learned during the physical lives that we have lived. We are made in the image of God as energy and Earth as matter.  Our knowledge of who we are must be changed, because as we accept that we have an eternal and internal chemical design that gives us the energy that we use in our lives as human beings, we can better appreciate the quality of our thinking, eating, drinking, and breathing as providing ourselves with the pure energy of life. 

Our life-giving chemicals come from the pure air, water, and foods of Nature. Man-made chemicals are gradually killing us by destroying our natural energy fields, which results in our horrific diseases of the internal organs and our nervous system.  Once we become aware that Awe are what we think, eat, drink, and breathe as the air, foods, and water of Nature,” we become aware that our physically focused thinking mind totally controls our behavior of how we perceive our air, food, and water requirements, which we are using to give ourselves cancer and nervous system disorders.  Our thinking alone can cause us to live through an acidic balance rather than an alkaline balance.  When we live in fear, anger, hate, ignorance, and ancient belief systems, we automatically create an acid balance within our physical body. When we live the love, joy, happiness, and open-mindedness of Spiritualism, we create an alkaline balance.  Neural Depolarization also creates an alkaline balance within our physical body, which relieves our body of multiple symptoms.  When we add inferior food, water, and air to our already intense fear beliefs, we create rampant diseases as we are doing today.

The patterns of our internal images are chemical patterns, which can be healed by a replacement of these chemical patterns in our organs, cells, fluids, and neurons.  We know our own internal images, although we have not been taught how to recognize these internal images or how to honor ourselves as chemical beings. Our internal body communicates with us at all times by telling us what to eat, drink, and breathe as a part of nature. When we recondition our thinking mind to believe that we need processed foods, we begin our downhill slide into chemical chaos as we eat processed foods, take drugs, and generally destroy the internal perfection of our eternal design through diseases.  We are designed to listen and to hear our internal image as it strives to keep us alive and well. 

A Way of Life

We have taken to heart some parts of Spiritual Philosophy that we're attracted to, but we ignore those we are not interested in living at the present moment in time. This means that we will choose not to live our Ethical Values. Living our Ethical Values is how we live a Spiritual life. We cannot love ourself or other people from the core of our Spiritual love until we learn to love ourself, which is the beginning of being love as a human being.

We cannot live from the core of our love until we learn to live the Ethical Values as a "way of life," which creates us as a Spiritual being.

The Hands of Fate - What's Love Got to Do With It? - My "new" book

Kathy Oddenino wrote The Hands of Fate almost 50 years ago. The main character is Michael Cappanello, a heart surgeon, whose passionate dream was to create the first artificial heart. Creating a permanent synthetic replacement for this vital organ is one of the holy grails of modern medicine. Like President Kennedy’s bold 1961 pronouncement about the space program and putting a man on the moon, in 1964 the National Institutes of Health started the Artificial Heart Program, with the goal of putting a man-made organ into a human by the end of the decade (New England Journal of Medicine article, 2004). Some inventions were built by doctors and tested in dogs in the 1940s and 1950s, but the Jarvik-7 was the first artificial heart was successfully implanted in a human being in 1982.  Hundreds of physicians, engineers, students and faculty developed, tested and improved the artificial heart created by Dr. Willem Johan Kolff.  Robert Jarvik was the graduate student manager named by Kolff for the artificial heart project.

The Jarvik-7 has been implanted in more than 800 people as a bridge to transplantation.  Since the need for functioning hearts from donors always exceeds supply, there have been continuous incentives (funding) to develop technologies to create this holy grail of a permanent heart replacement. Pumps, electrical assists, and prototypes have been created and used along the way, with varying results. In popular culture examples of heart replacements have been introduced for over a hundred years.

Dr. Michael Cappanello fits easily into this human history, as a man driven by an obsession to make this dream real, for himself, for patients, for mankind. The Hands of Fate is his story of creation and how he creates every aspect of his life, the thrill and the struggle, the love and the need for love, the life and the grief of loss as death as he learns what it means to live.

Dr. Capanello, like every other human being, struggles to understand that the first supreme force, the life force for man is his heart. It is the heart that connects with the spirit energy (or intuitive mind). Learning to use the energy of the spirit/heart is one of the most basic and exciting lessons of our human life.  In our physical world, we view freedom as our “right to need,” which we live as a desire, demand, craving, yearning, aching, longing, urging, lusting, coveting, obsession, passion, or greed. Love that is unconditional and without need is what we are learning to accept within ourself first, as we accept the challenge and opportunity to live our own destiny every day of our lives.

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The Addictions of Our Advanced Soul

Karmic beliefs are addictions of our advanced soul that are stuck in the revolutionary soul level which support our resistance and denial of change. Karmic beliefs challenge us to find the strength and courage to release our addictions without fearing change. Creating physical addictions is the way for our immature soul to get our immediate attention through self-abuse. Until we begin to abuse ourself we remain ignorant of the miracle of our own life that we are destroying. As we increase our internal awareness of ourself, we begin to see that our purpose in life is to learn to love ourself and the core of ourself as a spirit consciousness. Our immature intellect and ego creates physical addictions primarily because our ego fears change.

Addictions are the subconscious personality of beliefs and behaviors that we act out in the dark side of our immature soul mind and emotions. Every addiction has its roots in the fear emotions of our immature soul that are concealed from our conscious mind. Our addictive roots to fear have reflected the addictive mental and emotional consciousness of our beliefs and behaviors into every aspect of our immature soul evolution. In every grain of sand of physical experience, we are learning lessons of great magnitude. We have chosen to learn first what we don’t want in our lives so that we can fully appreciate what we do want. In our immature soul we have consistently created our negative, external fears as our physical reality. As we get our attention with abusive physical addictions, we begin to see the value of what we want in our lives and our aware consciousness begins to change. Our abusive physical addictions are the physical reflection of the abusive beliefs that our soul wants us to consciously acknowledge and release. This relates to the quote “forgive them for they know not what they do” which tells us to forgive ourselves for our beliefs, as an internal forgiveness. We have externalized this parable to a forgiveness of other people.

Addictive beliefs and behaviors have given the soul a perfect way of suppressing our fear and supporting our illusion of not being an addictive person. Physical addictions create a momentary illusion of escape from the pain within our mind and emotions that we keep striving to repeat by repeating our addictive behavior. Without our attachment to fear we would speak our truth and have no fear of judgment from other people. Fear has existed for us in three distinct levels which has provided us with the opportunity to live the accumulation of our fear sin every aspect of our lives. These three levels of fear have been the focus of our attitude, personality, character traits, and language as a reflection of our thoughts and emotions that we reflect into our behavior from our immature intellect and ego. The persona that we live is the energy from which we create our life as our consciousness reality. Self-abuse is part of our soul addiction at the present level of our immature soul consciousness.

from The Journey Home: Our Evolving Consciousness

Inner Hope and Faith

In the most challenging times there will be a consciousness of a tiny, joyful light within. This light is the vision of hope that shines with total undaunted faith within self to overcome all odds and be successful.

Despite the level of conscious physical awareness and the "circumstances" of life, the power of that inner hope and faith will allow you to move forward. The soul and spirit will focus on the energy of freedom rather than the opposite energy of  the victim consciousness. With your focus on freedom and not on the dramas of life, you can create a new life within the physical world that you know.

Freedom is an internal acknowledgement more than an external reality.

The Soul Recognizes only Today

Hope in our world is our Spirit Energy - the motivation of life. Without Spirit (hope) there is no freedom in life. Locking ourselves into the concept of "mental and emotional imprisonment" at any moment of our life is a disadvantage. We are born as humans to enjoy change. We must be willing to live with spontaneity. We should live with joy, hope, and action every moment of our lives. If there is no joy in what we are doing, why are we doing it?

Life is to be lived with joy in each moment that we live. There is no tomorrow. There is only today, because that is what you are focused upon. If our life does not offer us the joy and happiness that we deserve, on a day to day basis, something is out of balance in what we are doing with our life. Do not look at the rest of the world and judge it. The rest of the world is not responsible for where we are in our lives. Look within yourself. Look inside, to see if you are constantly learning and expanding your mind. Do you truly know you? You have created what you have. If what we have created is making us unhappy and is not what we want, we must evaluate our life and risk the change that is necessary. Our point of power is in the present. If we fear change, we will be stuck exactly where we are, which is how decay and disease sets itself into our life. There is no other way.

It is us to us to enhance the beauty of life.

Events may appear to you to be accidents, but they are not.

Events may appear to you to be accidents, but they are not. They are part of a design that you have chosen. The vibrations of the energy will be relative to your choice as we energetically flow out into the Universe.

If you want to affect people who are far removed from you, you are going to choose within your life a drama that will seize your attention and the attention of other people. You can compare a life event to taking a pebble and dropping it into the water. If you drop a small pebble into a still pond you will produce vibrations and these vibrations will move peacefully and gently out into the water. If you take a big rock and you drop it into the pond you can see those vibrations change. The force of the rock will create waves that swell up and die down only to swell again with more force as they create their own energy.

You will choose dramas in life according to how many people you want to affect. You will get your own attention by the weight of the drama. The expansiveness of the drama that you choose will create your relationship to your life. Dramas are always collective choices. The energy of the individuals will be as both passive and active participants. If you are the one who is dropping the rock you are the active participant. If you are struck by the rock as the water is, you are an active participant. If you are the one that is affected by the waves you are a passive participant.

You have chosen to be a participant because by your involvement, you have the opportunity to change your consciousness level in life by the precipitating energy of the active participants. All of life is created by the interaction of relationships. Therefore, there can be multiple active participants and multiple passive participants, depending upon the nature of the event.

If there is an airplane accident and 86 people are instantly killed, you will have 86 active participants. If there are people that are killed in the crash on the ground, they too are active participants. The passive participants will include all of the people that are related to those that are killed. They will experience the strongest vibration and, therefore, are in varying levels of active and passive participation. The levels of vibrations will then spread out to all passive participants who felt an effect from the energy of the event and the deaths. This will include those who read of the incident, saw it on television, listened to an account being reported on the radio, or heard the story through a friend. Others may not know of the event and will have no effect at all from the energy. Do you see the effect and how the energy vibrations will change from a dramatic swelling to a smooth surface? Dramas are always opportunities to change from one level of conscious awareness to another. You change from one level of consciousness to another by an increased awareness of events and people, an openness to emotion and feeling, and by the exposure to new experiences.

(To learn more about the profound and beautiful lessons we learn through all relationships - read Sharing: Self Discovery in Relationships.)

The Emotional Lessons Confronted in Family Relationships

It is a belief in our world that the male should be strong and therefore not show emotion. This is a belief that family relationships challenge. If the male fails to show emotion, he denies his soul and spirit energy. If the female fails to show emotion, she denies her soul and spirit energy.

Family relationships offer the male an opportunity to be in touch with the soul and spirit energy of emotion. If the male denies the family relationship, he is denying the challenge of emotion. He is creating resistance to his soul and spirit energy within. This is also true of the female, but the male is used as an example because of the belief system in our culture that creates a learned resistance.

Some people who fear emotion will also fear family relationships, friends, and all other interaction with people. These people become the criminals in our world because they act without emotion. They live without emotion. They deny the soul and spirit energy within and they react only as physical beings. They do not love themselves and therefore they have no love for other people. These are lessons that are confronted within family relationships. If the denial remains as the controlling force within the physical life, the physical life will be focused upon fear of interaction secondary to the fear of emotion. These people will easily indulge in physical crimes against the physical body.

The total absence of feelings and emotions of the heart allow physical atrocities as lessons.In the spirit sense this is a choice of both participants, although this is a challenge for us to understand. If we observe the murders in our world, we will find many of them occur between family members or friends. The spirit energy of unconditional love agrees to the lesson which will trigger the emotion within. The event may even be chosen as a Karmic lesson for both participants. Understanding the lesson will balance the emotion within for all passive participants. This safety net of unconditional love is much stronger than our imagination is capable of understanding.

Our Body That Is Our Joy

Internally we know that our physical self is fragile. It is this realization that allows us to be compulsively concerned with our physical health. The ego is at all times conscious that if we become aware of who we are, change will have an effect upon our belief in our physical reality. The ego knows that it is as finite as our physical body and it fears for itself and the body in which it lives. It is from our intellectual view of reality that our beliefs are created from the primitive perceptions within our developing soul mind.

Our body that is our joy has been created by the slowing down of soul and spirit energy to magnetize physical matter. Each time that we choose to become physical, we design a physical body that will support us in our life design of lessons. We learned the pattern for our physical development during the first dimension of our creation, when we very methodically and with total freedom of choice chose the perfect elements for our human form.

We are an electromagnetic energy of Spirit consciousness. When we began to slow down and magnetize matter, we polarized our self into our personal pattern of evolution. We designed our physical pattern to integrate our mind and body with nature, allowing us to stay in a total harmony and rhythm with the evolution of Earth and the Universe.

Personal Creation

There is no mystery to our lives. We have always been the same soul and spirit that we are today. The only difference is the focus of our mind and emotions. As human beings, we are created as a dual soul of male and female consciousness. In our male consciousness we have not been aware that we have a female consciousness and a Spirit consciousness that are guiding us every moment of our lives. As we change to our female focus, we become conscious of the actualization of our dual soul consciousness. What has been concealed from us is revealed to us as we integrate with our female consciousness. In our female consciousness we can access our Spirit consciousness. We can never access our Spirit consciousness while we live in our limited male consciousness of the intellect and ego because of our limiting and concealing beliefs.

As we remove our concealing beliefs that we have created from our ancient and primitive superstitions, symbols, myths, and rituals, we reveal the beauty and power of our Trinity of consciousness. Expanding our consciousness by removing our beliefs is just the beginning of our consciousness expansion. As we live our love we create a different life on earth. We begin to nurture ourselves, each other, our planet Earth, nature, and we will also begin to nurture our relationship with the universe. As we understand ourselves, we will understand the universe.

As we open to the realization of ourselves and our connection with the universe, we will define the universe from the fractal pattern of our consciousness and physical design. We are a precise fractal pattern of the universe. As we begin to understand our cellular structure the pattern of our life will reveal the secrets of the universe. As we understand ourselves and open to the knowledge of the universe, we will put to rest all of the illusions that our immature male consciousness has created as its illusions of reality.

Our interpretation of the physical experiences of our life have all been formed from our limited intellect and ego. Our beliefs have mutated our experiences and given us a concealed or veiled impression of ourself and our reality. We have created everything on Earth from the thoughts that live within our mind and that are limited by our beliefs and fears. Once we have a thought our next step is to create the thought as our physical reality. Therefore each and every thing that we use today as the fruits of our technology began as a thought in someone's mind. When we create from our beliefs and our fears, we create illusion or we conceal our behavior and our creation. This is the story of our criminal minds. Each day we live with the creations of technology that had its foundation in the thought of some clever and advanced soul mind.

All things on Earth began with thought, even the creation of new life. In our male consciousness, new life was triggered by a physical desire for sex. In our female consciousness, our love created the new life into human form and then nursed the child into an expansion of the mind, emotions, and body. Therefore, we have constantly lived with the precise pattern of creation. There is no mystery left to the creation of human life. What we continue to conceal with our religious beliefs is the soul's constant return to its eternal life in physical form. Our belief in only one life limits our perception of reality as our personal creation.

What if we are responsible for everything about our life, our growth, our change, and our health?

Our chemical design creates the interactive interaction that we constantly live as our energy design in matter.  It is our chemical design that gives us health and happiness as our physical choice of living.  Disease always comes from the chemical design within our physical body being in a state of imbalance.  When our chemical design is in a state of imbalance, the chemical cellular structure that creates our physical body cannot maintain its balance, and it collapses into some form of disease.  Any form of medicine that does not recreate our precise chemical balance will bring about our death if it is continued past the point of no return for our cellular health.  Our cells remember the importance of certain chemicals to our balance and our health.  When our cells lose their hidden memory, we will forget to eat, drink, and breathe from the chemicals of Nature and Earth, which we are now doing as a human species.

 Why and how can our hidden memory be destroyed?  When we eat foods, drink, or breathe chemicals that do not support the replacement of the necessary chemicals that form the design and function of our cellular structure, we begin to break down the chemical structure and design of our thinking mind and physical body which leads us into disease, old age, and death that allows us to re-create our human body and begin a new physical life as a Spirit Consciousness.

When we live with our religious beliefs of living only one life only to die and be saved, we must ask ourselves what our beliefs mean.  What does it mean to be saved?  Are we being saved from life?  Or are we being saved from the devil?  What is the devil?  Is the devil the part of our thinking mind that refuses to accept that we are responsible for what we eat, drink, breathe, do, think, and believe?  What if we are wrong?  What if we are responsible for everything about our life, our growth, our change, and our health?  What if we are totally responsible for everything that we learn and the precise level of new life conscious awareness that we create?  Can we afford not to change and grow as a human being?  Can we afford as a human species to continue with our disease focus until we genetically change the pattern of our human design? 

Only if we are choosing to continue life on Earth with an intention of total destruction of both humans and Earth. It has already become apparent that we are damaging the chemical land, water, and air of Earth, therefore we are damaging the human species that lives upon Earth.  What is our goal as human beings?  We must change or we will destroy ourselves by the destruction of Earth as our home.  We are interactive beings with the air, water, and land of Earth which provides us with our chemical balance of life.  We are the truth of our interactive interaction with Earth as it provides us with the chemicals of the soil, the water, and the air to sustain our life and well-being.

Emerging into the Truth of Self

To live the energy of saving ourselves, we must accept personal responsibility to learn and to live the entire energy of love as the truth and equality of our own human design.  The value of saving ourselves is the studying of ourselves as Spiritual energy beings that are living eternally as human beings that must learn the truth of themselves through the teachings of Spiritual Philosophy before they can recognize themselves, Earth, and the Universe around them as the energy of "Other Worlds" that exist independently within the energy of Earth.  When we believe that we live only one life, we deny the Spiritual Energy of us that is eternal.

The value of studying Spiritual Philosophy is that it helps us to think more clearly within our thinking mind, which will allow us to emerge from the depths of fear to an understanding of self and the chemical energy that gives us life   As humans we are the most important source of life on Earth as energy beings.  The thinking mind is an emerging consciousness.  It never thinks the same way twice because it is an evolving and expanding energy that is searching for the energy of its own love that is constantly expanding in its growth and change.  Emergence is the pattern of our growth as a thinking mind into Spirit Consciousness that incorporates the thinking mind, loving emotions, and infinite Spirit Senses into one Spirit Consciousness within each human being.

Our physical body emerges from the chemical energy of the sperm and ovum.  As our thinking mind emerges from its cocoon, it is emerging into the truth of itself as the love of our chemical design.  Spiritual Philosophy defines what it means for the “biology” of us to discover the origins of itself as energy and matter.  As we emerge from our external thinking mind into an internal thinking mind and we use our realization of this changing substructure of thought, we begin to see how our thinking mind is expanding its own pattern of self, as consciousness.  As our thinking mind changes, our perception “of self” and life changes.  For example, as our thinking mind is expanding its own pattern of thought it emerges gradually and slowly into a new image of self.  Said another way, as our thinking mind emerges gradually from its physical focus, it begins to see the image of itself as energy that is constantly growing, changing, and morphing into a greater energy field.